I'm very sorry for not updating for a long time! I was so caugh up with school and I kinda had a writters block of sorts. I'm back on track now and I hope you like this chapter. It was a thrill writting this!
I do not own VK! Only my OC!
Also, I know this chapter might be kinda short. I was aiming for the chapter to be mostly about a dream that Sakura has.
The way back to the dorms was quiet and awkward. There was nothing Aidou and Sakura were to speak of. He knew now and that was that. She couldn't just make him forget about the event that occurred earlier. Therefore, she had no choice but to trust that he wouldn't tell anyone about her parents. Still, she was unsure if she was right to tell him about that night and if she was right to trust him. Yeah he hadn't told anyone about her yet but he was still a night class student and a vampire at that. She can't trust a vampire, never could. She might be a vampire herself but it didn't matter. She still never could trust one of her kind, but now… she wasn't so sure.
After walking for a couple more minutes they came upon the sun dorm, and it was almost nightfall. They went in and walked up stairs and through hallways before getting to Sakura's room. She opened the door and didn't bother turn to face Aidou.
"Good night Aidou." She said and at that, she closed the door not bothering to hear what he might've had to say. She was exhausted and conflicted enough that all she wanted to do was sleep and dream about what it would've been like if her parents were still alive. After ten minutes, Sakura fell asleep thinking about the what-if's that were going through her head.
She looked in a mirror, she saw her old vampire self. Long Silver hair, striking green eye, and her awfully pale skin. Sakura touched the mirror. Then, her hand slowly slid off the glass. She sighed.
"Why do I even try?" She asked herself, "Why do I even try to accept that this is what I am?" All of a sudden, the mirror began to crack. Then it shattered. She put her arms in front of herself in defense.
"Because you want to think that your parents death wasn't all your fault..." A voice said mockingly. Sakura turned around and saw herself but, then again it didn't seem like her. The girl in front of her seemed to be nothing like the conflicted and depressed girl with the low self-esteem. This girl was smiling and she seemed different and Sakura wasn't sure if it was a good different or a bad. "You want to believe that it wasn't your fault. So you try your best to believe that and you just keep on thinking that you can accept yourself through that belief." The 'other Sakura' began to slowly walk up to her. She walked around her and picked up a strand of her hair. Then she plucked it. Sakura winced at that and just continued to watch what seemed to be her exact opposite.
"Just who are you supposed to be?" She asked. The other Sakura gave a wicked smile.
"I'm you." She stated, "I'm what could be and what might be later in the future. I'm everything that you would become if you would just accept yourself and accept that our parents are dead because of our blood."
"What?" The other Sakura continued to walk around her.
"The man that tried to kill us." She stated, "He killed our parents because he wanted us. He wanted us for our blood and he killed mom and dad because they didn't want to give up their only daughter to a man that only wanted one thing from us, from you." She was beginning to wonder if this other self was right. Yeah she might' have been blaming herself not too long ago but she was trying to believe that she did nothing to cause their death. In truth she did nothing at all, but in a way... she still thought that it was her fault. Yet, she still didn't grasp what her other self was saying.
"I still don't understand..." She said quietly. Her opposite sighed.
"You haven't accepted yourself as a pureblood because that man killed our parents for your pureblood qualities." She explained. "You haven't accepted that you are a pureblood because deep down you know that it's not you in general. It's because of our pureblood genes that made that man kill our parents for our blood. You though, have been blaming every single part of you. " The other self let go of the strand of hair and it slowly fell on the white floor.
"..." Sakura's eyes fell to the floor. She now understood what her other self was saying but she didn't believe it. She couldn't believe it. How is it that she should only blame her blood? How is it that she was blaming her whole being and not her blood and genes? Her other self began to laugh and Sakura looked up at her.
"You don't believe even yourself..." She muttered, "How pathetic could you get...?"
"Don't you feel the same?" Sakura questioned. Her other self shook her head and gave a wicked smile again.
"Remember that I'm what could be." She said, "I'm part of you yet I guess you could say that I'm a part that only wakes up when you accept yourself and everything that has come to light." She began to disappear from bottom to top.
"Wai-" Sakura was interrupted.
"But remember this." Her other self ordered, "when you begin to acquire my personality I guess you could say. You might never be the same again." She started to laugh and even when she was gone... her laugh seemed to still linger in what seemed to be a never ending sound...
Sakura woke up with a jolt and all of a sudden sat up. She was wet with sweat and was filled with a fear similar to the one from that fateful night.
"what..." She gasped, "was that? What kind of dream was that?"
Onto Chapter eight! XD Reviews greatly appreciated! Also, my sister has an account on here its JacyJade and her story is A Turn of Events. I would really appreciate it if you could read it and review! thank you! And also, I might some minor changes to the story. Cause now that I really read through the whole story... I'm not exactly sasified with I wrote. T.T
