HELLLOOOO! Im BACCKK! Sorryy guys I know you must be going crazy waiting for me to update this story but my computer was broken...its fixed now and so the story will be back to regular update status

I was gonna try to do a double upate but I was so anxious to post this I couldn't wait until I finished the other chapter...

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Also a thanks to KitsuneNoSeiza who gave me the translations for this chapter! :D

Chapter 6

Once again another sleepless night. I was really afraid to even breath, you didn't see Axel. Those green eyes burning with anger and hatred it was terrifying, not to mention the searing pain of my ankle. I laid there staring at the ceiling contemplating what the hell made me think I should have said that too him and everything else that happened today. Like the fact that Namine is officially not my friend any in short, my life is ending bit by bit. My stomach lurched when I heard shuffling and mumbling on the other of the room. My heart started racing erratically.

Oh god god no.

He's awake.

He was awake and moving.

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

I was just so damn scared. But I finally manged to turn and take a faint glance at him. He was pacing back and fourth in the small area of our room with his head down and a fistful of his hair mumbling to himself. Now I was intrigued. Still scared, don't get me wrong still scared as hell, but intrigued as well.I sat up just slightly trying not to make any sudden movements as he continued pacing in his little elliptical pattern while tugging on his hair and mumbling to himself. I just don't understand why they had to put him in my room. I swallowed hard squinting to see him in the dark room. I licked my excessively dry lips, I could literally hear my heart beating in my chest.

"A-Axel" I stuttered

He just kept pacing and mumbling to himself.

I cleared my throat

"...Axel?"

More pacing and louder mumbling, he began running his fingers throughout his hair quicker looking down at the floor pacing in the small area.

"Axel...Axel?" I questioned raising my voice, when I quickly clamped my hand to my mouth in fear of what would happen after yelling at him.

His head snapped up quickly and I physically saw the light return to his eyes,

Scary shit.

"You just don't understand." he said his voice almost a whisper.

What have I done?

"You can't protect yourself...but neither can I...you have to understand that or he'll get you."

"What?" I asked nervously

"Somebody here will keep you safe. Don't worry buddy." he said, and then he did something really scary.

He smiled.

The sweetest most genuine smile you can possibly imagine. For that entire instant I forgot how crazy he was and just saw the sexy ass man standing before me. Then he ruined it. I watched as his chest started heaving slowly and then quickening in pace he clutched his hand to his chest. My first thought was oh my gosh he's having a heart attack. But then he dropped to his knees with a loud thud gripping a his legs, clawing at them with his hands.

"Non è colpa mia!I cant fucking help you!"

My eyes widened.

"Make it stop! Fallo smettere di gridare! Please! Please! Im so sorry." he yelled his voice breaking.

I felt a cold sweat break out on my skin. And my breath grew shallow, cause the scariest thing was that he was crying. What the hell did I do to deserve this? I had seen about four different sides of Axel within three days, quite frankly I had seen enough.

"Make him fucking stop! Damn it!Fermalo!" he yelled

My eyes darted quickly as I heard the doorknob twist and an attendee came running in. Don t you just love how he damn near killed me and all was fine but he cries on the floor and they call in the mother fucking troops. I tell you. Its outrageous,but anyway. The man bent down trying to see Axel's eyes, I give him credit for bravery.

"Axel." he asked calmly

"I already tried that." I thought but I decided to keep it myself .

"Axel?" he asked again

" Volevo aiutarti...Mi dispiace " he whispered

I damn sure wanted to know what he was redhead spun around quickly grasping the attendee by the shoulders.

"Can't you make him stop? I can't deal with the sound of his voice!" he said more tears steaming down his face, his head dropped as his chest heaved up and down.

"...Please, just make him stop." he begged

The attendee looked over at me, I just shrugged.

"Alright Axel...I'll make him stop...just come with me."

The redhead stood up slowly following him out of the room. "I can't hear him anymore...it hurts too much."

I just watched in awe as Axel calmly allowed himself-. No as Axel voluntarily walked out of the room practically arm in arm with the damn attendee. For hours after that I just laid there still unable to sleep. I mean the man had made me a goddamnned insomniac. Seriously I have gotten like 5 hours of sleep in the last three days. I just tossed and turned and eventually I must've fallen asleep because next thing I knew I was waking up, I rolled over to find Axel's bed still empty which didn't come as much of a surprise considering he did have a complete break down last night but still, I guess I was just... wishful thinking. But aside from that, everything was normal, including the overwhelming pain in my ankle it just hurt so damn much. I stood placing my hand on the head board to balance all of my weight to one side, to be honest I had no clue how I would last through the day but slowly and patiently I managed to make my way out of the room and into the corridor leading to the dining area, believe me it was the last place I wanted to be but If I didn't eat it would just get me more trouble, so grudgingly I struggled through whatever the hell the breakfast was, some kind of oatmeal... maybe.

Whatever it was the point is I was miserable,absolutely miserable. Day in and day out this what I did and each time I turned the knob to go into my room a little portion of me hoped to Axel laying on that bed but each day I was let in this monotonous routine 15 days had passed. To be honest I actually missed him. I don't know how that possible, I didn't know him. didn't really know any one side well enough to assess if I even like him. Well that's not entirely true, I had gotten up close and personal with his angry side, I was still sporting the limp to prove it, thought when I went to see the the lady in the infirmary she told me it was just a hairline fracture. Thank god. But it was still pretty bad, she had actually gotten me some crutches though I barely used I was sitting there bored out of my mind just left with my thoughts I wondered what exactly was wrong with Axel... bipolar, maybe. Who the hell knew. A knock on the door interrupted my thoughts.

"Roxas!" called the attendee.

I rolled my eyes, I just wasn't in the fucking mood.

"Yes?" I answered

"Its time to go."

I sighed and stood walking towards the door, I was allowed to go to my appointments by myself now with my crutches. Fun.

I hobbled down the hall and through the common area I spotted Namine sitting with Demyx and Marluxia, I scrunched up my nose. Now what the hell is wrong with this picture, how about one pink haired schizo sitting in my seat. That's what! I scoffed and headed down the hall knocking on her door.

"Come in." she replied

I rolled my eyes opening the door and taking a seat across from her.

"So...how are things?"

"No silencer?"

She sighed before standing and flicking on the minuscule machine.

"So...how are things."

I leaned back. "I don't know." I said looking out the window, I was off of probation but I still hadn't been out on account of the bum leg.

"Really?" she asked trying to mask her surprise in the lack of my flat line answer.

"why don't you know?"

"There just a lot of things that are different."

"Like?" she asked encouraging me to continue in conversation I decided I might as well.

"Like..." I wasn't sure she needed to know about Namine she damn sure didn't need to know about Axel.

"Just my routine in general." I finished

"Hmm." she said scribbling on her notepad

"Care to elaborate?"

"Not necessarily."

"It figures...well heard you have a roommate."

Surely she knew Axel had been gone for over two weeks, so what was her angle.

"Yes."

"How are you two getting along?"

What the fuck is her deal.

"As well as can be expected, but you said yourself, I'm not a people person."

"Very true."

She just stared me down, most likely waiting for me to say "Hey don't you know Axel is gone."

Nuh-uh. Not gonna happen.

"Well Roxas, we only have 20 minutes left, anything else."

"Nope I'm done."

"Do you wanna tell me why you are suddenly so talkative."

"Nope."

She sighed "Okay, I'll just take what I can get."

"How about we end early?"

I narrowed my eyes at her

"No trick Roxas, no ploy, no scheme, no angle. I just want to end early."

I stood "Alright then, I'll see you next week."

"Very well, goodbye Roxas."

I left closing the door behind me. That was weird. Maybe she knew something I didn't

A/N: Where is Axel? Oh noooo! Lol jk everything is fine(Probably not) hehe...now I'm just fucking with your head! :D

Beta'd by BLub271~Much love to her

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Translations(Italian)

"Fallo smettere di gridare"-"Make him stop screaming"

"Stop him" -"Fermalo"

"It's not my fault"-"Non è colpa mia"

"I wanted to help"-"Volevo aiutarti"

"Sorry" -"Mi dispiace"