Sorry for the late update. Oh and i changed the rating for the sex scene in this chap. Just a warning.

All Characters belong to Sega except Dante and Ms. Taylors

Ch. 4 Changing Thoughts

I awoke with Scourge's arms around me. The sun shone bright in my eyes. I mentally groaned. I slept through our date. I turned onto his chest, looking up at him. He was awake, his ice blue irises staring dreamily at the ceiling. I snuggled into his chest, my eyes closing again. I felt his lips on my forehead. "Morning beautiful," he murmured. I opened my eyes, smiling up at him.

"Morning Snuggle Bear," I said. He chuckled.

"Snuggle Bear? Mmm, I think I like that name." I giggled.

"Glad you do." He started stroking my hair, his fingers wrapping around the curls.

"Your hair is so soft."

"Thanks." I ran my fingers over his soft full lips. He pursed his lips, softly kissing my finger before grasping my hand in his and kissing my knuckles. I blushed. He rolled onto his side, pulling me closer to him. My mind instantly went to how broad his chest felt and then suddenly taking the notice of how muscular his arms were. "Do you work out," I asked innocently.

"Yea, wanna feel the guns?" He held up his arm, poking out his big muscles. I ran my small hand over his arm softly. "And the abs," he said, turning onto his back and pulling up his shirt. Sure enough there was an 8 pack there. I ran my hand over them, pressing to see if they were real and boy were they. They were hard and warm and smooth. I could hug them all day if I could. Any girl would want to as well. If Scourge had gotten so buff, I wondered why he had his eye on me. There were probably tons of girls who wanted to date him. Suddenly, the thought of him dating some other girl when we were away crossed my mind. The thought itself made my anger fuel. "You okay babe," he asked, worried. I noticed I was digging my nails into his skin, making little scratches. I pulled my hand away quickly.

"Sorry," I said, sitting up and getting out the bed.

"Whoa, whoa, where ya goin babe," he asked. I heard him getting out the bed. I was at my dresser, running a brush through my messy curls. I saw him in the mirror, staring at me. Adoration struck across his face before worry returning. He wrapped his arms around my waist. "Is everything okay?"

"Fine, I just have things to do. Like make breakfast. Are you hungry? I'm hungry," I said quickly before wiggling out his arms and running downstairs. He ran to keep up with me.

"Rosy, wait up," he said between catching breaths. I didn't stop until I was in the kitchen, myself also out of breath. Why was I running from him? Because of that stupid thought that may not even be true, that's why. I hate my insecurities so much, but I couldn't help but have them. Stupid girl emotions. I looked up to see him in the doorway, breathing heavily. "For a girl so small, your sure are fast, you know that," he said, out of breath. I bit my lip to stop my smile from arising on my lips.

"I'm not fast, I just move."

"Mmm," he said, raising and eyebrow and smirking.

"Perv," I said with an eye roll, turning to face the fridge.

"Beautiful." I opened the fridge.

"Jerk."

"Angel face."

"…Jerk." He chuckled, his lips right near my ear. I hadn't heard him walk up to me but my ice wall cracked a little with him being so close. "So, what do you wanna eat?" I heard him shrug.

"Anything's fine. What are you in the mood for?"

"Doesn't matter."

"How bout some bacon and eggs? I'll cook."

"And burn down the house? I think not." He chuckled, his arms wrapping around my waist to pull me closer, his lips right on my ear.

"The way you degrade my abilities is kind of insulting," he murmured almost seductively.

"Well you did say I was mean."

"You are very mean but I never said I didn't like it." He kissed my ear softly.

"I'm not mean!"

"If you think so." I elbowed him in the stomach, making him chuckle. He started nibbling on my ear. It made me feel a little uncomfortable. Sex never popped in my head when I thought of us- not that he's implying it. Though I'm not sure bout him, I'm a virgin and I plan on staying that way for a long while. Whether I lose it to him or someone else, it will be to my husband.

"Scourge," I murmured innocently.

"Yes," he murmured his voice low and husky.

"Um, what are you doing with my ear?"

"Biting it."

"…Why?"

"I don't know." His lips moved down to my neck, starting to suck.

"Scourge," I said, fear starting to fill me.

"What," he asked, sounding annoyed now.

"Uh, we should probably start breakfast before you eat me," I said, trying to joke. He chuckled.

"I'll eat you up, full stomach or not," he said seductively, his ice blue eyes burning into my dark green ones. I shuddered mentally. Lust was in specks in his eyes but the love was still there. But he's a guy. Guys get rattled easily. I forced a smile. He smirked before kissing me. The first thing I felt was his tongue going into my mouth, startling me. Yea, he was rattled. He picked me up by my thighs and set me on the island. I tried to kiss him back gently but his trying to French kiss me was making it difficult. His thumbs started making little circles in my inner thighs, moving up and up. I pulled away and his lips attacked my neck. My first thought was to throw my head back and clutch his quills, moaning his name. But I didn't do that, instead I pushed him into the counter roughly. His back collided with it with a loud bang, him yelping in pain as he sunk down to the floor. Oh, God, me and my stupid fast reactions! I'm gonna end up killing him if I keep it up. I hopped off the island before rushing up to him.

"Oh my God, Scourge, I am so sorry," I said, putting my hand in his quills. He smirked at me.

"You could've just told me to stop," he said, chuckling.

"Sorry. Are you okay?" He nodded.

"Yea, it's no big deal, but damn girl you got strength. First into the desk and now the counter. I need to stop pissing you off." I blushed.

"You didn't piss me off, I- my body- I mean my first reaction was to-"

"Rosy, it's fine, really. I know what you went through back at the orphanage and I understand. You just gotta tell me if you feel uncomfortable."

"Well it was kind of hard with your tongue in my mouth." He chuckled.

"Sorry, you just looked really sexy and you ran and the playing hard to get, all of it turns me on a little."

"So, you've been through that…with other girls?" His smirk dropped as he looked down. I took the silence for its answer. "Oh, I see." He glanced at me before looking away. My heart felt empty and burned but we weren't going out. But he said we did. But did that mean he cheated? My head started to hurt. Stupid brain damage. "How many girls?" It would only hurt to know but I needed the information for my own sanity.

"A few," he murmured.

"A number."

"Um, bout five."

"Five?" He nodded, still not meeting my gaze. "So you slept with five girls since you left?"

"Yea."

"Oh. What was their names?"

"Dondria, Alexandra, Melanie, Rebecca and my recently ex-girlfriend Fiona."

"Oh, so we didn't go out after you-"

"I wasn't in the right mind when I was with any of those girls. Especially Fiona. I turned to drugs and fighting and gangs when that happened."

"I see."

"You understand, right?"

"Yea, I mean I can't understand but I get it."

"What do you get?"

"That you slept with girls before we got together because you were messed up. It's fine."

"You don't look fine with it."

"Well I am," I snapped, getting up. He sighed.

"Rosy, I know you're mad. I'm not stupid."

"It's just that you thought I was your girl since we kissed and now you tell me that you slept with other girls. How am I supposed to feel?" He looked hurt. I walked up to the fridge, pulling out the pack of eggs and the gallon of milk. I put the two ingredients on the counter before going into a cabinet to get a big bowl. I grabbed some cheese out the fridge as well as the cold bacon. I shut the refrigerator door and went into a different cabinet to get out some seasoning. I glanced to where Scourge was to see he was gone. Asshole. I started cracking eggs and putting them in the bowl. I heard his footsteps come down the steps. I poured some milk in the bowl, ignoring him when he called my name. His footsteps came up behind me. I felt his hands on my bare shoulders. I sighed at his touch. His hands were so warm, so soft, so gentle. His hands went down my arms, his lips pecking my shoulder.

"I'm sorry," he murmured against my skin.

"It's okay," I said, turning to face him. He was dressed in a black short sleeved button up shirt, black jeans and black sneakers, his quills still messy with black sunglasses atop his head. His hand went up to my cheek, tipping my head back slightly. His lips pressed against mine lightly. I kissed him back, moving my lips with his slowly. I pulled his head closer to mine so our noses were rubbing against each other as we kissed. His hands went down to grip my hips, pulling them against his. My hands wandered down his shirt, stopping at the button of his jeans. I put my hands up his shirt between that thought of unbuttoning his pants could cross my mind. He flinched slightly when he felt my hands on his skin. I giggled against his lips. "Did I scare you," I asked.

"Boo," he murmured seductively. I smiled. He moved his lips against mine again. His hands pulled my body against his before one of them going down to cup my butt, squeezing a little. I was about to pull away but his other hand went up into my shirt, rubbing my stomach. It felt good. Really good. He pulled away from our kisses to kiss my neck.

"Scourge," I said but it came out a moan. He licked my neck before starting to suck. I hugged his body tighter, my arms in his shirt now. I wanted it off him. His sharp teeth grazed my skin, making me moan unconsciously. He chuckled before biting me softly. "Scourge," I said, trying to control my hormones.

"Yes," he said.

"We need to stop."

"Alright," he said, pulling away. He took his hand out my shirt and removed his hand from my butt. "Sorry."

"Don't be sorry, I mean, I liked it."

"But you're a virgin."

"Spiritually."

"What does that mean?" He looked confused. I sighed, looking down.

"I thought you knew."

"Thought I knew what?"

"I told you before…about what they did to us at the orphanage."

"Wait, so they really did…?" I nodded. "Which bastard took your virginity?"

"Scourge," I whimpered, not liking the cold tone of his voice.

"Which one," he yelled. I flinched.

"The night you kissed me. When I went back to the orphanage, there were these guys who were drunk and…" I felt a tear slip out my eye. I didn't even want to think back to that pain I had felt. I thought I was going to die he went so hard.

"That motherfucker," Scourge yelled, moving away from me.

"Scourge," I said.

"Give me a name, Rosy! Give me a God damned name and I will hunt that asshole down and give him a death he'll remember!"

"Scourge," I whimpered, more tears falling down my face. I didn't like the rage that covered his face. He looked like he could really kill that man. I didn't want him to kill anyone. He wasn't aggressive and mean. Impulsive, I'm starting to see, but not heartless. He's kind and gentle. "Scourge," I whimpered again since he didn't hear me the first time. He looked over at me and his face of rage dropped.

"Rosy, I- I'm sorry," he said, coming toward me. He wrapped me up into his arms. "I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to scare you or upset you. I just- I won't let anyone hurt you. Ever. I didn't think they'd go that far on little kids. That's disgusting. I'm even more disgusted that someone would hurt a girl like you. If anyone ever hurts you, I swear to God, I will kill them. Understand?" I nodded, my face still hidden in his chest. "I love you," he said.

"What," I asked, pulling away a little. He looked down into my eyes.

"I. Love. You." I smiled.

"I love you too," I said before kissing him. He kissed me back for a little while before pulling away.

"I'm sorry but I gotta go. I'll see you later, okay," he said. I nodded.

"Don't do anything stupid."

"Can't guarantee that," he said with a smirk. I hit his arm.

"Please? You gotta come home for me."

"Alright, I'll be safe. I love you Rosy."

"I love you too Scourge." He kissed me again before pecking my forehead and leaving. I turned back to my eggs. Why did those three little words make my mind change everything it wanted?

X

"Oh, hi Ms. Taylors," I said as she came into the house later that day.

"Hello Rosalinda. How are you," She asked.

"Good. Are you going to be leaving again?"

"Yes. I'm sorry to keep leaving you alone but with Drew here I thought he could keep you company. Besides, he's a cute little boy." I blushed.

"Yea he is." She looked around.

"Where is he anyway?"

"Oh he left earlier."

"Do you like him?"

"Well it's more than like Ms. Taylors. I love him."

"Really? Is he the Scourge you told me about?"

"How'd you know?"

"I can hear you know." I blushed, embarrassed.

"Right, right."

"Are you considering sleeping with him?"

"No, I mean I don't know. Maybe."

"I think it is about time you got laid."

"Ms. Taylors!"

"Please again dear, call me Granny. And what? You're too sweet. Get wild for once."

"Oh okay?"

"Good. So any time soon?"

"I was thinking tonight."

"Aw, how cute!"

"But I don't know how to impress him. I mean I never really had sex before. By free will I mean."

"Oh just let him do all the work, you'll catch on."

"Okay. But what do I wear?"

"Come, I have something for you that I wore for my first time that'll fit you," she said, grabbing my arm softly. She towed me into her room and went into a box. She sorted through it until she pulled out a corset dress. The corset dress was red, pink and white with a white bra with red lace on it, pale pink straps, a fitted pink and red ribboned middle, and a short skirt that had frilly white ruffles with pink and red sewed ribbon pieces in it with some white panties. "Take a shower and put this on. Oh and use the vanilla body wash. Trust me, we'll have him going mad tonight." I giggled, taking the dress.

"Thank you Granny."

"Anytime dear." I shot her another thankful smile before going into my personal bathroom. I washed my hair, my body and shaved my legs. I washed my face five times as well as five times for brushing my teeth. I dried off and moisturized myself. I felt jittery inside. My first time willingly. I wondered how it would be. How it would feel without the pain. With my heart and head in it's right place. I wondered… I went back into Granny's room. She already had cosmetics and hair electronics. "Oh don't you look adorable! Come sit and let me work my magic," she said, making me sit in the chair. She started on my hair first. She straightened out the girls before putting curls at the ends as well as slightly crimped roots. She put some red lipstick on with clear moisturizing lip gloss, light pink blush, white and pale pink eyeshadow and waxed my eyebrows. She also sprayed me with some perfume that smelled really good. "I also did a little something with your room as well," she said, grabbing my hand and leading me up.

"Granny, I look hot! Thank you," I said as we walked down the hall.

"Oh don't mention it." She opened my room door, revealing red flower petals everywhere on the bed, making a trail toward its. There were candles outlining the room and soft "making love" music was playing on a radio in the background.

"Oh Granny thank you," I said, hugging her. She laughed, hugging me back.

"Don't sweat it sweetheart. You deserve a special moment in your life with that special someone." I smiled.

"Thank you." I heard the door open. She pulled away quickly.

"Go sit on the bed and I'll be going. I'll send him up here. Have a good time sweetheart."

"Thank you."

"You're welcome," she said, pecking a kiss at my forehead before going out the door, closing it behind her. I sat down on the bed. I heard their voices downstairs before hearing the front door open and close. I heard his footsteps come up the steps. Now I got nervous. What if he didn't like it? What if he doesn't want to make love to me? Well he's done it with other girls so why not me, right? I saw the door opening. I stood up, putting my hands together in front of me. His eyes widened at the sight of me.

"Hi. I was thinking and-" I couldn't even finish my sentence before I was tackled onto the bed, his lips on mine. I pulled away and smiled. "Whoa there cowboy."

"I'm sorry. You just look so…"

"Sexy?"

"And beautiful." I blushed. "So now you wanna have sex?"

"Yes." He smirked. "I was thinking and I want my first time to be with you. I love you."

"I love you too Rosy. With all my heart." I smiled at him before he kissed me again. Our kisses were passionate with each one that connected. It made my heart melt. He grabbed my hips and pushed me down. I ran my hands up and down his shirt as his hands traveled up and down my sides and arms. I wanted his shirt off. Now. I sat up and started unbuttoning his shirt slowly, pecking kisses down his exposed chest as I did. I kissed all the way down his packs till my lips hit the button of his jeans. I sat back up and slid the shirt off him. I looped my arms around his neck, bringing his lips back down to mine. He kissed me back, lightly slipping his tongue into my mouth. He pushed me back to lay down, him on top of me. My hands tangled in his hair as his hands rubbed my thighs gently. His hands made their way up my stomach and to my breasts. He cupped one lightly, pulling away a little to make sure it was okay. I nodded, smiling. He smiled back nervously as his hand started massaging them softly. I bought his lips back to mine. One of his hands went under my bra strap, pushing it off my shoulder. He pulled away from my lips to kiss down my jaw to my neck. He kissed down my neck to my breasts. He slid one of the cups off slowly, exposing it. He started sucking. I moaned. He slid the other off and did that one for a minute. He was doing it so slowly, so carefully. It felt good. He kissed down my stomach, removing the dress as he did. He stopped when he got near exposing my area. He made his kisses go back up. He kissed me again. I let our tongues softly battle, rolling over so now I was on top. His hand cupped my butt softly, making me moan in his mouth. His hand went over my hip and into my sacred area. My body shivered as he ran his fingers over the covered area softly. His hand started to rub gently. It turned me on even more. I pulled away from his lips to suck on his neck and peck kisses down his abs and chest. I licked his warm skin softly, making a soft moan escape his lips. His hips bucked against mine. He rolled us back over, his lips on mine again. My hand traveled to his pants, unbuttoning them and sliding them off. His hand squeezed my throbbing spot gently, making me moan. "You like that," he whispered, his voice husky.

"Yea." He squeezed again, rubbing his fingers more slowly over it now. He went so slow, it was painful. He stuck his hand into the panties and touched my core with his fingers. I moaned louder, throwing my head back, making our lips part again. He started to rub it.

"You're so wet," he whispered in my ear before nibbling on it.

"I- I need you in me."

"Shh, calm down. Just a few more minutes. This is our first time together. Let's take it slow."

"You're being so good at being slow. It's driving me crazy." He chuckled.

"At least I know you like it." He pulled off the rest of the dress while I slid his boxers off for him. He kissed my lips again. "I love you," he said, looking into my eyes.

"I love you too." We both let out a moan as he entered softly. He hadn't reached my wall but he started with the gentle movement first. His hips were gently rocking against mine, the movement being felt inside of me. It felt really good. I moved my hips in sync with his, catching on. He smirked down at me. I smiled. He kissed me softly. God, I love him. He got deeper and started moving better against me now since he was able to be at his full potential. We moved nice and slow until we both climaxed. He let out a sigh as his head collapsed on my shoulder. "Wow," I said. He shifted out of me, going to lay beside me, slipping his boxers back on. I grabbed his shirt and slipped it on. He grabbed it before I could button it.

"No you don't. I'm not done with you." I was confused. "Just lay down and relax." I did as I was told. He got on top of me again. He kissed me again before making a trail of kisses down my neck, stomach, leading all the way down to my core. He kissed it softly when he first got there, making me moan.

"Scourge," I moaned. He started licking. "Scourge!" I was about to sit up but he grabbed my hips and pinned me down. His tongue went in softly making me moan. He started sucking. "Scourge," I said, trying to pull his head away.

"Don't fight me, baby." I sighed, just relaxing. He started it all back up again. When I finally relaxed, I found how good it felt. One of the guys had tried this on me back at the orphanage so I was a little freaked out at first but he was so gentle but rough. It felt good. I climaxed and he didn't miss a drop. Five girls. Well six now including me. He hovered back over me, licking his lips.

"So you eat pussy? Interesting." He smirked.

"I love you too. Wanna go again?" I nodded.

"Faster this time."

"Faster?"

"Yes and I want to ride." His smirk grew.

"Alright then babe," he said, sliding back off his boxers.

X

I awoke on his chest. We were up so late last night but it all felt so wonderful. I checked the clock to see it was a little after 11 in the morning. I looked up at him to see him still knocked out. I pecked a kiss at his cheek before shifting to try and get out his arms. He stirred, his eyes opening slightly. "Rosy," he mumbled.

"Yes Scourge," I said, smiling. He smirked down at me.

"Morning beautiful."

"Morning. How'd you sleep?"

"Good and you?"

"Wonderful. Did I please you last night?"

"Hell yes." I giggled. "Did you enjoy yourself too?"

"Yea, I really did. Thank you for going slow the first time."

"You're welcome. I just wanted to test out what you liked and I see you like a lot of things."

"I do. Or maybe I like a lot of the things you do."

"Maybe," he said, pecking my lips. "We gotta go somewhere today."

"We?"

"Yea, I'm not leaving you here alone."

"Why what's wrong?"

"A lot. But you'll get to meet Dante."

"You're cutting around the problem. What is it?"

"I'm in a gang war."

Oh, so that's where you were today? Lol i should use that line XD

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