A/N: Hey guys! SOOOO SORRY that it took me FOREVER to update! SOOO much crap, writers' block, yadda yadd yadda. There's no excuse though. Hopefully this LONG chapter will satisfy you guys! I know other people has longer chapters, but this one is by far the longest I've ever written. Thanks to RockerChick08's story "Bamon", peacelovevampires777's "You Make Me Feel Alive Again" pretty much every Bamon fafiction, "Buffy th Vampire Slayer: Musical" (don't ask), and the new episodes of VD for inspiring me to go ahead and finally write this. THANK YOU to everyone who reviewed, updated, favorited, etc! It means THE WORLD to me! You guys most certainly ROCK! Oh, and sorry for the mistakes from the last chapter. Had a lot of problems from it. Just saying. Please don't hurt me! Anyways, hope you guys love this chapter and remember to always REVIEW!
Oh, one more thing. This chapter is deticated to RockerChick08's "Bamon" (yet again but it's just so awesome), and the fabulous peacelovevampires777's "You Make Me Feel Alive Again". I really got the same vibe when i wrote this chapter as when I read those. Now enough of my chit and chat and please read!
Disclaimer: I DONNOT own Vampire Diaries, but I do own Stefan and Damon. It's the truth I own a VERY hot poster of them. Wait, that doesn't count? DARN IT ALL! *shakes fists angerly*
Bonnie's POV:
I was utterly shocked as his lips touched mine. I didn't back away or even flinch. I just let myself give in as I kissed back. At first it was soft but as we kissed more and more it became more passionate. He then pushed me softly against the nearest tree. At that time I forgot about everything. The fact that he was a vampire and a killing people for one at that. Maybe the fact that he kept me safe when I was little was there, but that just helped me. My hands went away from his shoulders to his soft yet strong hair. He caressed my cheeks so smoothly that if he wasn't holding on my waist I probably would've fainted.
Bonnie this isn't you. You wouldn't just randomly kiss a guy you barley know. Espcailly Damon Salvitore, the evil vampire. I heard myself thinking in the back of my head. Sure that was the logical part of me, but nothing in my life was logical anymore. Besides, somehow I knew I was safe with him. I didn't know how though. Just a few minutes before I was yelling at him to tell me the truth. Then out of nowhere, he started to kiss me. What's going on? I asked myself as I thought this. I knew I couldn't put my guard down. He's just so...Bonnie get a hold of yourself! He's just using you! Get pass the warmth of him and the oh so genlteness of his grasp. Oh and those lips. Bonnie stop it!. I knew I had to end this little makeout session before anything else happened. I couldn't let him get to me. He was just using me.
"Damon." I whispered as he started to kiss my neck. What is up with him? Does he seriously think that this is going to work? That jerk should defintley know I'm not that girl! I thought to myself and that sure broke the trance he had on me. "Damon, stop it! Damon, please stop." At first I yelled, but then something inside pulled me into saying it softly. Then I said something I totally forgot about until then, "Dammie please?"
Damon's POV:
I froze to those two little words that meant everything to me. Then all of a sudden little flashbacks of little Bonnie saying that to many in so many ways went into my mind. Once when she wanted to put me down, and one when she wanted me to read her "Beauty and the Beast". So many different kinds of images went into my mind. I then grimiced as I turned around and stepped back. How could I do this to her? How could I kiss her with no warning at all? How could I just start making out with her out of nowhere? It's Bonnie! So many questions went into my mind. I should've answered them with only one sentence: "You're Damon Salvitore. You do this all the time!" But it ended like, "Because you care for her. You need her Damon." I sighed I turned back to her.
I paused for second trying to contenplate what I would say. "I-I'm sorry." I whispered loud enough so she could hear me.
Bonnie's POV:
I was so sure that Damon freakin Salvitore didn't just apoligized. My eyes were wide in surprise. "...For what?" Was I all I could get out.
"For doing that."
Okay since when did he ever apoligize? I asked myself utterly surprised. I just gave him a 'I'm not getting it' look.
"The Bonnie I know would've done some perminant damage to a person who tried kiss her out of nowhere. I mean someone other than me. You may be a powerful witch, but I am a very strong vampire." He said giving me his famous smirk.
What he said defintley put me back in reality. "Damon, stop delaying it. I want to know everything."
Damon's POV:
I sighed a defeated sigh. I ignored myself telling me that I did not just show defeat in me, and thought what I would say to her. "I don't know where to begin."
"Maybe something like how we got so close. Because the Damon I've heard about doesn't make friends. Especailly with little girls."
"Yeah well I'm full of surprises." I sighed again as I leaned on the tree a little ways from where Bonnie was putting her back to. "Trust me I didn't plan for that to happen, but somehow that's always the case with you. Isn't it?" I gave her a smile.
"Damon, if you're not going tell me, then I might as well go." She said as she stepped away from the tree and started to walk around it and to go back to the boarding house. At yet another impusle I quickly went in front of her.
"Please don't go." I pleaded then quickly cleared my throught and smiled. "I mean then you'll never know what I'm about to tell you." I said as I tried to brush those idiotic words off. Did I just sound desprerate? I know I'm not listening to my vamp self anymore, but still that's just pathetic and I'm not pathetic!
"I'll stay but you seriously need to give me answers. Now."
"No problem." I paused for a second trying to put what I was about to say in words. "I'm not sure if you remember or not, but I made a promise to Emily to protect her decindants so...." I didn't know why, but somehow I couldn't say Katherine's name in front of her.
"So she'll keep the end of your bargain and bring Katherine back."
"How'd you know?"
"When you're possesed by a ghost you tend to see some of the thoughts that person. Plus your guys' conversation helped." She said leaning back on the same tree but this time on the other side.
I was surprised that she saw everything. I didn't know why, but I was. "What do you remember?" I asked causiously.
"Everything." I looked down away from her. "I don't know why I'm saying this, but I'm like having really mixed emotions, so I'm going to go right out and say it. I kind of feel sorry for you." She said quickly. What?! Did I just hear her say she felt sorry for me? Even though she doesn't remember everything yet? Why would she though? The thing she feels sorry for is at a time she shouldn't.
"I most certainly don't like what you did, but I know you're reason for doing it though. You were full of rage. Don't give me wrong I hate what you did and think you need to put your act together-whatever that is. I still feel sorry for you." Now that's something I thought she wouldn't say not until a very long time, or even at all. I paused for several moments just looking at her beautiful caramel face. "I have a question for you." She finally said after the short silence.
"I thought I was supposed to answer one already, but I was interupted."
"I know, hurry up and answer already."
"Okay, okay. Well, anyways, it was about time for me to check on you guys, and I when I was in the trees behind your house you noticed me and came out. I told you to go away before your parents would catch you, but you never did. You just kept on talking to me and I found that you were very interesting and unusaul for a kid your age. Even for a young witch. Then your Mom came out yelling for you because she had no idea where you were. I told you to go and not tell anyone about me. For some reason I stayed for a few days making sure you guys were safe. When I finally decided to leave, a vampire kidnapped you and I had to save you. After that, I stayed there, but from far aways. Then you started to notice me and wanted to hang out with me. So that's how it started."
"You don't have to tell me all of it right now." She said after taking in everything I told her so far sitting on the ground.
"You sure?"
"Yeah, for now. You already told me a lot and that's was only the beginning. We can save this for another time."
"Okay, whatever you say." I decided to sit on a tree beside her with one leg up.
"So, here's my other question, why are you like this? I mean it must've been hard with when you turned and all, but why are you like this now after you met me? Not to be all cocky and all, but from the way you talked about how we met, it seemed like I helped tame you." She said trying unsuccesfully keep herself from smiling a little bit.
I also unssucessfully tried not to smile. "Yeah, you did."
"Then what happened?" She asked so sincere looking straight in my eyes. I knew I couldn't lie to her, but I could try to brush it off.
"I thought you were done for today."
"I am, but I just need this question answered. Please Damon. I won't be able to sleep." She gave that face that I couldn't resisist. Seriously what is it about her that makes me like this?
I groaned. "Fine, I guess I had to tell you sooner or later. Although I was hoping later."
"Damon." She gave a look.
"Okay, so let's fast forward to about eight months later. How I got approved from your family, espailly Tibuta. We-"
"Wait a minute, how do you know my Grams' middle name? Nobody knows that except people that are close to her. Everybody else calls her Sheila." She looked at me accusingly.
"Again, save that for another time. Unless you want me to take a long time explaing that instead."
"Damon, just go."
"Anyways, we became close and I actually thought that I didn't have to be a monster like I convinced myself all these years. You made me feel something I didn't feel since before I was turned. You made me care for you. Not in the way you're thinking. You made me want to actually protect you and make sure nothing happen to you. You didn't care if I was a vamp. Somehow you saw good in me. I was like a big brother or a dad to you. Which is like extremley not the case now." I said the last part really fast.
"So what changed?" She said and then moved to where she was kneeling right in front of me.
"It was Christmas time and you wanted me to join you guys for the celebration. I was very surpirsed that you wanted me to, but I said yes anyways. So Christmas came and I got you a witch's kit. I knew you would be very powerful when you were older and I thought learning when you're young wouldn't hurt anyone. Well, obviously I was wrong. Everyday, with the help of you Grams of course, I helped you practice your magic."
"But I thought powers come when you're a teenager around eighteen." She looked confused.
I sighed yet again. "No, that's what your Grams made you think."
"Wait, why would she lie to me? That doesn't make any sense." She looked at me like she wanted, no needed to know the truth.
"You remember how you didn't remember me until today?" All she did was just nodd. "Well, one day when I went over to your house to practice....your parents told me that you went missing."
"Wait, I went missing? Why?! How come I don't remember?" She seemed like she was about to cry which wasn't her. This time she whispered, "Damon, why is there so many things missing in my life? So many things...I...just can't handle it!" She bursted out, tears now streaming down her cheeks. I couldn't bare seeing her cry. It made something inside me hurt. I had to stop this.
"Bonnie...listen I can't stand to see you like this. We'll talk later." I said gently to her. I then grabbed her so she could cry on my shoulder. I wrapped my arms around her and didn't care if I could just suck her blood right then. I knew that as long as she was alive I wouldn't hurt her again. I could be ruthless to other people, but with her I would never even look at her the wrong way.
I held Bonnie in my arms as I rocked her back and forth for a while. Then I finally decided to whisper something that was so low that only a vampire can hear. "Okay, you could come out now. No one wants to be the third wheel and watch this little scene here."
A figure came out and I didn't need the moonlight to know that it was Stefan. Bonnie then moved upright, obviously knowing someone else was here. I then decided to get up and helped her along the way. When she turned around I could see the shock on her face as I looked down at her. I didn't know why she was shocked because he was the only person we knew that would be here, but then I realized that realilitly finally set in for her.
Bonnie's POV:
I was dumbfounded. Not just that Stefan was here, but of all that just happened. I didn't know what to say, so I said the only thing that opped in my head, "So Stefan...what are you...uh...doing here?"
I looked at him and saw that he was looking at Damon. I then turned to him and I could've sworn Damon was looking at him like he was telling him something and then shook his head.
"Guys, what's going on? I'm tired of secrets. Usually I'm fine with it, it's your business, but it seems like it all has to do with what happened when I was a kid. Which by the way still freaks me out!" I exploded. I didn't even know I could explode like that, but right then I didn't care. I was still looking at Damon, and he smiled a little but then grew a concerned look.
"Bonnie, it's okay. This had nothing to do with before. Stefan, being the peeping Tom he's sometimes is, he listened to our conversation. Isn't that right Stefan?" He said then turned to him.
"That's not entirely true. When Damon took you I wasn't sure what he was planning on doing so I followed you guys, but from a distance."
I smiled. "Stefan, that is entirely true. So what did you hear?"
He looked sort of unconforatable, "Uh, everything."
"It's okay Stefan. You were just making sure I was safe that's all. Better you than Elena. Speaking of I should find her she's probably worrying sick espeacially when it's dark. "
"Yeah that sounds like a good plan." Stefan said as he smiled.
"Are you coming Damon?" I asked giving a "please come" expression on me.
He sighed again. I love it when he sighs. I said to myself. I did not just say that. CRAP! "Fine, I'll go."
I smiled. Damon yet again picked me up wedding style and ran to the boarding house with Stefan right next to us. We arrived right behind the back porch excactly where Damon and I were over a half hour ago before. Damon put me down but didn't let go of my hands. I turned around to face him and gave him a curious look. He must've thought I didn't like it, because he then let go quickly. For some reason I picked his hand back up so it could intwine with mine again. I didn't know why I was doing that. I felt like I was in a trance as I stared as his beautiful brown eyes. Then the sound of footsteps broke it apart.
"Bonnie!" Elena said as she ran away from Stefan's grasped right in the doorway. I must've been in a deep trance, because I didn't even notice him leaving or anything else for that matter except Damon. I sighed in my mind at the memory of just a few seconds before. Thinking when I our hands touched as I stared at his unbeleivable gorgous features of his face. What is wrong with me? I asked myself.
"Bonnie? Bonnie, did you hear me?" I heard Elena say. I shook my head getting our of that trance. "I asked if you were okay. What happened? What did he do to you?" Well, besides giving me a very unexspected yet amazing kiss, nothing. I said in my mind, but I knew I couldn't say that our loud unless I wanted an hour long lecture of being careful from her.
So instead I said, "Elena he didn't do anything to me. I'm fine. Promise." I tried to assure her.
"Please, just tell me what happened." I didn't feel like explaining everything right then, when I didn't even know how to explain what happened. Especially in front of Damon or even a mile near him.
Before I could speak Stefan beat me to it. "Elena, it's been a very eventful day for Bonnie. I think she should rest."
She gave an unbelieving look and he gave her a reassuring one. She then sighed and said, "Fine, but please tell me first thing tommorow?"
I smiled. With everybody else, besides Stefan-most of the time-Elena would tell them what to do, but in a protective way. With me, she would ask politley. She always did that ever since we were little girls. I hated when people told me what to do, and she knew if she did that to me it wouldn't be pretty. I loved our freindship, but didn't know how she would react to the whole thing with Damon. Heck, I wasn't quite sure what that was. "Defintley." I finally said.
"Good, now let's get you out of here. I think it would be best if you stayed at my house tonight. It would be cool if we had a sleep over." She said making sure I was there when she woke up the next morning so I wouldn't try to get out of telling her.
I heard Damon chuckle a bit and I knew it was about the sleep over. I then hit him with my elbow behind me. I knew it wouldn't hurt since he was a vampire, but I did hit him hard enough to make him flinch.
"Sure." I said as I started to walk gesturing to leave, but then Damon's arm grabbed the back of mine. I turned around and saw from his expression that he didn't want me to leave.
"Actually, if it's okay with you Bonnie, I would like to take you myself." I was stunned. I had no idea what to say to that. I looked back at Elena her face filled with confusion and anger, and then at Stefan who looked a little shocked as well, but also unerstanding. What am I going to do? I asked myself. I didn't want to make Elena mad and do anything that might question our friendship, but I didn't want to hurt Damon either. I didn't really want to pick up the convosation again-after all that's why we stopped-but I still wanted to spend more time him. What is going on with me? I asked thinking of all of a sudden I was starting to feel something towards Damon. Ugh, so much stuff! My head was spinning out of control. So many things was going on I couldn't handle all of it. I finally came came up with what I was going to do.
"Uh...I kind of just want to go with Elena right now."I finally said after a short silince. His face turned to disapointment before I could finish my plan. I hated seeing him like that, but I had to do what I wanted to be done. I walked towards him and kissed him on his cheek. "Meet me at my house in Elena's guest bedroom in a bit. That's where I'll be. Remember to be very quiet and don't you dare get the wrong idea." I whispered to him too low I could barely hear myself. "Bye, Damon. Thanks again for answering my questions." I said in a regular tone so Elena could hear. He smiled and I smiled back right before I turned around and started walking toward Elena.
"Ready?" She asked still a little weirded out by me kissing Damon on the cheek.
"Yep." I replied quickly.
"Good." She then went to Stefan and kissed him. "Bye, see you tomorrow." She said to him and then went back to me and we headed towards her car.
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-Still Bonnie's POV-
"Goodnight, Bonnie." Elena said to me in the doorway of the guest bedroom. I was really used to this room, it was like my second bedroom.
"Goodnight, Elena." I replied coming from the room's bathroom wearing one of Elena's pajama short shorts and a tank top I left over there one of the times I slept over before for pj's.
"You settled in?" She asked casually.
I gave her a look. "Elena Gilbert don't you try to go all sneeky on me. I'm not going to tell you what happened until tommorow."
"Hey, what makes you think that's what I wanted?" I gave her another look. "Fine I am, but you expect for me to see you acting completley different around Damon and wait for an explanation that you probably won't even tell me all of it tommorow?"
"Elena, you can handle it. I promise you I'll tell you everything that's happened between me and Damon. Okay?"
"Okay, goodnight." She said and walked out of the room.
I sighed. I didn't know exactly what was going on, but I decided whlie I was in Elena's car, that I will tell her everything that happened and these feelings I was starting to feel. I knew she would act weird, but I needed someone to talk right then, and that she would understand. Eventually.
I put my clothes I had on earlier in the dresser door they had for me whenever I came over. Since my dad went on business trips a lot I would sometimes sleep there or at my Grams' house. It was nice having people you can turn to when you needed help or just didn't want to be alone. I sighed again as I sat at the edge of the bed. Even though I wasn't alone and had friends to help especailly Elena, there was still this emptyness I had inside for a very long time. It was like there was something missing in my life. What scared me was that it was starting to fill again. This is not happening. I said to myself frustrated. Just several hours ago I was a young witch, but now I'm a young witch who just found out she might have feelings for her guardian angel, who tried to kill her just a few weeks ago. Arg! Man, a lot can change in a few hours. I thought to myself now laying on the edge instead of sitting.
I lied there trying not to stress out for a while. I knew Damon was coming, and it scared me that I just wanted him near me. No talking about what happened before, no fighting with him, I just wanted him near. I didn't want the Damon I thought I knew several hours ago, but the Damon I'm starting to remember again from several years ago. I just needed one question answered before this night was over, why did he change. Why did he leave?
As I thought that, right on cue Birdie Damon cawed and knocked on the window with his beak. Just the thought of him having a beak made me smile.
"I'm coming, I'm coming. Impatient much?" I asked as I got up and walked towards the window. I then opened it and thought of what I was about to do. This wasn't like before. I knew he was different now. I still couldn't get over the fact that I thought so highly of him in such a short time, but something in me knew it was okay to think that. It made me think that there's a better side to him. I answered my own question. It was completeley safe for me. Maybe it was just me who was safe around him, but I didn't care.
"Come in Mr. Impatient. I thought you were already invited because of Elena?" I finally said. He then flew in and I shut the window. When I turned around he already was himself again. "One of these days you're gonna have to tranform in front of me. It still boggles my mind that a person can just turn into an animal whenever they want."
"Yeah, well that's just because I'm special." He said giving me his famous smile that made my heart melt. "I waited because I didn't want you to get mad or anything. Oh and thanks for taking a long time by the way. What were you doing, trying to come up with a good nickname for me instead of all those obvious ones. " He then sat on my bed and I sat next to him.
"Hey, sometimes corny and obvious things are the best." I said as I smiled. He then gave me a weird face. "What?" I asked worried.
"Nothing, it's just you said that once before. When you were little Bonnie. It's actually one of the memories I remember the most." He said and smiled also. Then I saw the trees and a bench moving and I realized that I was swinging. I realized it was a childhood memory.
"Push higher!" I heard little self said. Another image came where I was playing chess with Damon. "Now Damon there's no need to be mad, no one likes a sore loser." I heard my self say again. I smiled in my mind. Then another came in my mind. This time it was longer. It was like a vision but from a memory.
FlashbacK:
"Darn it, I left Bonnie's presents at home. I can loose my head sometimes. I'm gonna take her to my house for a bit. If you guys don't mind." I heard Grams say, and I knew that she was being sneaky. For some reason she wanted me to go with her. I then realized this was Christmas.
"Sure, whatever Mom." I heard my mom say. It was so weird seeing her she didn't even seem like she cared.
I saw my dad look at her woth anger and then to Grams. "Okay, but call me if she wants to spend the night or anything. OKay, Sheila?" He said.
"Sure do." Grams said and I saw her pick me up. She was wat bigger then in real life, but then I remembered that I was seven in this memory. "Come along child there's more for you." She said as she picked me up and winked.
"Yay more 'presents'!" I said the last word as I winked back at her. We waved goodbye and went outside to her car. "Can we stop at Elena's first? I got her and her family presents." I asked her as she was about to close the door.
"Sure. Wait a second, how did you get all that money to buy the gifts?" She asked accusingly but also playfully.
"I have my ways." I replied not looking at her.
She smiled. "Yeah, sure you do they're called the 'Damon Ways.'" I heard my little self laugh and I smiled in my mind again.
Then my mind shifted towards the front of the Salvitore Boarding house. There was only one explanation I could think of, we were seeing Damon. I looked up at the door as we approached it. Grams didn't have to knock because the door swung opened. There stood Damon. He didn't change at all. He had a leather always and dark jeans like he always did. What surprised me was his facail expression. When he opened the door he grew a big smile. It was so weird seeing a big smile beaming all over Damon's face. He was like a completley different person. I tried not to melt at his beautiful stare. He was right, him caring for me like that was a protection bond.
"Well, it's about time. I was wondering when you were ever going to show up." He said still smiling as he let us in.
"Now Damon don't you go all cocky on me. Bonnie here wanted to visit her friend Elena's to give her and her family the presents that you bought." She said giving him a look.
"What? She was upset that she wasn't able to give her family and her friends presents because her parents said she was too young to have her own money. So I just gave it to her. No big deal. " He replied shrugging like it was nothing.
"Mmmhmm." She said still giving him that knowing look.
"What?"
"The things my little witch does to you." She said with a smile.
"What are you talking about voddoo lady?"
"Don't pretend like you don't know. This girl has you wrapped around her little finger."
"It's true. Just being my cute self I can have you do anything I want." I heard my little self say looking at him with what I assumed was a big smile.
"Is that right?" He said kneeling down right in front of me.
"Yep."
"Since you're already powerful, you wouldn't need any of my presents I got you."
"Don't go playing games with me Dammie. I'm gonna get my presents weather you like it or not."
"Is that so? Well you better hurry and get before I decide to give you coal from your little attitude you're giving me."
"Please, Damon. Like you'll ever do that to sweet little inoccent me. Besides who would put up with all the crap you put people through. Now let's get the real party started shall we?" My little self jumped and the vision jumped with it. This whole "seeing with little me's eyes" was weird and getting annoying. I wondered how much longer these visions were. I just wanted to know why I was all of a sudden getting these visions.
Then I realized that the scenery changed. Yet another vision was in my mind. This time it was dark. I could barely see anything. I heard Little Me whimpering, and I couldn've sworn I was crying. All of a sudden this massive pain came in me. It was so intense, like I was reliving it.
"D-Damon." Little Me said, but it wasn't just past me. I also said it. "Damon help me! Please help me! It hurts so much!" We both screamed. I felt so scared, so lifeless. What was going on? Why was I feelings like I was about to die?
"BONNIE!" I heard a voice yell and knew right away that it was Damon. "Bonnie, it's okay, I'm here. I'll get you out of here."
"T-Too dangerous. They want me not you." Little Me and I both said again so weak and fragile. I felt his warm body as he picked me up.
"I don't care. You're just a seven-year old girl. We need to get you out of here. Plus it's my fault you're in this mess."
"Stop blaming yourself. You never did it before, why do it now?" We said trying to lighten up the mood.
"Bonnie not time for our bickering. We need to get you out of here." We started to move, and I saw that we were in a basement.
"Now where do you think you're going?" I heard a strange voice and looked sideways. There was a tall man standing straight in the doorway.
"Let us out of here or I swear rip that pretty head off your face."
"Now Damon, there's no need for argument. You know you can't fight me. You're not stroing enough."
"Wanna bet?" In a mili-second put me on the ground carefully and ran into the mysterious man. Damon didn't even get the chance to push him down, because the guy caught his throat and threw him across the room hitting a big pipe.
"DAMON!" Little Me and I screamed so loud. I then saw my eye lids flickering and I felt myself fall. I then saw yet another vision. Before I could move towards him, the strange man beat me to it, and grabbed Damon again and punched him in the gut. He was hurtiing him so fast that I couldn't see anything.
"Now don't try to get any ideas. If you guys try to leave I promise I will personally kill Damon within one second. You wouldn't want that would you little witch?" Both Little Me and I scrinched at the nicname he called me. No one was allowed to call me that accept Damon.
When he locked the door I ran straight to Damon. It was horriblle. His bare chest was covered with blood, forhead had a cut with blood coming down from it. He was unconcious laying back laying on the wall. I could feel the younger part of me being terrified. Present self was both terrified yet a little turned on. I quickly shook the thought out of my mind. Forturnatley Little Me moved right on cue beside him trying to wake him up.
"Damon? Damon? Damon you stubborn mule wake up! I need you Damon. I need you. Please wake up. Please!" I felt our hands nuddging him until he was awake. Then I saw him squirm.
"That's good Damon. You can do it. Wake up." Then his eyes blasted open, veins coming out and fangs visible. Before I could do anything, he nudged at me and attacked. I felt his sharp teeth on me, going deep and deep into my neck.
"Damon.... D-Damon please. P-Please st-stop." Both of me said so weak as he kept sucking the life out of us. It felt so real like I was really going to die. I totally forgot that this was just a memory or the past. I began to become and I felt my heart slowly fading.
"DAMON! DAMON GET OFF HER!" I heard my grams yell. I saw running to us until my eyes slowly closed. "DAMON YOU'RE KILLING HER! STOP IT!" My little self knew that Grams was going to hurt him for him to get off of me, but didn't want him hurt no matter if he was sucking our blood.
"Dammie....Dammie please stop." I said so weakly. I felt his teeth quickly moving away.
"Bonnie....Bonnie I'm so sorry. I-I have to go." I heard him get up and I fell to whom I assumed was Grams.
"Dammie. I-I forgive you." I said opening my eyes to see him give me one last, dreadful stare, and left. Then everything went black.
-End Flashback-
I qucikly sat up, heart racing and sweat all over me. I gasped for air. It's okay Bonnie. It's okay. Breath, Bonnie. Breath. I told myself while inhaling and exhaling. Then I finally noticed where I was. Somehow I was in the Salvitore Mansion. How did I get here? I asked myself confused, and realized that this had to be Damon's room. The door flung open, and I saw Damon so...so scared and worry all over his face.
"Bonnie! You awake?!" He yelled and went right beside me on the bed I was on. I saw him put a glass of water on the night stand and then went on the bed beside me.
"Obviously. You must've been really worried about me if you of all people would say something like that." I replied trying to make it not as intense as I felt it to be. I had enough of that from my memory to lat a lifetime.
"Bonnie, what happened?" He asked me cupping my chin, staring straight into my eyes. His full of concern and sencerity.
"I know what happened." He looked completely confused. "Well, I know most of it anyways. I guess what I'm trying to say is that I know almost everything that happened that night. I know what you did to me that made you leave, or at least part of it anyways." He looked down, guilt all over his face. It was a little weird seeing him with all these expressions in less than two minutes, but after seeing those memories it didn't seem that foreign to me.
"I didn't mean to hurt you." He said after a long time of silence shaking his head. "After seeing that I put you in danger, I knew I wasn't cut out for the whole 'good guy' thing. You're blood tasted so good and I knew that the next time that happened I wouldn't be able to stop. I let my vampire self take over. I hated the feelings of pain and guilt. Both times I felt that it ended in disaster. They just hurt so much so I left, but after I convinced your grandmother to move and made sure you didn't remember me."
"But why erase my memories?"
"Because, I thought if you didn't remember me you wouldn't come after me."
"Sounds like me." I said with a little smile. He smiled back and it warmed my heart. I then put my hands in his. I knew everything was happening so fast, us being all nice to each other espcailly after I saw what he did. For some reason though, seeing that made everything seem like perfect sense. I knew that what he did to me made him think that he really was a monster and that was what he was good at. I had to make him think otherwise. I figured if I told him that and that I forgived him, he wouldn't do these things anymore.
After a minute of contimplating on the right words, I finally said. "Hey, I know I should just run away and be frightened never wanting to see you again. At least that's the logical way. I never really was that person. Man, this is taking longer than I thought." I looked down. For some reason it was really hard trying to get the exact words out. I thought I had it, but then I lost it. i just wanted to make it perfect.
"Bonnie, are you going to spit it out already or do I have to compel you to tell me?" He said with a smile. I smiled back. I was glad he was like that. There's only so much serious Damon you can take.
I took a deep breath. Seeing his smile eased my nervousness. "No need for that. So what I was saying, I saw memories as a child and I know why you left. I want you to know, that from seeing those visions I remember you. I have all my memories from you back. I have no idea how, but those few memories I had were like a key that unlocked everything I didn't remember before. I know you're not a monster, so please for my sake stop acting like one. You're really not a total jerk. Please don't totally change though. I happen to get entertained by your cockiness." I said smiling again. It was so weird that just seeing his gorgeous grin made everything so easy. Everything was happening so fast, but I didn't care.
He just stared at me like I was the most curious but beautiful thing in the world. "You sure are something Bonnie Bennett." He said then curressed my face.
We stared at each other for a while, then something dawned on me. "Hey, how did I end up here?"
"Well, I was talking to you on your bed, and then you froze. I knew it was a vision, so I waited, but then you started speak. I got a little worried, but still stayed right beside. When I saw you bleeding I knew something was wrong so I took you here where I had the stuff to help you. When I put you on the bed you were pale as a white snow and I noticed that you were dehidrated. So I went to give you some water that's when I heard you get up."
"So how long was I out?"
"Almost an hour." He then looked at me and said "You should drink. It'll help you." He offered and gave me the water. I drunk and then noticed Stefan was there.
"Hey, Stefan you know if you keep eaves dropping one of these days you're going to be in serious trouble." I said throwing him a smile.
"Good to seeing you okay." He said giving it back.
"Hey, how come when she makes fun of you, you smile, but when I do it you, you say 'This isn't funny Damon.'" Damon complained and immitated Stefan.
I laughed. "Because I know when it's nessicary to kid and when it is not. Unlike someone I know. " I replied giving Damon a look. "But if it makes you feel any better, that was actually a really good immitation."
"Well, thank you. It comes naturaly." He replied and smiled at me. I couldn't help but smile back. There was something about him that just made my heart melt like it was in an exploding volcanoe.
"Well, how much as I love to see my brother finally letting a person in and caring for said person, I'm going to call Elena and tell her that Bonnie's here so she won't worry." Stefan finally said after a short moments of both of us staring at each other's eyes.
"Yeah, yeah. Sure,sure." Damon replied not even moving his eyes from mine, and put his arm out waving him to leave.
After for what seemed like forvever, Damon broke our little eye-trance and said, "Well, it's really late. You need to sleep." He said getting up and then pulled the covers over me.
"Where are you going to sleep?" I asked not wanting him to leave.
"I was going to sleep on the couch." He replied, and I knew he didn't want to leave either.
"You don't have to do that. There's plenty of room here." I said motioning my head to all the space that was there.
"Wait, you want to sleep with me? Isn't that too soon?" He asked giving me his famous cocky smile.
"You know what I take that back, you can sleep on the couch." He gave me a playful pleading face. "Fine you can sleep here, but on the other side."
"Cool, sleepover."
"Shut up before I change my mind." I said with an annoying smile in my face. He then went to change really quick and came back wearing nothing but black sweat pants. I tried not to hypervinalate. He went on the left of me and under the covers. After we were all set, I sat up and turned the lamp off.
"Hey, Damon." I said laying there.
"Hmmm?"
"If you ever try to trick me like that again, just remember that witch's can burn vampires with their eyes. You were lucky that I wanted you to sleep here also."
"I'll try to remember that." I heard him chuckle.
"Oh, and Damon...I'm glad that I know again."
He paused for a few moments then said, "Yeah, me too."
"Goodnight, Dammie."
"Good night little witch." I then fell asleep knowing that my guardian vampire was right there next to me.
A/N: So? Was it good? Bad? Horrible? Amazing? Just plain stupid? PLEASE TELL ME!!! NO FLAMES! Thanks SO much again! Love you all! Don't have an isnpiration speeech right now 'cause I'm kind of in a hurry, but will soon promise. REVIEW!