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Chapter 5
Well of course right after that Namine pulled me aside.
Believe me it, was brutal.
She grabbed me by my arm taking me away from the group and took me into a corner. She stared at me for a while without saying anything, she just stared on expectantly like she wanted me to speak first. When I didn't she looked at me angrily while clenching her hand into a fist.
"What the fuck Roxas!" she yelled punching me in my arm.
Hard.
"What?"
"Don't act fucking stupid!"
"I'm not."
"What do you call it?"
"What?"
"Just stop..."
"Just...?" I trailed off unsure of what else I could possibly say.
"Why would you do that!"
"Do what?"
"Just give a straight damn answer!"
"Ok..."
"Why lie to me Roxas... me... of all people?"
Okay, she had me there.
"Sorry."
She just put her head down.
"Another lie?"
"No... I'm really sorry."
"Am I just some judgmental bitch to you...? Somebody not worthy of telling the truth too?" she said looking up me with piercing blue eyes that strangely resembled my own.
"Nam... You know its not like that at all."
"Hmm... and you expect me to believe you now."
Again... She made a valid point.
She shook her head.
"Listen Nam... I'm sorry."
She looked at me with slight frustration before her face just relaxed into disappointment and she walked away with a scoff.
"Yeah... sure you are."
I leaned back, resting my head on the cold wall.
I felt so horrible which was weird for me, not that I'm void of emotion, but I just generally don't care about other peoples bitching and whining. But to see Namine with that look on her face it really hit home for me.
Axel and me were gonna have a problem.
Correction.
Me and Axel have a problem.
I stormed away from the corner Namine had boxed me into, to go and find Axel. He was over on the other side of the room conversing with Riku who appeared to be his new BFF.
"Axel..." I said walking up to him.
He turned away from a Riku with a smile on his face, like they were in the middle of a joke.
"Yes love?" I looked at him like he was crazy.
What the hell was this guy's problem?
"We need to talk." I said as calmly possible considering my growing anger.
He started walking calmly in front of me towards the room, like he was completely oblivious to why I was angry.
"Don't act so oblivious." I said through clenched teeth.
"What?" he queried feigning innocence.
He was such an ass.
He walked into the room holding the door open for me.
"After you honey."
I was going to kill him. But not until we got in the room. The last thing I needed was to make some damn scene in front of all the attendees and have me have my ass sedated and dragged off to solitary.
I stormed in after him and slammed the door behind me.
"Do wanna explain what you were trying to accomplish?" I questioned trying to remain calm.
"What are you talking about?"
I breathed in deeply trying to maintain my composure.
Stay calm Roxas, just stay calm I told myself.
I let out slow breaths before I spoke
"Stop this right now! What we do is what we do... but don't drag my god damned friends into it!"
"What are implying?"
"Stop being an idiot!"
"I'm the idiot?"
"Yes... You're the idiot... and everything you do further proves my point!"
"You know what, you're right... you're not an idiot, you're nothing but a fucking little kid who makes up fairy tales and plays games."
"You don't know what the hell you're talking about so shut you're mouth!"
"Lower your voice." he said sounding annoyed.
"Don't you dare tell me what the hell to do-"
"Watch it."
"No you watch it-"
"Roxas... shut up." he replied advancing towards me.
"Who do you think you are!"
"You started this... so look."
"No... you look bitch!"
In retrospect, I probably shouldn't have said that.
Once he gave me that face I regretted it.
He looked at me with such massive anger.
I genuinely feared for my life, and for good reason.
He rushed over and grasped me by my throat, picking me up about a good two feet off the ground and shoving my back against the wall, my head banged it slightly making me a emit a slight 'umph'.
"Don't you ever!"
My eyes looked over his... behind his emerald eyes was a trace of some unknown emotion. He leaned in close to my face.
Too close.
His breath ghosting over my lips as his jaw clenched tightly.
Then he murmured something... something too low for me to catch.
"You understand! Don't you ever... Call me out my mother fucking name!"
I could physically feel myself shaking every inch of my body trembling in fear.
It was the scariest thing I had ever seen.
A thin layer of cold sweat prickled on top of my skin as he proceeded to yell at me while keeping trapped again the wall. I was pinned so tightly I couldn't even move.
"Cagna come te mi fa star male!" he shouted.
I had no clue what that meant, but it couldn't be good.
I wanted to say something... but I was scared positively shitless.
"Do you under-fucking-stand blondie? Il mio nome è Axel!"
I nodded furiously as my feet hovered above the ground, with my head growing dizzy, spinning from the lack of oxygen.
"Axel... Axel... please."
"Don't even try to beg for mercy... Perché non dovrei ucciderti adesso."
"A-Axel..." my voice barely a whisper.
"You think you know everything, but you don't. You don't!"
I squirmed underneath his grip, my vision blurring over.
I was sure he was gonna kill me right there and then. I didn't even bother wasting my remaining breaths in further pleading.
He furrowed his brow and dropped me angrily.
My limp body fell down quickly on an angle making me land on my ankle. It let out an earth shattering crack which was promptly followed by a very unmanly scream from my throat.
Axel did a complete 180, his features changing from anger to raw fear.
"Roxas? Are you okay?" he yelled bending down to look at me.
Do I look okay! I just broke my damn ankle! Or at least that's what I would have said if I hadn't been crying like somebody died.
"Roxas... Roxy... I'm sorry."
The predatory growl had left his voice. It was calm, concerned... and even a little worried.
What the hell was this guy's problem?
I sobbed heavily my chest heaving up and down. I wanted nothing more than to get a damn grip on myself and stop bawling in front of this... this... whatever the hell you want to call him.
"Roxy... you want me to go get somebody?"
"Why the hell... would I... would I want somebody... some-somebody in here!" I yelled between heavy sobs.
He looked at me, guilt plaguing his features.
"Roxy I'm sorry." he answered quietly, "Want me to put you on the bed?"
"N-No!" my voice squeaked in fear of the pain that was sure to come.
"I wont hurt you... please let me just get you on the bed."
I sniffed in slightly, my eyes red and my ankle throbbing.
"NO! Don't touch me!"
"Roxy... Roxy please."
"I said, don't touch me!"
"Please..."
I sighed before nodding in agreeance.
I haven't a clue why I was trusting him so much. I blame the searing pain.
I closed my eyes tightly as I felt him lift me off the ground, and against my strongest wishes my arms wrapped them selves tightly around his neck.
Now don't go imagining this the wrong way.
First and foremost I still hated him. And secondly I couldn't be any less concerned with him considering how much my ankle hurt.
I hissed out in pain as he gently placed me on the bed before taking a seat on his watching me closely.
"I can get you some ice."
I laughed under my breath quietly, almost manically.
"Axel... were in nut house where we can't even have our own shoelaces. You can just go reach in the fridge and grab some ice."
He looked at me with a determined look.
"I'll be back." he upon said standing, "With the ice."
I laid my head back as he he closed the door behind him. I replayed that sequence in my head over and over analyzing each part of it in detail.
What the hell did I say that deserved to be choked? Had I offended him just that much? Or maybe he just a seriously short temper...
I looked up when I heard him coming through the door with a triumphant look on face.
"Ice." he said bending down on the side of the bed placing it on my ankle softly. I let out a faint hiss of pain as he held it on.
"Look." he said averting his eyes, "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you."
"Yeah. Sure."
"I really didn't, I just... lost my temper."
I just shook my head and closed my eyes, I was at a loss for words. Not to mention I was scared.
What was to stop him from doing it again?
Nothing, that's what.
With my eyes closed and the silence of the room flowing into my ears I slowly felt sleep coming over me.
But not before I heard Axel saying something quietly to my what he thought was my sleeping body.
"I didn't mean it, I'm sorry, I don't know what it is about you. You take my emotions too the extremes, you've seen so much of me in less than 48 hours. You're driving me crazy Roxy.
He let out a defeated sigh and I tried my hardest not to open my eyes.
"Io non quello che sto per fare con voi" he said before placing a kiss on my forehead.
I kept my eyes closed as he headed to his bed.
My. God.
What is this guy's problem?
A/N: So...sorry about the violence if it upset you
Translations:
Cagna come te mi fa star male!-Bitches like you makes me sick
Il mio nome è Axe!- My name is Axel
Perché non dovrei ucciderti adesso-Why should I not kill you right now
Io non quello che sto per fare con voi-I don't know what I'm gonna do with you
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