Logan's POV
Who does Kendall think he is? I really thought he was a great guy to work with as a teacher but now he is trying to take Carlos away from me by asking him out for coffee. I know I should not be jealous of some one trying to make a move on Carlos because it was my entire damn fault for cheating on him with James. I should have been more careful that day. I was having an affair on my husband with out ever being caught; it was not the first time that James and I have had sex we have been doing it for past year and half before getting caught by Carlos. I was not cheating on Carlos because I was not happy on the contrary he was the best thing that has happen to me especially when Jo delivered the twins Lily and Joshua. I could finally have the family that I had always wanted and the grandkids my mom and dad wanted.
I was sitting at my desk waiting for schools to begin my students were barely arriving and I could see Kendall standing outside his room waiting for his students to arrive. He had a big smirk on his face. I hope Carlos does not fall for this guy because I am going to do all I can do to get him back if that means I can't be with James anymore. I can deal with that.
It was lunchtime and I was eating lunch in the teacher lounge with James next to me holding my hand and talking about some thing I really don't know because I was not paying attention to him. I was remember that night when Carlos caught us in our bed with James.
Flashback
I was laying in bed looking up at the ceiling completely naked with a blanket covering my lower part of my body and James resting on my chest smiling also up at the ceiling. We just had sex and I know it should have done it on Carlos and mine bed but I was desperate for some action lately because Carlos has been busy with kids lately and we both have to wake up early to go to work we just don't have much time together like we used to have. At the beginning of this school year I met James it was his first year teaching at PalmWoods Elementary School and he looked hot. And when I found out that he was gay too I had take action in my own hands and made the first move and asked him out. I didn't tell James about Carlos nor about Lily and Joshua on our first date I did not want to scare him off that fast. I know I was doing wrong cheating on Carlos, he has given me what I have always have wanted kids and I go and ruin it for me and him, but I told my self that I was not going let Carlos find out I am cheating on him.
I was looking down at James and he was looking up at me we made eye contact at the same time and I already knew what he wanted he was ready for our second round. James throw the blanket off of us and climb up on top of me and rode me till I was about to come and I could tell he was about to come also so I started to suck on his dick.
"Oh Logan ! You mouth feels so good on my dick I am close I can feel it in my stomach the pleasure of coming" James said.
"I am close to Jamie! So ride my dick as fast as you can" I said.
He pulled me up and we started to kiss passionately which was ending me over the edge faster. I was about to cum when I heard my bedroom door open I was hoping it was not Carlos or Joshua and Lily to tell me there are back early, but luck was not on my side that night.
" Hey Logie we came back home early and the kids and I were wondering if you wanted to go out for d…?" Carlos started to say but he couldn't finish because he saw James on top of me and we were both completely naked. James got off me and got the blanket from the floor to cover him self up and I was laying on the bed naked. I could see tears forming in my Carlitos eyes. I promised my self that I wouldn't for any reason ever make my Carlitos shed anymore tears as much as he has in his young life.
I saw him move and he went in to our closet and I could tell he was already crying when he was walking into it. I got up from the bed to look for my boxers they were on the ground and I put them on.
"Carlitos please let me explain I am sorry for wh…wait what are you doing Carlos?" I asked.
I saw him putting his cloths in to his blue luggage. I hope he is not leaving I need him in my live James is just my boy toy and James knows it and he likes it very much. He has assured me that he would not ever come in between Carlos and me.
"What does it look like I am doing Logan? I am packing my stuff and leaving" he said.
This cannot be happening! It's just a dream I know it is. I am going to close my eyes and wake up on my bed and Carlos is sleeping next to me like we do every night. I close my eyes and started to count to ten and when I open them I will be in bed. When I got to ten I opened them I was still standing in the closet and Carlos was still packing his stuff.
"Carlos please don't leave me I love you and the kids. You are the best thing that has ever happen to me Carlos! Please let me explain I beg you Carlos?" I said.
I never beg anybody to listen to me because I always get what I want if they like it or not, but for Carlos I would get on my knees if I need to and beg him to let me explain. He still was not looking at me and his tears were still rolling down his cheeks and it's my fault for those tears this time. So I did what I had to do I got down on my knees and start to beg him for forgiveness'.
"Please Carlos don't leave me! Look I am begging you on my knees and you know I don't beg to nobody just to you" I said.
He turned around to see if I was telling the truth and I was. When he saw me he gasped in surprise because it was his first time he saw me on my knees and beg the way I am right now.
"Logan what are you doing? Get up from the floor you look ridicules! I thought you said Mitchells' don't beg for anybody one their knees?" Carlos said.
"We do Carlos we beg for the ones' we love that we don't want to lose for good" I said.
"You can beg all you want but it wont stop me from leaving. Just tell me how long has it been?"
I looked confused on what he was asking when he asked me that question, but than it clicked to me. He wanted to know how long I have been having the affair with James been. Its been since August the first week of school.
It was silent for a while Carlos waiting for an answer and I was looking for one. How should I tell him it has been for four and half months?
"I am waiting Logan!"
"Four and half months Carlos" I said.
"Four and half fucking months? How the hell I could not see this coming? I knew eighteen was to young for us to get married. I was scared something like this happen and it did. And I am not going to accepted it" Carlos said.
"Carlos please believe me when I say that I love you" I said.
"No you don't you love James. if you loved me you wouldn't have had the affair for this long. So that is why I don't believe you when you say you love me" he said.
Carlos does not believe me. I saw him picking up his luggage and walked the door of the closet to the room door.
" I am packing my kids cloths and we are leaving. I don't ever want to talk to you or see you again Logan so don't talk to me when we are at work because I a not going to respond" Carlos said.
He was about to walk out the door when he turned around to say something he has forgotten to tell me.
"Oh before I forget I want a divorce." And with that he left the room and packed Lily and Joshua bags to leave. I heard Lily and Joshua crying and screaming saying that they did not want to leave.
When I heard the front door open and slammed closed and a car leave the house I broke down in tears. James grabbed me and hold me in his arms till I feel asleep in them.
End of Flashback
"Logie babe are you okay? I saw that you have been spacing out this whole time I have talking to you and you have hardly touched your lunch" James said.
"Yes James I am. I'm just not hungry right now. How about we go out for dinner tonight?" I asked James.
he had a huge smile on his face. We have not gone out for a while now because of the whole divorce situation.
"I love the idea Logie. Where do you want to go?".
"Any where be fine Jamie it your choice."
He nodded his head in response and went back to eating. I was about to touch my food when I heard laughing outside the door. The door opened and I could hear people laughing inside the lounge now. I turned around to see who it was laughing. My eyes got wide when I saw whom it was Kendall and Carlos. When Carlos saw who was there he started to fidgeted he does that when he is nervous or when he is upset.
James saw them enter also.
"Hey Kendall and Carlos how you'll doing?" James asked.
"I am doing fine James thanks for asking" Kendall said.
"That's good. So I see you are having lunch with Carlos today?" James asked.
"Yes I am. I could tell he needs company right now" he said.
"So Kendall you do know that Carlos is gay and is in the middle of a divorce right?" James asked.
I just wish James would shut up now.
"Yes Mr. Diamond I do, and don't worry I am gay too, and I know the truth Logan himself told me every thing yesterday" Kendall said.
I saw James eyes open wide surprised that I told Kendall everything.
"Even that it was me t. " he couldn't finish because Kendall interrupt him.
"Yes James even how he cheated on Carlos with you" Kendall said.
I couldn't be in there anymore so I grabbed my stuff and drag James out of the lounge. The whole walk back was silent and I was thinking of coming up with a plan to get Kendall away from my Carlos before he gets to attach to Kendall.