BPOV
I was really kind of surprised about how long time went by once I had the school year had started again. Jasper and I weren't dating, but we were... let's say really good friends.
"Bellarina!" chirped Alice the moment I had walked through the door after another night in the library.
"And I'm out," I said and walked back to open up the door.
"Stop," commanded Alice, "Turn around."
I sighed and turned around. I raised my eyebrow at her signaling her to talk.
"When are you and Jasper gonna go steady? You guys have been fuck buddies for over 4 months and you guys have pretty much been going out," she rambled.
"I'm not ready to go steady and neither is Jasper. I mean seriously, he's fucking hot and the sex is great. Wait, aren't you the one who told me to go for it?" I asked.
"Yeah, but I thought it would evolve into something more meaningful than fuck buddies!" she responded.
"All in due time, pixie. Not all of us have the romantic love story," I teased.
"Fine," she huffed and turned around.
I dumped my stuff in my room and took a shower. I turned on the shower and felt the water beat down on me. Fuck I'm tense. I slid two fingers inside of me and starting pumping in and out thinking of Jasper but it was no where close to the real deal. I sighed. Fuck. Now I'm incredible horny. I grabbed a towel, wrapped it around myself and stormed out of the bathroom and apartment.
I banged on Jasper's door till he finally opened up.
"Hey Da-" he started before I attacked him.
"Fuck Jasper, I need you," I said.
He slammed the door shut and I wrapped my legs around his waist. He lips were on mine and he skillfully pulled off the towel I had wrapped around me and sucked on my breast.
"Fuck Bella, you taste delicious," he murmured and the set me on his bed. I tugged on his hair and pulled him up for a kiss. I ripped off his shirt and dragged my fingers across his abs causing him to moan and made a quick work his boxers and pulled him into a searing kiss. I rolled us over so I was on top and slid down on him.
"Fuck," I heard Jasper say and throw his head back before turning us over and pounding the living fuck out of me.
"Ugh, harder Jasper. Harder!" I moaned.
He pounded into me, filling me to the hilt, as I felt myself get closer to the edge.
"More Jasper!" I groaned before he brought his hand down to my clit and and pressed on it.
"JASPER!" I screamed as I came.
He pounded into me a few more times before reaching his release.
He dropped his head onto my shoulder as his weight dropped on me. I felt safe.
Alice's words range in my head, When are you and Jasper gonna go steady?
I stroked his hair and he looked up at me, kissing between my breasts before rolling over to the side and bringing me to his chest.
"Bella. Fuck," he whispered, "Darlin' the past few months have been amazing but I can't do this anymore."
I sat up straight, "Wait, what the fuck Jasper?"
"Bella, darlin', calm do-," he started
"No! I will not calm down! I thought we had something!" I yelled.
"Bell-," he said as I started to walk out of his room.
"No Jasper," I said.
"Bella! I love you," he said standing in the hallway.
"What?" I said, shocked with the three words that had come out of his mouth.
"I love you, Bella," he said.
"Why, Jasper?" I asked, "Is it because you don't want me to stop fucking you?"
"Bella, when I said that I couldn't do this anymore I meant that I can't just be fuck buddies with you. I need more. I want more. Bella, you're it for me. Maria, I don't even know what that was. God, I want to be with you forever," he said.
I stared at his face. His beautiful face. I had known for a while that this was it for me. It was Jasper or nothing. I still hadn't told him about James and Mike. I sighed, I would talk to him about it eventually.
I nodded my head slowly and walked up to Jasper and kissed him. There's nothing more in the world that I want than Jasper.
A/N: I have another Jasper/Bella story brewing in the closet. :)
D'aww aren't they cute though :) I'd love to have steamy post shower sex with Jasper...Wouldn't you?