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It's been for-eeever since my last post, but the good news is that I'm here now!
I hope you enjoy this chapter, it's a cute one! :o)
Disclaimer: I only own my OC, Jade Diamond; not Big Time Rush or anything familiar.
Jade's Point-of-View:
The past few days, Kendall has been smiling more and more.
I always ask him why he's grinning so frequently, and he just says, "You're just so beautiful," or "I love you,"
That causes me to roll my eyes, but I still can't help but beam at him. He's just so good to me.
In other news, a few days ago, James found the modeling agency card that I hid:
"What's this?" he said, waving it in front of my face.
"Nothing!" I hopped from my sitting position on my bed.
He just held it above my head. "What are you trying to hide?" he raised an eyebrow and gave me that 'you better tell me or I'll tickle you' look.
"Nothing! Just give me the dang card!" I jumped up and swiped it from his hands.
He just laughed, "Dang?" he asked. "You and I both know that you're not from the South,"
I pursed my lips and after I stuck the card in my pocket.
"Why are you being so touchy about it?" he asked. "Did you not want me to find out that you're getting a job?"
"I'm not taking the job, James," I said blankly, folding my arms over my chest.
"You're not?" he questioned. "Well, I think you should,"
I rolled my eyes. "You're ridiculous. Kendall said the same as you,"
"Why am I ridiculous? I've done modeling before, and you should too," he sat down on my bed.
I took a seat next to him, "That's the difference, James," I said. "There are people that actually want to see you in magazines and on billboards,"
He chuckled, almost in an arrogant way. Then he cleared his throat. "And you don't think that people want to see you? You're a Diamond, Jade," he said sincerely. "You'd be perfect at anything you try,"
I gave him a small smile. "Thanks bro," I gave him a side hug. "But, I'm still not taking the job,"
He pulled away from the hug. "What!" he said.
I smirked up at the hazel eyed boy. "Just because you say I should doesn't mean I have to," I explained. "I'm nothing a model is supposed to be,"
"You're everything a model should be," he said sternly. "You're tall, you have that amazing Diamond smile, and you're the most gorgeous girl I know," he smile cheesily. "I'm not just saying that because you're my little sister,"
"Thanks James," I stood up, spreading my arms out for a hug.
He took my in his arms and ran his hand through my long hair.
"If you don't want to do it, I'm not going to make you," he said into my hair.
"Thank you,"
...
That was a few days ago. Now, I'm all alone in apartment 2J.
The guys are so busy with their second album. I really can't say that I mind because I know how important it is to them that they make it the best one yet.
I figured it was close to lunch time, and I was getting hungry.
I went to the fridge and there was nothing good. Then, my phone rang.
I sprinted to my cell phone and picked it up. The caller I.D. said Logan...hmm.
"Hey Logan," I said.
"Hey Jade, we're almost done recording and umm... I was wondering if you could uhh, bring us some lunch?" he said. I could hear whispering in the background.
"Sure...?" I said, more like it was a question.
"Okay! You know where to bring it! Bye!"
With that he hung up, and I went to my room to grab my keys and change.
I kept my black Nike sweatpants on, and changed into my hockey t-shirt that said 'Captain' on the back. It was my little piece of Minnesota here in California.
I picked up the keys and went to the bathroom, swiftly applying some concealer and a little lip gloss.
...
"Hey guys, I got us some tacos," I said, holding up the bags.
The guys were all still in the glass sound booth. Kendall's eyes lit up and he looked over at the other guys.
"Hold on, sis," James said.
Carlos added, "We just have one more song to record today and we'll be out,"
I shrugged and sat down on the couch. I watched as Kendall grabbed a guitar and put the strap around his body.
The guys all smiled and Gustavo pushed the record button.
"I don't know why you always get so insecure
I wish that you could see what I see when you're looking in the mirror
And why don't you believe me when I say
That to me you get more beautiful everyday,"
Kendall strummed his guitar lightly as he sang the verse. This was a brilliant song so far, and it was the best one I've heard them sing. I couldn't help but smile from ear to ear. Kendall had the best facial expression on his face, a smile. He was looking straight at me, almost like he was singing to me.
"When you're looking at the magazines
And thinking that you'll never measure up
You're wrong,"
James' voice has improved so much since the time he was 16. He sounded even more dedicated and mature than before. I was happy that I could call him my brother.
"'Cause you're my cover, cover girl
I think you're a superstar, yeah you are
Why don't you know?
Yeah, you're so pretty that it hurts
It's what's underneath your skin
The beauty that shines within
You're the only one that rocks my world
My cover girl,"
Then, almost like a 'duh' moment, I realized that they wrote this for me.
I've been having a rough time, and I have been a little hard on myself ever since the modeling thing came up. This song is breathtaking. I'm pretty sure it's my new and permanent favorite.
"You walk in rainboots on a perfect summer day
Somehow you always see the dark side, when everything's okay
And you wear baggy clothes that camoflague your shape
Whoa, but you know that I love you, just the way you're made
When you're looking in the magazines
And thinking that you're just not good enough
You're so wrong, baby
Cause you're my cover, cover girl
I think you're a superstar, yeah you are
Why don't you know?
Yeah, you're so pretty that it hurts
It's what's underneath your skin
The beauty that shines within
You're the only one that rocks my world
My cover girl
You've got a heart of gold, a perfect original
Wish you would stop being so hard on yourself for a while
And when I see that face
I'd try a thousand ways
I would do anything to make you smile,"
I completely lost it when Carlos sang the bridge to the song. I just wanted to march into the booth and hug the crap out of each of the guys. I was starting to tear up, and I felt so close to all of the boys.
"'Cause you're my cover, cover girl
I think you're a superstar, yeah you are
Why don't you know?
Yeah, you're so pretty that it hurts
It's what's underneath your skin
The beauty that shines within
You're the only one that rocks my world
My cover girl
Oh whoa oh oh oh, my cover girl
Oh whoa oh oh oh, my cover girl
My cover girl,"
Kendall strummed the last part of the song and let the tears free-fall down my cheeks. Of course, they were happy tears. Heck, I was ecstatic!
Gustavo turned the mic on. "Dogs!" he yelled, almost like he was going to scold him. "I think you should hear what Jade has to say," he turned around a looked at me.
I walked up to the soundboard and spoke, wiping away a few tears that had mostly stopped. "Guys," I started. I really didn't know what to say, but I smiled up at them. "Thank you so much, the song is amazing,"
The guys all chuckled and high-fived.
"Now, get out here so I can hug you!" I said, playfully in a stern voice.
They all took off their headphones and discarded them somewhere in the booth.
Carlos pulled me in for a bone crushing hug, causing me to stifle my laughter, mostly because I couldn't breathe. "You're beautiful, chica,"
Then, Logan hugged me, rubbing my back. "You should take the modeling job," he said.
I let go of Logan and turned to James, "You told!" I smacked his chest, throwing him off-guard.
"Hey, they were going to find out eventually," he said in a panic, trying to defend himself.
I reached my arms up and wrapped them around his waist. "You're the best, big brother,"
"I know," I could tell he was smirking into the hug. "But you should really thank Kendall," he let go of me and motioned to the tall blonde boy waiting patiently for his hug.
I threw my arms around him. "Thank you so much," I said into his chest.
"And now you know how beautiful you are," I looked up to see him grinning.
I giggled a little bit, "I love you, Kendall Knight,"
"I love you too, Jade Diamond," he said, peering down at me and pushing my bangs to the side so that they weren't in my eyes.
Then, we both leaned in for a kiss. It was perfect, because it was with someone that truly cares about me, and wants me to know that.
We heard some cheering from the boys behind us.
I heard the "Get some!" that came out of Logan's mouth as well. It only made me to simper into the kiss.
I even recognized my brother's voice, happy that we were so intoxicated with each other's love.
We pulled away, and as cliche as it sounds; I felt like I was walking on air.
Everything in that moment was perfect.
The reason why I felt beautiful was because of Kendall Knight.
Whoa, Kendall is my ideal man!
I wish that every boy was like him...he's just the full freaking package! Gahh!
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