Okay...another chapter..lovely...umm...for those of you who might be reading "Can't live without you." sorry ive been gone so long...I got wrapped up in this but Ill update real soon.

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Two hours later I sat at the breakfast table with my head in me hands at which point Demyx came over with a cheerful smile on his face.

"Morning Rox."

I nodded at him

"You look horrible." he said worriedly

"Don't worry Dem I just didn't get much sleep."

"So...what happened yesterday?" I asked knowing full and well what I could be initiating

"What do you mean?" he questioned his voice dropping slightly

I backed away regretting that question "Nothing." I answered quickly

I saw him twitch slightly like he heard somebody whispering in his ear.

"No Roxas..." he said his voice getting progressively lower

"Dem?" I asked nervously

"No...Roxas."

My eyes widened, I did not need this 8:00 in the morning after a sleepless night

"Dem..Dem...not right now please." I asked taking hold of his wrist

His eyes scanned mine rapidly like they were looking for something. Thats when Namine came over with a panicked look, she was watching Demyx closely. I felt the weight of my recklessness settling in.

"Dem?" she called and he didn't turn to her

"Myde?" he asked again

The other blond turned his head slightly, not enough to face her,just slightly

She knelt down on one knee clutching his hand "Dem...Demyx...come on buddy..stay with me."

He dropped his head in between his legs gripping locks of his hair while letting out a growl of frustration.

She sighed and rubbed his back "Okay...its alright Demyx...right...its fine Demyx" she said emphasizing his name time and time again

He slowly calmed down releasing his grip on his hair slowly rocking back and forth soothing himself.

As he slowed to a stop Namine looked up at me while she was still on the floor before getting up and sitting next to me.

"What happened."

I bit my lip "It was my fault."

"What happened?"

"I was trying to ask him why they sedated him yesterday...not my best idea."

She leaned back and rolled eyes "No fucking shit...that was just plain stupid Rox...what did you think was gonna happened. If "Myde" came what would we have done huh?"

I looked away sheepishly "I dunno"

"Think sometimes."

For those brief seconds when we were wrapped up in Demyx's mental insanity I forgot that I was going to have to tell Namine what happened, well at least some of it.

"Hey Nam-"

"Lets go get breakfast." she said standing and walking down the corridor to the hallway, despite my wishes I followed her piecing together what I was going to tell her exactly. We came into the cafeteria a to grab the personal cereal boxes and cartons of milk. Breakfast on weekends was serve yourself. It was a miracle they trusted us with styrofoam bowls .She sat across from me eating her frosted flakes.

I poured my milk slowly getting my thoughts together.

"Hey Nam...guess what?"

"You know I despise guessing games." she said with a mouth full of cereal

"Remember the red head from yesterday."

"Hells yes!" she proclaimed

Okay now he's gay, and get myself killed, so we pick answer C. Something else!

"Well hes not in solitary."

She leaned in with her face way too close to mine

"Don't toy with me little boy...are you sure."

"Positive." I said

"How?"

"I saw him"

Some of the best lies are the ones that are partially true.

"Where?" she grilled angrily

"In the hall with an attendee."

Namine looked at me her face void of emotion. Thus we began our relentless staring contest as she scanned my eyes for sincerity.

"Omigosh...I think you're telling the truth."

I shrugged "I try to do that every once in while...you know just to keep things fresh." I replied sarcastically

"Ok...so where is my man-meat?"

I crinkled my nose "Ew."

"Don't judge me...you don't know what its been like..."

I tilted my head to the side, surely she didn't think she was the only one.

"Really Nam."

She leaned back looking at me "I think I'm worse off then you."

I chose not to argue since the lie I had just told put in a pretty compromising situation. Sometimes I actually thought they might be right, that I might be a habitual liar but when I reflect on it, what I say is always justified. This was just to spare Namine. And so I was content with what had happened and was prepared to move on with my life,well that was until...

"Roxy!"

My heart literally stopped and sank to the bottom of my stomach. My eyes moved from the floor to Axel's emerald orbs. I didn't look at Namine because I knew the second he said my name I was fucked.

He sauntered over and sat down on the table.

"Hello blondie...and girl blondie." he said looking over at Namine

"What you're name." he queried , she leaned back shifting gears seamlessly, from angry to sexy in .5 seconds.

"Namine." she said in a mid octave, sensual yet sweet voice, I really did love her sometimes. She was a master of manipulation and a bitch too. Now don't look at me like that, she calls herself a bitch alt least 13 times a day, she says its a good thing.

"Cool...cute name." he said stretching out across the table top, I moved my cereal to my lap to keep him from knocking it over.

"And yours?"

The name's Axel. A-X-E-L. Got it memorized?"

A saw a faint smile appear on her lips "Definitely, consider it memorized."

Okay so maybe she wasn't mad that it didn't tell her how well I knew Axel, maybe she would let it go.

"So what are we gonna do today?" asked the redhead

I looked over at Namine, her face was sweet and calm even slightly inquisitive. Or so the average person would think...but at a very low frequency, just enough so that could catch them she was radiating death waves

I was fucked.

"I'm not sure." I said softly, I'm not gonna lie, Namine frightens me.

He sighed "What is there to do here."

Namine scoffed "Nothing."

Axel jumped up quickly "I refuse to believe that!"

"Well its true." I said

"Fine...if threes nothing to do then I should at least get to know you guys."

Obviously Namine had no objections.

"Okay...we should go in rounds we ask a question and we all answer it...oh we should get more people.

This is the point where my apprehension began.

"Whose is that." he said pointing to a silverette fondly know as Riku.

"Riku." answered Namine

"Whats his deal?" asked Axel

"Suicidal." said Nam calmly

"Okay, hmm him?" he said pointing to Marluxia

"Schizo."

He nodded

"Him." his hand facing Zexion

"Zex...mute."

"Hm...him?"

"My BFFL Demyx...ummm multiple personalities." she said

I could tell she almost didn't want to tell him, Demyx was sweet and one of the best friends you would probably ever have, but Myde...was the polar opposite.

"Alright...well lets get them all over here."

Namine and I raised an eyebrow. Hers with intrigue mine with fear and confusion.

"Sure."

"Are you out of you're fucking mind?" I asked

"Supposedly...or I wouldn't be here." she said sweetly.

I watched in terror as the two rounded up not just the aforementioned people plus a blond girl named Larxene, an older man with an eye patched who went by the name Xigbar, and a rather high spirited girl who reminded me of a chipmunk named Yuffie. Some how despite the "Issues" all 10 of us gathered around in a circle on this fine Saturday afternoon and had a lovely time getting to know ea ch other.

Okay...that complete bullshit...heres what actuallyhappened

"Okay whose first?" asked Axel

"Oh! Oh! Me! Me! Mememe! Pick me!" yelled the raven haired girl lifting her hand high in the air.

"Okay...you go...first question and every body has to answer. What your name?"

"Easy...Yuffie."

And so proceeded to go around the circle saying our names, the only good thing that came out of this activity was what was once believed to be a mute Zexion spoke.

"Okay...next person." said Axel giving this Larxene a chance to ask any question she desired and have it answered by us under the pretense that when our turn came she would return the favor.

I was starting to notice a pattern in Axel.

"Okay..lets skip all the boring questions in the world like favorite colors and foods and get right to the good shit..hmm...sexual orientation."

My.

Fucking.

God

Was she serious?

We were two damn seconds into the game and this bitch was gonna get me killed. Now I guess you're thinking how could Axel being gay get you killed Roxas. Its simple really

Namine is one crazy bitch.

Surprisingly enough most of us were either gay or bi

Riku-Gay

Zexion-Bi

Xigbar-Bi

Yuffie-Straight

Demyx-Gay

Namine-Bi, she says this way she increases her chances of nailing somebody...that girls libido

Me-Gay, duh!

Marluxia-Bi,of course, pervert

Larxene-Straight, A shock right? would've guessed I was sure she was at least B

and then came my ultimate doom.

Axel-Gay

Namine's eyes flinched for just a second before she looked at me. I swallowed hard, her death trays were very obvious now, everybody saw it.

"You okay Namine?" asked Riku

"Fine." she gritted out

And the questions continued down this glorious path for a long time. Riku then felt the need to ask about our favorite sex positions. While Xigbar asked us the longest we've ever lasted. Marluxia asked us the kinkiest place we ever did And you wouldn't believe some of the weirdo shit we heard, like apparently Riku did it in a bush, Demyx did it in a Sauna room and Larxene in her parents bed.

Ew.

I thought things had reached their absolute worse and that things could only go up from here But that was before it was Zexion's turn. You would never know what a perv this kid was considering he had never spoke until this day. Personally, I think the world had planned for Zexion to break free of his shell on this exact day and be lively and sociable just to ruin my life. I expected something normal, I expected him to be the shining light but no...you wanna know what he said.

"Who do you have fantasies about?"

I don't so much blame Zexion for the question as I blame Axel for his answer.

"Isn't it obvious...I'm all types of crazy for Roxas."

Oh yes...he went there.

I just met him and he apparently has dreams of the erotic kind staring yours truly. How is that possible, he didn't even sleep last night.

What is this?

So I blinked a few times in confusion before clearing my throat.

"Excuse me?"

"You heard me..its all about you sweetie." he said this before flitting his eyes between me and Namine quickly and elusively, nobody seemed to notice the little tick but me.

Of course.

"I don't know if he feels the same..." he said dejectedly and I was completely shocked until he said

"but its okay..cause you can't win all the time."

In my head I heard bloodcurdling cries and breaking glass. I turned slowly and nonchalantly to face him and he just smiled cute little crooked smile before proceeding on with this sick game. He was good. Really good. So good Namine didn't notice that this game wasn't just a one-sided hobby for me, but an all out war. All the while she stared me down.

See.

Told you I was fucked.

And yet another mental note

Axel-2

Roxas-0

But I felt a comeback in the near future.

A/N: Oh a circle of sharing...the things we learn...also sorry for the lack of italian Axel. :/

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