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"OK every one there is going to be a few changes. First nobody is allowed to miss a day without consulting me ahead of time or you will be kicked off the team," Mia looked up and knew I was talking about her, "Seconded, if you forget you uniform on a game day you will be kicked off the team," and Lissa knew that one is for her, "Third were going to change the routine, it's going to be harder and it is going to challenge each and every one of you, we have been accepted into the state finals but the judges said we need to work harder and get a better routine. Katy, Melissa and Megan you're going to be up front with me for these new routines Mia and Lissa You're going to be in the back," There jaws dropped when I said this, "ALRAIGHT START YOU'RE STREACHES." I yelled the last part. As I starched by Melissa and Megan they thanked me for letting them in front, there both great cheerleaders and have outstanding marks but I always had them in the back to make sure the other girls were doing it right. I finished before the rest of the girls did and I could tell that all of the girls are avoiding Lissa and Mia none of the girl would talk to them and most acted like they weren't there, now that is one thing that I have to say about this team they don't like cheaters, liars and backstabbers.

I forgot about Lissa being pregnant until she fell on her stomach, I pulled her to the side and the look on her face made it seem like she thought I was going to forgive her.

"You're off the team." I said looking her in the eyes; her face fell than she got mad.

"HOW CAN YOU KICK ME OFF THE TEAM, I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING BUT TRY TO SAVE YOU FROM NOT GETTING HURT YOU STUPID BITCH." She screamed at me making all the other girls look at us.

"WELL I WASN'T KICKING YOU OFF OF THE TEAM BECAUSE OF THAT, IM KICKING YOU OFF BECAUSE YOU ARE PREGANT AND I CAN'T HAVE A PREGANT CHEERLEADER ON MY TEAM." Her face was priceless and I knew that I was the only one other than Nick to know about it, when the other girls heard this they took in a deep breath than started laughing, in the back I could hear someone say "that's what she gets." I walked over and told the other girls that I wanted them to go over the routine, I turned around and saw that Lissa was on the floor crying, I couldn't help but feel like I needed to comfort her but she still hurt me and I couldn't just get over that. I told her to go to the bathroom and get changed; I called Nick and told him that he would need to take her home; he got here before she could get out of the bathroom. When he walked up to me Dimitri came over and stood behind me as a sign that he wasn't going to let him hurt me.

"You know that she is sorry that she lied to you, she just didn't want you to hurt." He said.

"She hurt me more that she didn't tell me and she throw away are friendship when she didn't do anything about it."

"I know what she did was wrong but try to hear her out if you were put in her shoes what would you have done."

"I would have cut you dick off than tell her." I said than turned around and walked away from him. I was almost back to the mats when I walked back over to him.

"How's your baby?"

"Doing ok but the doctor said that she can't be doing much on her body until she gives birth."

"You should have told me, she just fell. Go get her checked out." With that I turned back but instead of walking to the other girls I grabbed Dimitri hand that was still standing there quiet and walked over to the benches.

"What am I going to do?" I asked him as I watched the girl finish up the routine.

"That you are going to have to figure out yourself." He said, than I yelled at the girl that practice was over and that they could go shower.

"I just wish that I knew what to do. I really want to forgive her but I can't and I just feel like I shouldn't."

"Well if you feel like you should than don't."

"But we have been friends for so long that I need her."

"Then forgive her." He said and I slapped him.

"Help me."

"I can't this is all on you, but no matter what you choose I will still be there for you." He said and I knew that he was telling the truth.

"What would you do?"

"Well if it was me, I wouldn't forgive her; because if she didn't tell you that you're boyfriend cheated on you than what else hasn't she told you." I knew that he was right and what he said really put my mind into overdrive, I thought about everything that happened to me and Lissa and I it made me think "what if all of this was fake?" I got off of the bench grabbed my bag and walked out of the gym. Dimitri followed me to my car in silence, it was weird in a good way, I didn't feel like we had to talk we are just comfortable being around each other.

"I'm sorry." Dimitri said, I turned around to look at him.

"Why?"

"Because, I should have never said anything, even though you asked me I shouldn't have told you that."

"You told me the truth and that's what I needed and asked for." When we got to my truck I put my stuff away and Dimitri asked me if I wanted to go to that party again, just when I was about to answer his phone rang and he said that he had to answer it. Dimitri talked in a very low voice so that I couldn't hear him, this made me really mad because, well I didn't know why I just really wanted to know who he kept talking to that he didn't want me to know.

"Who was that?" I asked when he got off of the phone, and as soon as he wouldn't look in my eyes I knew that he wasn't going to tell me.

"It's no one."

"Please tell me who it is, because they call all the time than you leave or tell me to go."

"It's no one. Look I'm sorry but this is just someone that you don't need to know."

"Fine." I said in a low voice.

"So about that party I…." I was cut off by Dimitri.

"Never mind, I'm not going anymore I have to deal with something." I felt my heart fall a bit but I didn't really know why.

"The something that was on the phone?" I asked.

"Yeah." He said than looked away from me. We said our goodbye than I drove home; I couldn't help but think about Dimitri on the way home. When I got home I grabbed my computer to start my homework but I couldn't get my mind off of him, and the fact that I needed to know who was on the other side of that phone call. I took a deep breath, when I heard something hit my window; I looked over and saw a rock hit it. I walked over hoping that Dimitri would be there but when I looked down it was Mason, I opened my window.

"What the hell do you want?" I asked.

"I wanted to say that I'm sorry and wanted to know if you could give me another chance?"

"No I can't now fuck off because I don't want to see you." I didn't give him a chance to say anything else because I shut the window and pulled the shade down, and not a moment later my phone was going off and his name was on the caller ID I turned off my phone and lied down on my bed than started to cry. I woke up with a start and started looking around my room. "I must of have fell asleep." I said to myself, I looked over at the clock and saw that it is one in the morning, taking another deep breath I got up and walked down to the kitchen and grabbed a glass of water.

I sat down on the sofa and turned on the T.V. I am flipping through the channels when i heard someone fire off some shots from a gun, I ran to the door and looked through the small window I didn't see anyone but I can still hear some shots being fired off. I felt a hand grab my shoulder and I let out a scream than turned around and kicked whoever was there. The person let out a scream than I noticed that it is my mother.

"What the hell Rose?" she said as she held her stomach.

"I'm sorry mom." I said and helped her up.

"It's ok, did you hear the shots?"

"Yeah that's why I'm looking outside we have never had shot around hear."

"Well I guess will find out what happened on the news tomorrow." She said than we went back to bed, when I lied down I had a bad feeling about the gun shots, but I shook it off and went to bed. It was not long before I was woken up again by a pounding coming from the front door; my mom came out of her room at the same time. When we opened the door there was…