It's been a while, but I've been trying to update my story 'Edge of Desire' a lot more...

I'm back, writing on this one, and I don't think I've ever smiled so much, as cliche as it sounds.

Who's super excited for 'Elevate'? I know I am! It's pre-ordered. :o)

Any-who...

Disclaimer: Nope, I don't own Big Time Rush, just my OC, Jade Diamond.

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"So, what are you going to do today?" my brother asked me from the breakfast table.

I shrugged, chewing on the pancakes that Mrs. Knight made for us before she left to go on her morning jog.

As if James knew what I really wanted to do, he said, "Let me guess, hang out with Kendall, kiss Kendall...," he trailed off, talking in a lisp.

"I don't talk like that!" I said feeling my face heat up. "And I don't know, that'd be up to him,"

Kendall looked at me as if saying 'you know I want to'.

I gave him a knowing smile.

"Jade has a boyfriend!" Carlos said in a sing-song voice. Logan joined in and James just laughed along. It sounded like they were milking this for all it was worth.

I was okay with it, because I really like Kendall. I mean really like.

"You guys act like you're seven!" I said, after they stopped.

"Yeah, real mature guys, pshh," Kendall said, causing me to giggle. He knew that he was still just as much as a kid as them, and he would've done the same if the others had girlfriends.

"It's pretty funny to watch you sweat," Logan informed me with a smirk.

"Whatever, Logie," I said, returning his smirk.

He dropped his fork from his hand for dramatic effect. "You said that you wouldn't call me that!"

"That was when you were 13 and I was 12," I kept my facial expression the same. "Some things have changed," I shrugged.

"So you're regressing?" he said.

"There you go using big words on us!" Carlos said with false agitation.

"Yeah, some things don't change," James smiled, showing off his pearly white teeth.

I smiled over at my brother and finished breakfast, letting the guys use whatever banter they wanted. It was worth it knowing that they could tease me over Kendall being my boyfriend. The whole concept was still new to me. My brother's best friend and I, we were an item. He was all mine and I was all his. He made me smile so much, even at just the thought of him.

I love everything about him. His shaggy blonde locks fell just right. His body was perfectly sculpted, not too muscular, but just enough. Don't even get me started on his eyes. I could get lost in the bright green color of his eyes. Every time I saw them, they looked different and perfect at the least.

I got dressed while I was thinking about this. Kendall and I walked out of our rooms at the same time. He was wearing a red flannel and jeans that weren't too baggy or too tight along with his classic black Vans. I was wearing a red v-neck and dark wash denim skinny jeans.

"We match," he elbowed me playfully.

I chuckled and asked, "What am I gonna do today?"

"Your boyfriend said that he wanted to take you out for an entire day of pure romance," he said in a cheesy tone.

"Tell him I said no," his face dropped. "Because I want to hang out with this perfect boy that I met at his apartment. He has gorgeous green eyes, big eyebrows, and he's wearing a red flannel," I winked.

"I'll tell you if I see him," he winked.

We locked arms and went out of the apartment, walking down the hall and going down the elevator. We made it past all of the teens in the lobby and into the Palm Woods parking lot.

"M'lady," he opened the door to the 'Big Time Rush mobile'. I smiled. He was too cute.

"Thank you," I said quietly sitting down in the car.

He got in the driver's seat and he just looked at me.

"What?" I asked confused.

"I just can't believe that you're mine," he said sweetly.

I leaned in and kissed him on the lips, letting his melt into mine. I could never get over how soft they were. They tasted like sugar and syrup from the pancakes this morning. He deepened the kiss and slipped his tongue in my mouth with ease. We fought over dominance, which lasted for a minute or two. He ended up winning, and we pulled away.

There it was again; that breathless feeling. We looked at each other with knowing eyes that it was the best kiss yet. Everything felt completely right for once.

"Do you believe it now?"

"Y-yes," he said partially hypnotized.

We kept our smiles on our faces and he started the car.

"So, where are you taking me?" I asked.

"That," he started. "is a surprise,"

With that, we pulling out of the parking lot and drove off to the mystery destination.

We drove for about 10 minutes, and he told me "We're almost there, you have to close your eyes now,"

I did as I was told and closed them. I felt the car come to a stop and a car door open and shut. Then, I felt a breeze; my door was open.

He took my hand in his, and pulled me away.

"Where the heck are we?" I said, having no idea.

"You'll see," he said. I could tell that he was smiling from the sound of his voice.

About 30 seconds later, we were there. Wherever 'there' was...

"You can open your eyes," he said.

I opened them up and saw a giant ice rink.

I was speechless. I haven't played hockey or skated with him for over 2 years.

"Do you like it?" he asked, raising his eyebrow, unsure.

"Kendall! I love it, you're the best," I kissed him quickly on the lips, causing him to blush.

"I hoped you'd like it," he said.

I looked around and saw no one. It was almost eleven o'clock now...

"Where is everyone?" I asked, confused.

"I called this morning and rented it out," he smirked, full of pride.

"How did you clear an ice rink on such short notice?" I asked, walking over to rent some skates.

"Perks of being a rockstar...," he trailed off, with a toothy grin.

I smacked his arm playfully. "Watch your ego, rockstar,"

...

We got our skates and laced them up. He also rented some hockey gear for both of us.

"It feels like forever since I've played hockey with you," I told him.

"That's because it has been forever," he countered.

"True," I shrugged.

We skated out onto the ice, my heavy hockey gear feeling like a ton of weight on my body. I thought that I was used to this from all of my years of playing, but I guess not.

I skated around the rink a couple times, just to get used to the ice. He hit a few slap-shots in the net.

"Ready, hockey head?" I skated fast towards him.

"Hell yeah," he replied as if it wasn't a question.

The whole time when we were playing, he kept making his famous silly faces at me. I couldn't help but bust out laughing.

I made a few good shots, and he just liked to show off.

I was having the time of my life.

Out of breath, I let him score the last goal into the net.

He skated around like crazy, mimicking crowd sounds. "And the crowd goes wild!" he hollered.

I shook my head and skated towards him.

I decided to catch him off guard and bump into him...hard.

I ended up knocking him over, so that he landed on his butt.

I laughed so hard at him. I felt bad after laughing so hard, so I decided to help him up.

I should've seen this one coming.

He smirked and pulled me down with him. I was laying on my back next to him, my hand still in his.

"Oof," I said on impact. We turned and looked at each other and simultaneously busted out in laughter.

I laughed so hard that I thought that I was going to cry. I missed times like these.

I leaned over to him and kissed his forehead. "Thank you," I said.

"Thank you," he smiled back, kissing me on the forehead.

We helped each other get up and he steadied me on my feet. We stood hand in hand, and then he took off skating with my hand in his.

It was peaceful, and it reminded me of all that I've taken for granted all these years.

I've always had these 4 amazing guys in my life, and I missed out on two years with them. I can't believe that there was ever a thought in my mind telling me that I didn't want to see them. Heck, I almost didn't come to Los Angeles to visit them! What would life be life without my newfound boyfriend? It's be freaking boring; that's what. I'd be sitting alone in misery, wondering how much fun that they were having without me.

Another lap around the rink and he led twirled me around. We were beaming at each other, and he lead me off of the ice so that we could get all the equipment and skates off.

"I hadn't had that much fun in a while," I said.

He grinned ear to ear and said, "Me either,"

...

After we gave back the stuff that we rented, we went to get ice cream at a little dairy bar.

We both ordered chocolate and vanilla swirled cones. Me, because I'm indecisive, and him because he's always wanted whatever I did. It was sweet that way...

When he was licking his ice cream cone, staring out the window, I watched him. It was fun to me to observe someone, especially someone that you have feelings for. Plus, I couldn't help myself.

He looked at me, catching me staring.

"What?" he said, a small smirk playing upon his lips.

"You're cute when you eat ice cream," I blushed and mumbled.

"I'm what?" he said, putting a finger on his ear.

"I said you're cute!" I said loudly and a little more confident this time. He's known that I've thought this, he must just like to hear it.

He shook his head, chuckling a little bit. I sat there blankly, trying not to smile.

He dabbed a little ice cream on my nose and I blinked, feeling the coldness.

"Hey!" I said, playfully.

"You look cute when you have ice cream on your face,"

I wiped it off and looked up at him with pursed lips. "Thanks," I said sarcastically.

We both laughed for the billionth time that day.

"Kendall Knight, you are something special," I said.

"I thought I was a tease?" he raised an eyebrow.

"That too, Kendall. That, too," I said.

Our eyes suddenly closed and we kissed, sparks flying everywhere. It felt like I was on a cloud. Our lips moved in perfect sync like we've practiced so many times before, but this was only the beginning.

I could see myself being with him for a very long time.

That was all I could hope for because I needed Kendall Knight.

...

How was that? :o)

This is an amazing story to write!

Now if you'll excuse me, I have an essay to write about being a turkey. I have to beg my family not to eat me and it's going to be awesome like that.

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RoxyBelle