Title: Love
Authoress: Iris petals
Summary: A story of friendship which is more worth than love. But still got destroyed and betrayed.
Genre: Hurt/ Comfort/ Romance
Rating: T
Pairing: Manami Mori/ Ryotaro Tsuchiura

THE HEART HAS REASONS WHICH REASON DOES NOT KNOW.

~PASCAL~

Why do people betray each other? This question is never answered properly, I have tried to find the answer and it's a miracle that I got it.

Too late that I have to lose a friend to know.

Manami's pov

We are friends, best friends, more than friends. But as time passed everything changed we became talk of the past.

Everything changed the time I confessed that I love him.

People saw us as a couple, my friends thought that we two are dating, we were so close but then I was betrayed as a lover and then he left me not making me worth of his friendship too.

My friends liked him because I loved him *scratch that* I still love him more than my own life, but this is what he never thought of.

My friends said that everything bad has happened in my life after he became my friend, after he entered my life my life changed for my friends in a negative way, for them I was corrupted by him, influenced by him even controlled by him. But for me he changed me in a really positive way. He made me see world in a totally different way, he raised my confidence to a whole different level, and for him I was a spoiled lame girl but a really close friend and a confidant. For him I was a sweet innocent girl and for me he was handsome sexy jerk.

He loved me as a friend and I loved him as a man.

He took my love lightly and I took his love seriously.

We met on June of 2011. I was busy with my work at college due to summer break; he was the first person who held out his hand to help me with all my work.

His hands were really big, my small hands fit perfectly into his making them perfect.

It started with helping with the college work but soon our friendship began to develop.

He began to act like my secret box. I shared all my secrets with him, every detail of the day, and every detail of my life I shared with him.

I trusted him with my life and so does he. *that's what I thought*

He shared his secrets with me, he was the first one to reveal his past to me and I listened.

He was the first person I told about my first relation, whom I didn't want people to know because it was embarrassing and I felt guilty for breaking up with the guy.

Time passes our bond became deep and deep. We came close to each other we acted all lovey dovey with each other when we were all by ourselves.

For me he was my cuddle and for him I was his poodle.

Time passed we had our first fight our some stupid silly things which make me laugh now.

He had our arguments over serious topics too.

He pushed me ahead as he wanted me to go out and look for love. I told him that he is my love but he took it lightly.

That time I myself laughed after saying that but slowly slowly I began to like him *he says that the word like doesn't exist* so indirectly I was in love with him.

Few months passed one day at a party I got drunk and that was the time our relationship got all destroyed. I was too drunk to handle myself or even my actions. He was there to help me but instead it got worse as that time I decided to confess *not a good time *

I continued to say 'I Love You' to him. Every time I say he would smile but that limit of patience was also broken when he couldn't take my words more. I didn't listen to his warnings and the result I got is that here I'm all alone now.

He once told me that for me he is not the right guy and he will never be the perfect one but I didn't believed him because he never said that he don't love me. That itself was an assurance for me that one day he will love me.

The next day I found a note on my bedside it was from him I can recognize his hand writing after reading the note I was entirely devastated and destroyed. At that very time I understand that I lost a really great friend in order to get him as my love.

The note said "Mark my words I won't ever talk to you nor I'll meet you so don't bother to even reply or look around for me. Because I'm not the one for you as I wanted my life like it is now 'without anyone'. I don't want to share my peace of mind for anything. I have always loved one girl and will always love her. Goodbye forever"

I felt betrayed because he said that he can never love any other girl except for one and that girl was not me.

After that now *February 2012* I have realized why I was betrayed? The answer is that

I was betrayed because -

I fell in too deep.

I fell too hard.

I believed in everything he said.

I believed that he is the only thing completing my messed up life because he has so much faith in me.

I fell in love with Ryoutaro Tsuchira.

Here again we are here with the February monthly prompt. Betrayal is one of the most common term that people use but what exactly betrayal means? In this month of love we present you the most important side of love Betrayal. With all over feelings and love.

Happy Valentine's Day and A Lovable month

Author's note: I'm glad that I'm done with this story!

I'm loving these monthly prompts

Also I know it's short but I felt hard and these are my true feelings that I have faced.

Thanks

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