- turntechGodhead [TG] began pestering tentacleTherapist [TT] at 10:08 -

TG: rose

TT: Yes, dear?

TG: fucking fuck fuck fuck fcuk

TT: Oh no.

TG: john had

TG: he had a fucking crush on me

TG: god fucking

TT: Oh dear, he told you.

TG: yeah when we were wa

TG: wait

TG: you

TG: you fucking knew and you didnt tell me

TG: yeah thats just

TG: thats just great skipping through a field of daisies right now because of how fucking HAPPY i am to hear that yeah ill send you pix later

TT: He told me after he found out of your own feelings. It would not have been to your benefit then - about the same scenario as is.

TG: fuck fine i guess but maybe it wouldve saved me a couple hundred nights of throwing away my fucking dignity down the drain to watch it spiral out of control

TG: until im just a pathetic mess thats been living his life over some hopeless shit that

TG: oh wait i did have hope once but i didnt know that so its all just

TG: gone

TG: hope and dignity best friends run away down the drain

TG: along with my dinner from last night brb

TT: Oh dear, a hangover, I take? You really need to learn to keep your drink.

TG: yeah fuck you too

TT: I wasn't using the most tact that, it was intended to perhaps spur a chuckle out of you.

TG: not in a very chuckles n giggles mood right now in case you havent fucking noticed

TT: Right right. Where is John at?

TG: hes sleeping like a fucking rock remember he does that after he drinks

TT: I don't keep tabs on all his quirks like you do. But yes, you have a point.

TT: Is he on the couch then?

TG: no i gave him my bed for the week

TT: What a gentleman.

TG: yeah im one hell of a knight in shining armor

TG: captain morgan is my stead and i have the sword of absolut

TG: oh wait those dont help me they kick my ass my bad

TT: You are the one who continues drinking.

TG: yeah shut up youre not a great drunk either and you drink even more than i do

TG: but anyway i woke up with him this morning it was just peaches and cream until i got my memory back

TG: like usual

TT: Ohoho.

TG: oh yeah all the bed rustlin all night

TG: no i doubt it was that

TT: He was probably trying to comfort you.

TG: yeah see dignity down the drain again

TT: There is nothing wrong with being comforted. I have been a bit of a "smartass" throughout this conversation, but this is merely due to your aversion from comfort of traditional format.

TG: yeah i know im not an idiot

TT: Would you like some traditional comfort at this time?

TG: i wonder how caseys doing.

TT: Changing the subject, of course.

TT: I am not the type to aid false hope, and I have been the first to say restraint is key in your situation.

TT: But with the way things are going, I think keeping your options, and hopes open within the next while would be in your best interest. You never know - and I feel like due to your pattern this will be a "until death" sort of deal.

TT: You may as well give it your best shot. "Kiss the girl" so to speak.

TG: we kissed last night

TT: I wasn't expecting such an immediate, or literal, exaction of my advice.

TG: yes i used my time powers and saw in the future that you would give me this advice and then thought

TG: oh this will cause part of the problem in the first place

TG: lets do it

TT: Well, did he kiss you back?

TG: yeah that means nothing

TT: Strider.

TG: lalonde

TT: He kissed you back.

TG: and

TT: All I'm saying is, think about it.

- tentacleTherapist [TT] ceased pestering turntechGodhead [TG] at 10:25 -