Yep, I watched tonight's episode and was really disappointed.
I was wondering if you wanted me to do a separate drabble about their first time that's rated 'M'?

Billy's Point of View:

"Why are you lying to me about this, Jane? I saw you leaving his house just now when you told me you were going to work," I shouted, my anger getting the best of me.

"I was finishing a project with him. I told you that I was going to finish it before I went in," she shouted back, throwing her hands up in the air. "Why are you making such a big deal out of nothing?"

I was afraid that she was going to see how much of a fuckup I am and she was going to find someone better for her. I couldn't tell her that right now, she'd think I was lying so I said the worst thing possible, "I don't like it when the girl who says she loves me spends so much time with other guys. Are you spreading your legs for Nick too now?"

Her face paled and the next thing I knew her hand connected with my cheek. Pain exploded across the side of my face and I could still hear the harsh sound it made. When I looked up I saw tears running down Jane's face and I knew that I was wrong.

"I didn't do anything wrong, I love you Billy. I don't want to be with Nick or anyone else for that matter but you," she whimpered, wiping her cheeks.

I felt like the biggest dick in the entire world for making her cry. I wanted to apologize to her but I couldn't swallow my pride enough to so I said, "I don't believe you. I can't believe you after what I saw."

She pushed away and stormed into her house. I stayed parked outside for a long time thinking about our relationship. I wanted to believe that she was telling the truth and that she was being faithful but it was so hard. I had issues believing that she even wanted me in the first place.

I heard a bang on the car roof and I looked out to see Ben standing there. "Are you planning on staying parked outside my house all night? I don't think Jane would like that too much."

I hit my hands against the steering wheel and groaned. "I know that I messed up so if that's what you're coming out here to tell me it's pretty pointless. I want to apologize to her but I don't know if I'm wrong about this or not."

Ben sighed and slid into the passenger seat. "I don't know what you did but Jane's upstairs in her room crying her eyes out. I'm not going to act all buddy-buddy with you, I have to protect Jane; she's my number one priority."

"I know that and I wouldn't expect anything else. I'm just upset that she was hanging out with Nick and didn't tell me about it," I said, running a hand through my hair in anger. "I don't like it when she goes behind my back."

"You don't own her, Billy. She can hang out with whoever she wants to without having your permission," Ben said, slamming his hands down on the dash. "Why are you being like this with her? You're always her protector."

"I'm afraid that she's going to realize that she can do so much better than me!" I shouted so much anger welling up that it got a little bit hard to breathe. Then it hit me that I'd said that and I whispered, "I'm absolutely terrified that she's going to get someone better."

Ben's features softened but he stayed strong. "I know that you have fears and doubts, everyone does, but I also know that my little sister is broken because of you. Either you need to get the hell over your fears and fix this or break it off. I'm not going to let you keep breaking her."

I nodded and swallowed my pride enough to say, "I want to go make this right. Can I go talk to Jane about this?"

He sighed before nodding his head. "You're on thin ice with Jane but remember you're barely even staying afloat with me. I've got to keep her safe; it's nothing personal, okay?"

I didn't answer him; I just got out and ran up to Jane's room. I knocked as I pushed the door open. Jane was lying on her stomach and I could see her body shaking with her sobs. I sat on the edge of her bed and place a hand between her shoulder blades.

"I don't want to talk about it right now, Ben. I just want to think about everything," she whimpered. Then added quietly, "I want Billy but I don't think he wants me anymore."

"I'll always want you, Janie. You're insane if you think otherwise," I whispered, rubbing her back lightly. "Will you please talk to me, Janie?"

She pushed up and my heart broke in my chest. Her makeup was running down her face and her eyes were bloodshot. I could tell by the set of her mouth that I had really hit a nerve with her when I accused her of cheating.

"I'm not a slut, Billy. I would never cheat on you," she said, taking my hands in hers. "You're the only boy that I've ever had sex with and I want to keep it that way."

I felt a surge of pure animalistic pride when she said that; knowing I was the only one to ever touch her like that was amazing. I knew that I needed to talk about other things though, "I know that but I get a little touchy sometimes when it comes to you. I'm afraid that you're going to find someone better than me and leave."

Her face contorted with shock as shifted over to my lap. She dropped my hands and took my face in her hands. "You don't have to worry about anything, you have my heart. If anything I should be worried that you're going to leave me for someone more beautiful."

"That would be pretty hard to do considering I have the most beautiful girl in the world sitting in my lap. You're the owner of my heart," I whispered, kissing her forehead.

She smiled and her pretty little cheeks turned red. She tried to hide her face in me neck but I kept her steadily looking at me by mashing our lips together. I nipped at her bottom lip and groaned when her tongue pushed against mine.

"You look like you're completely terrified," Ben said, leaning against the door jamb. "I'll be watching you, Nutter. You hurt her again and I'll be forced to take serious action."

We were broken apart until we heard him walking down the steps and she pushed me onto my back. She used her hands to pin my hands up by my head as we kissed like we'd never kissed before.

I spent the night with Jane in my arms and couldn't wipe the smile off of my face. I never had to worry about her leaving me for someone else or finding someone who had more to offer. I had her heart.

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