Chapter 13 – Moment for life
I was so angry with Nathaniel "and you said nothing!" I said and put my headphones back in my ears. I closed my eyes.
I heard my love laugh and she said "I wonder if she really did get scared every night or if she wanted my Thomas in her bed"
O
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She still thinks of me as hers! !E#%R#$T Take that mate
"did you just say 'my Thomas" he asked in shock
"no" Esmeralda lied
I heard HER! YES! YES! YES!
"I heard you" Nathaniel said angry
"fine I did " she said
"oh my God!" Nathaniel said
"hey..he will always be my Thomas. You know that…he is part of my past" she said and this song started. I opened my eyes and looked at it. "Moment in life" PERFECTION! I need to like Kiss Elena's hands and feet for this Ipod. Like of my God. This song will drive Nathaniel off the edge. The girl singing started rap the following. I closed my eyes..no expression on my face.
I fly with the stars in the skies,
I am no longer trying to survive,
I believe that life is a prize,
But to live doesn't mean you're alive,
Don't worry bout me and who I fire
I get what I desire it's my empire
And yes I call the shots I am the umpire
I sprinkle holy water upon a vampire, vampire
And this very moment I'm king
This very moment I slay Goliath with a sling,
This very moment I bring
Put it on everything that I will retire with the ring,
And I will retire with the crown, Yes!
No I'm not lucky I'm blessed, Yes!
Clap for the heavyweight champ, Me!
But I couldn't do it all alone, We!
Young Money raised me, grew up out in Paisley
Shout out to my haters, sorry that you couldn't faze me
Aint being cocky we just vindicated, best believe that when were done
Both Esmeralda and Nathaniel were quite…yup I was feeling Nathaniel's hate towards me..his feeling when the girl in this song said 'shout out to my haters..sorry that you couldn't faze me"
Then I felt rage and hate..coming from Nathaniel. I felt his eyes on my face but I was pretending that I was going to sleep. The rap continued…
This moment will be syndicated, I don't know this night just reminds me
Of everything that they deprived me of, kuhh!
Ppppp put ya drinks up, it's a celebration every time we link up
We done did everything they can think of
Greatness is what we wanna brink up.
[Chorus]
I wish that I could have this moment for life, for life, for life
Cuz in this moment I just feel so alive, alive, alive
"MOTHER FUCKER" Nathaniel said and punched my face, it caught me off guard…
"what the hell" I said and took my headphones off.
"hey" Esmeralda said and pulled Nathaniel's hand…he was going to hit me again.
My lip was bleeding…
"Love, did he like become bipolar too" I said, playing dump as if I had not heard their previous conversation
"I HATE YOU" Nathaniel yelled at me
The flight attended ran to the back of the plane and saw. I looked at her and said "I am scared for my life" and wiped my blood from my lip and showed it to her.
"that is it" she said angry
"excuse me..do you even know what this bastard is doing..he is rubbing it on my face that that my wife ..that" he said and looked at me
"your wife what?" I asked playing confused…
"nothing…there was a misunderstanding miss…the gentlemen here is indescribable" she said and glared at me then Esmeralda looked at the flight attendant and said "metaphorically speaking"
"hey mate..do you want me to explain to you what a metaphor is" I asked and smiled
He hit me again in front of the flight attended. I laughed.
"see he provokes me" Nathaniel said full of anger
"no he did not" the flight attendant said and came to my help. She touched my face and her heart went crazy
"oh great" Esmeralda said
"WHAT THE HELL! Why do you care" Nathaniel yelled and stood up from his seat
"I don't..I really don't. God, you are so so..Nathaniel I love you. Not him, I loved him once but I love you." She said and loved at me "whatever the hell you think you are doing..just know that I love Nathaniel. My heart and soul belong to him. He is my everything..the father of my children and my real true husband since I married him first" she said with anger
Nathaniel laughed.
I just looked at Esmeralda..in shock. I looked at the flight attendant and said "I do not want to sit here..not next to this man. Please change my seat" I was so angry and hurt
"I understand..but the plane is full, I will not take you back to first class." She said. I singed in fraustration.
"however..I will not call the air Marshal about this but but I will ask you miss to change your seat and sit between the gentlemen" she said.
I WAS SMILING FROM JOY in the inside but I did not show it. I had no expression on my face
"no" Esmeralda said
"do..I don't care…I know how you feel Muneca" he said and kissed her, my eyes were open now. I just looked at them. They switched seats..my Esmeralda was sitting next to me now.
I started my IPOD! Okay let's see how you really feel about me…