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Jade's Point-of-View:

Today was the day of Big Time Rush's concert in Los Angeles. It was sold out and every one of the guys were pumped.

I on the other hand did not know what to wear, therefore I was stressed.

"Just wear the green flannel!" Katie said from my bed. I trusted her to help me pick out my outfit. She obviously knew what Kendall liked since she was his sister.

"Then what jeans do I wear?" I asked frantically. I held up a two pairs of jeans; dark bootcut and dark skinny jeans.

"What's the difference?" she asked, "Just pick something!"

I sighed dramatically. "This isn't as easy as I thought," I rubbed my temples. "This will settle it," I dug in my closet and fished out two pairs of shoes.

She put a hand on her chin and squinted her eyes, "Definitely the Vans,"

I smiled and threw the other shoes back into my closet and hung up the bootcut jeans.

"I'm gonna go get ready now," Katie said, hurrying out of my room.

I changed into the flannel and the rest of my clothes. Green was Kendall's favorite color, so I had to wear the green flannel.

There was a knock at my door, and I said, "Who is it?"

"It's me," James' voice said. "I'm coming in,"

I finished buttoning my shirt up and brushed out my hair. "Straightened or braid?" I asked my brother. I knew I could trust him when it came to hair.

"Braid," he said, taking a seat on my bed. "So are you excited for the concert?"

I smiled as I divided my hair into three sections to do a braid to the side. "Am I excited that I finally get to see my brother perform live in a sold-out stadium?" I asked sarcastically. "Yes, I'm very excited, bro," I turned to him and nodded.

He grinned from ear to ear. "I never thought you'd come to one of our concerts a month ago," he started. "I couldn't be more happy that my little sister is supporting me tonight,"

"Love you too," I chuckled lightly. "If it wasn't for mom, I wouldn't have ever thought of being in L.A.," I bit my lip. "And to think of all that I could've missed out on; it's insane," I said the last part quietly.

I tied the end of my braid and turned to my brother. "What do you think?" I put my hands on my hips and turned around.

"You look beautiful as usual," the corners of his lips turned upwards. Then he clapped his hands together, "Now that you're ready, we should head to the venue!"

We arrived by limo to the venue where Big Time Rush would be performing.

Kendall and I walked with our hands interlaced through the back and to the stage area.

Kendall looked at me with a cheesy grin, "You ready for this?"

"Oh yeah, you guys are going to rock tonight," I couldn't hold back the grin on my face.

He kept leading me forward until we were onstage. There had to be at least ten thousand seats filed throughout the arena.

"Kendall Knight, I don't know how you do it," I shook my head, still looking off of the stage.

He put his chin on my shoulder and wrapped his arms around my waist. "Well, you kind of get used to it," he started. "But it's all still a big time rush,"

I giggled and turned to face him, "You're amazing, you know that?" I reached up and fixed a few strands of his hair.

"I know," he shrugged, pecking me on the lips.

"Kendall!" Carlos called over, ruining the moment. "We have sound check in 30!"

He sighed, "I better go and get ready,"

I told him okay quietly and stayed on the stage for a couple minutes just looking out in front of me. Within an hour or so, a full crowd would be here. It was so surreal.

A half an hour later, the boys were on stage, testing out the mics and everything.

"There are so many things

That I never ever get to say

'Cause I'm always tongue-tied

With my words getting in the way

If you could read my mind

Then all your doubts would be left behind

And every little thing

Would be falling into place,"

I sat in the middle of a sea of empty chairs, listening to my boys sing. It was perfect and beautiful, just seeing them do what they loved to do.

Halfway through the song, when the boys were at the top of their game, a cell phone rang out. All eyes turned to Kendall who dug in his pants pockets in a panic.

He finally got his sleek, black phone out and his eyes almost bugged out of his head.

"Guys! It's Jo!" he yelled excitedly, his mic picking up his voice. Who's Jo?

It was probably just one of his old friends or something.

The guys had an odd look on their face as Kendall sprinted backstage with a grin plastered on his face. They finished the song and got the okay to come down and hang out with me.

"Hey," they all said rather awkwardly. I raised an eyebrow.

"Are you okay?" James asked worried. About what?

"Yeah, are you?" I questioned. They all shrugged it off.

We stayed silent as I fidgeted with the bracelet on my arm.

"You don't know who Jo is, do you?" James spoke up.

I turned to face my brother, Logan, and Carlos who all had an apologetic look on their faces.

"No," I said confused, "Should I?"

They all looked at each other and then they all nodded.

"Jade," Logan started. "Jo is Kendall's ex,"

Carlos nodded and said, "They broke up maybe a week before you came because she got a movie job in New Zealand,"

I sat up straighter in my chair. "Oh," I swallowed a lump in my throat.

"She's probably just checking in on him," James tried to comfort, but it wasn't assuring to know that your boyfriend's ex-girlfriend was 'checking up' on him.

I bit my lip and stared out into space.

"Jade, you have nothing to worry about," Logan put an arm around me. "I'm sure James is right,"

"Why was he so happy when she called?" I mumbled to myself, leaning my head on Logan's shoulder.

Was I overreacting, or was this really a big deal?

Did he still love her? Was I just a rebound?

We all stayed quiet for ten or fifteen minutes, just leaving me in my endless thoughts.

"Hey guys, sorry about that!" Kendall called from the stage, running towards us. The guys stayed silent and I closed my eyes on Logan's shoulder. "That was Jo, she says 'hi'," I could tell he was smiling from the tone of his voice.

I heard him come over and sit next to our group. "Her filming is going fantastic, but she misses L.A.," he said, going on about her. "She seems happy though," he said with a tone of sadness to his voice. He hadn't even noticed me, he was too busy talking about Jo.

"Kendall, you can't just walk off stage to take a phone call!" Gustavo's voice echoed through the arena.

"Sorry, Gustavo," he said. "It was Jo, and she doesn't call very often,"

"Yeah, just don't do that anymore!" annoyance filled his voice as I heard footsteps, signaling him walking away.

"What's his problem?" Kendall said, ignorant of his friends' silence.

"You really shouldn't have taken that call," James spoke up.

"Uhh, sorry?" Kendall said sarcastically. "What's the big deal? My girlfriend moves away to New Zealand and I can't talk to her?"

"Ex," Logan said, correcting him. "Ex-girlfriend,"

"You know what I meant," Kendall defended himself. "Jade doesn't care that I talked to Jo, do you Jade?" he seemed like he was trying to prove something.

I lifted my head up and ran a hand through my hair. "Kendall," I started. "to tell you the truth, I'm not crazy about it," I tried to keep my cool, but my voice cracked. I never realized how upset I was over this.

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