So Much Love, too Much Drama

First of all, i jut want to let you know i Love Selena to pieces, so please don't Judge by the way its Written, it just came to me, and i wrote it as the idea's came. i apologize for anything that upsets people in this story. but like i said, this is the way it came to me. please don't judge for the sake of the story. like i said its just a story lol.

second, its not a Bieber Love story like most, its actually a Ryan Butler Love Story lol hope you like it

***There is a Language Warning in this story***

Chapter 4

Down to Earth

It was almost time for to leave for the concert, Rabia and I were over at my house getting Kristin and Marla ready, Ryan was with Justin and Chaz, Chaz and Rabia were picking Gal up on the way, Chaz, Rabia and Gal were going to Be with Kristin and Marla because dad got called into work, Kristin wasn't really that upset, she'd rather have 2 girls with her anyway. I got out the tee shirts i had gotten the girls when i was in Atlanta, Purple with Justin on the Front for Marla, and Red with Jaden on the Front for Kristin, Kristin put on her Purple skinny jeans and Marla Put on her red ones. Rabia curled Marla's hair while i Straitened Kristin's. "Alright girls" i started "Remember Chaz, Rabia and Gal will be with you all night, if you need anything just ask them, i will be meeting you after the show, for that surprise i told you about" i told them "Sam" Kristin said with a huge smile "yes?" i said "You are the Best Big Sister Ever!" she said and gave me a big hug. "You're welcome" i laughed "Now, I'm not going to put any make up on you because i imagine you will be in tears most of the night" i said, they both just nodded and didn't make any arguments.

Once the girls were in the car with Justin and Ryan, i pulled Rabia aside, "If you happen to be walking by the bathrooms with the girls, and make sure you let Gal Know, and you see me, or Selena, or both of us, do not, i repeat Do Not, let the girls see us, Selena has threatened me already i don't want the girls to get involved, dad would kill me." i told her "Sam, why didn't you say this before? like yesterday, i would have taken my sister Beth" she said, "because this just happened this morning, and i couldn't tell you in front of them." i told her, she nodded and went to get in the other car with Chaz. i got in the car and sat between Ryan and Kristin, we let Marla sit beside Justin because he loved how excited she was, i sat down and immediately an arm was around me, I knew Ryan was worried about Selena, and for my safety, i just turned my head gave him a quick kiss on the cheek and told him everything is going to be fine.

"Wow!" Kristin exclaimed "there really is a lot of people here. and i wondered why we had to be driven in by like a million cars" she laughed, Justin Ryan , Kenny and I all laughed. "yes Kristin that is why you are going to be with Chaz, Gal and Rabia tonight." i explained. she couldn't say anything she was too busy looking at all the people with posters and screaming. This is going to be the best night of their lives i thought to myself. "Now Kristin, Marla, When we get out, there are going to be a lot of people taking pictures and asking questions, Kristin i want you to stay with me Ryan and Justin until we get in, Marla you're going to be with Rabia, Gal," who Rabia and Chaz had picked up on the way, "and Chaz." i told them. The Cars Stopped, Gal Chaz and Rabia were by the door of our car to get Marla, then Ryan Jumped out with me, Kristin and Justin and we all got in safely, almost.

On the way in the doors, one of the paps grabbed my arm and pulled me back, my hand slipped out of Ryan's and i was thrown back into the swarming paps, "So, does your boyfriend know your cheating with Justin?" one said, "Selena is going to be here tonight, what do you think will happen?" asked another. I knew the drill, Don't say a word and find your way to the door, i was about half way there when a large man picked me up, it was Kenny once we were inside i asked "How did you find me?" he didn't answer right away, he just set me down, "Ryan and Justin started to panic after You slipped from Ryan, he didn't know what happened, all he knew was you were there with him one minute, and the next you were gone, he asked Justin and they found me, and told me what happened and i just ran out to get you" he explained "well thank you so much Kenny" i said and spotted Ryan and Justin and ran for him.

"Are you alright Babe?" Ryan asked "What Happened?" i didn't really know how to explain, "i guess one of the paps got a hold of my jacket and pulled me back out or something, where is Kristin and Marla?" i said wrapping my arms around Ryan's waste. "they are safe in the dressing room with Gal and Rabia until its time for the sound check." Justin said, I Nodded. "The paps know Selena is coming tonight" i said watching Ryan, His face went from Calm and Collected to Red and Frustrated. "Ryan, babe, Calm Down, Nothing is going to happen tonight, we are going to have fun, and i am going to get my sister to meet Jaden, I'm getting Marla up on stage with Justin,its gonna be a time and a half" i said to him. He looked at me with wonder "How can you be so Calm and Happy when someone is threatening you like this?" he asked "because I'm not going to let it ruin my night with my Mr. Butler and my Big Bro" i said with a smile. "well then my Beautiful MS. BUTLER we had better get going and get the girls out for the sound check" he said and kissed me.

After the sound check which went by smoothly, Ryan and I went backstage with Justin, while Rabia, Chaz and Gal took Kristin and Marla to their front row seats, Pattie came with me and Ryan to tell me everything was a go, for Marla, and Kristin after the show, once everyone was in their seats, Kenny went out to do his part, "WHEN I SAY JUSTIN Y'ALL SAY BIEBER, JUSTIN" the crowd went wild "BIEBER" they screamed "JUSTIN" Kenny screamed "BIEBER" the crowd went wild again and they went even crazier when they herd it, "Aye, Aye, Aye, Lets Go, Me Plus You, Ima Tell Ya One Time, When I Met You Girl My Heart Went Knock Knock" the crowd singing along with every word, Ryan and i sitting on the sidelines watching with amazement, i just couldn't get over that my best friend was the biggest popstar in the world right now. he sang Stuck in the moment, Ryan and i were both in tears during that, it was the one song that reminded us of the rough patch we had about 6 months after he asked me out. then came time for Never Say Never, i could see Kristin going Nuts.

"I Will Never Say ever, I will Fight, I Will Fight Till Forever, To Make it right, When ever you knock me down i will not stay on the ground, pick it up, pick it up, pick it up up up, and never say never" i was watching Kristin because she didn't know Jaden was going to be here and when he came out, "Here we go, Guess Who, JSmith and JB, I Can Handle them, Hold Up aiite i can handle him, now he's bigger than me taller than me," Kristin just went wild i have never seen her that happy before, i just couldn't wait to see her face when i told her that she was going to be meeting him. "follow me Babe i have a surprise for you" Ryan said taking my hand, as they were showing the baby pictures, Justin met up with us, "you ready?" he asked Ryan and was smiling at me "Whats going on you two?" i asked "well you remember the other day when you and Jay went to the mall and i said i couldn't go because i had to help Pattie with something..." Ryan said "yes..." i replied watching him closely "well this is what it was, we were working on an idea, you and i are going up over the crowd with Justin, for the next couple songs, Up and Favorite Girl." i was astonished, i didn't know what to think, i was lost deep in my thoughts when the next thing i knew i was 20 feet above the crowd in a huge metal heart, with my best friend and the love of my life.

"Its a big big world, Its easy to get lost in it, You've always been my girl, And I'm not ready to call it quits" Justin Sang while Ryan and I watched each other, i looked into the crowd and seen Kristin's eyes light up, "I Bet she thinks this is HER surprise" i said to Ryan "no, she knew about it" he laughed "but this isn't the only thing i have for you my Beautiful girl" he said and winked at me. "Nowhere but up, from here, My dear, Baby we can go nowhere but up, Tell me what got to fear, We can take it to the sky past the moon through the galaxy As long as you're with me, Honestly (honestly) with the strength of our love, We can go nowhere but up" Justin Sang then Ryan pulled something out of his pocket, a small box, he opened it and pulled out a Ring, it wasn't an engagement ring though, we were too young to get engaged, "Sam, please accept this ring, it's a promise of my love for you, a promise that my love will never die. I Love You so much Baby." he put the ring on my finger and wiped the tears from my eyes, i kissed him and the crowd went wild. "of coarse ill wear it baby, I Love You Ryan Butler, What did i ever do to deserve you" i said hugging him.

we were being lowered back down to the stage, and i had to go and get Marla for One Less Lonely Girl, she was going to be the OLLG tonight, Kristin and Marla hadn't been to a concert before so they didn't know about OLLG, Ryan and i made our way through, got to them and he lifted Marla over the rail, and we took her backstage, "now Marla, there will be 2 dancers come out and take you on stage in a minute." i told her "why?" she asked "this is your surprise sweetie." i smiled and Randy and Dee came out took Marla out on the stage and the crowd started screaming, Justin Serenaded Marla, gave her the OLLG bouquet of roses. She came off the stage in tears, i took her back to Kristin who was also in tears.

"ohh ohh, ohhhh yeah yeah, i never thought that it'd be easy, cause we both so distant now, but the walls are closing in on us, and we're wondering how, no one has a solid answer, so we're walking in the dark, you can see the look on my face it just tears me apart" Justin started, Down to earth, this was the one song that ALWAYS reminded me of mom, i took Ryan and Kenny's brother out to the lobby because i had to go to the bathroom, and i didn't want to listen to the song tonight, not after what happened not 10 minutes ago. i walked into the bathroom, and she was there waiting for me. "Selena?" i asked "I thought i told you to stay away from Justin" she said darkly "listen Selena" i started, backing toward the door, "there is NOTHING going on between Justin and I, i am in love with Ryan" i said, backing out the door slowly with her following me, Ryan seen me, but didn't rush, he knew that she would attack quicker if he did, but he started walking toward me with Kenny's brother. "No Sam, that's a lie, i seen the pictures, and the way you were looking at him" she proceeded and backed me into a wall, "Sel, c'mon you don't want to hurt me, you know, you don't want him to choose between you and me, he will choose me, I'm his lil sis." i tried to reason "NO" she screamed and lunged for me. and the last thing i remember seeing was Ryan Running for me.

"Sam, Baby, Wake Up" is all i herd i could barley hear the sirens in the background. "huh what happened?" i asked weakly "oh thank god Shes awake" i herd someone say, i was in so much pain, my face, and my stomach is where most of the pain was. "Sam i am so sorry i should have been closer" it was Ryan, and it sounded like he was crying, i looked at him and his face was burred in his hands "Ryan" i said, no response "Babe, Beautiful boy, Mr Butler" i said "this isn't your fault..." i told him taking his hand in mine kissing it. he looked at me, and his eyes were red, i figured it was from crying because he was so worried about me. "the concert is still going on?" i asked, he nodded. "its almost over though" he said, "and Selena?" i asked. "shes gone, she took off after Kenny's brother pulled her off of you," he said.

After the concert, Rabia, Gal and Chaz brought Kristin and Marla backstage to meet me, "Kristin i have a surprise for you" she looked at me confused "but i thought that Marla's OLLG thing was" she said "no that was HERS," i explained, i took her hand, and led her to where Jaden was. "Jaden come here for a minute" i said "OMG JADEN SMITH" she almost screamed. "Hey whats up Sam, been a while" he said "Jaden this is my little sister, shes 11, and shes absolutely in lovee with you" i explained "i showed you a pic when we were on tour, and you said you'd like to meet her" i reminded him "oh that's right too" he said "do you mind if i take a walk around with her?" he asked me "not at all, just don't take her close to the paps. shes not used to it." i said meanwhile Kristin beside me was vibrating she was so excited. "Kristin" i said, she looked at me "stay with Jaden okay? he will take good care of you, his body guards are going to follow but not too close" she nodded, have me a big hug and went with Jaden who put his arm around her protectively, i hoped it works out, because they were perfect, he is 12, she is 11, he told me she was a cutie when i showed him the pic. it was just to perfect.