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Chapter 7

Another week. Fun.

I'm really starting to hate my life... Well, I've never been a huge fan of it anyways but things are getting exceedingly worse. You know that whole "Taking things for granted" bit had really came back to bite me in the ass. Cause right now I am majorly missing Namine. But, what am I supposed to do I have ultimately been replaced.

Yes, you haven't heard? Marluxia has replaced me, and not only has he replaced me he has positively responded to each one of Namine's advances. Its creepy as all hell, cause they are inching ever closer to being "an item".

Disgusting right? That's what I said. And to add insult to injury, figuratively of course, I miss Axel. Like legit miss him. Crazy right? Like I said, I'm really starting to hate my life.

It's lunch time and I am dreading having to go out there, Marluxia and Namine are sickening to watch and I just feel everybody's eyes on me. It drives me absolutely crazy. Okay, maybe they aren't all looking but I damn sure feels like they are, but that's nothing new. I'm always being watched. But I digress, sooner or later they were gonna come in here and make sure that I came out to eat. I felt like one of the eating disorder patients being closely monitored for food consumption.

My life.

The faint knock on the door interrupted my thoughts.

The attendee peeked his head in.

"Hey Rox... you gotta come in."

"Hmm good I can't wait for da eats." I said with my best impression of a hillbilly.

He just rolled his eyes, "Yeah, I'm sure... just come on."

I sighed rising off the bed placing my I-pod down. Oh yeah I didn't tell you, I got to restored to full privileges the other day I'm officially mentally stable enough not to choke myself with the headphones. That's reassuring right? With each passing moment I find it harder and harder to go on with my pathetic excuse of a life.

So I walked to through the line and grabbed my food.

A sandwich... hmph... I might eat it.

I was contemplating condiments when I felt a presence near me.

Namine... Namine?

"Umm... hey." I said uncertainly.

"Hey Rox... what's up?"

I looked around nervously.

"... Nothing."

"Oh that's cool... I heard you got restored to full privileges."

We don't have much to talk about around here so even little things spread fast.

"Yeah, got the I-pod today."

"Awesome." she sighed, I did the same.

Our heads both turned away avoiding eye contact.

"I miss you." we said simultaneously, blue eyes sparkled.

"Really?" she asked placing her hands on my shoulders.

"Yeah." I answered.

"Yeah it really sucked without you, I don't think there's a single person in the place with an attitude as bad as yours."

That's actually a compliment.

"I know."

"Good... bring your shit lunch and come sit with us 'kay?"

I smiled.

No apology, no arguing, no talking it out. This is why me and Namine worked.

Heartless, blue-eyed, blond haired demons. It's the seemingly innocent that can't be trusted.

What I wasn't looking forward to was sitting next to Marluxia. Insert shudder here. That dude gives me major chills, but if Namine was dealing with him then maybe I had missed something.

Probably not.

I'm an amazing judge of character, I highly doubt that in had overlooked any normalcy in that guy.

Grabbing my tray I followed behind my once again best friend who I had missed like crazy in these last few weeks and set next to her across from Marluxia who looked at me weirdly.

"You guys are friends again?" he asked turning to Namine.

"Yup." she said flatly without making eye-contact.

Same old Namine.

The pink haired man looked at me crossly before turning his eyes back to Namine. "So he apologized."

"For what?" she asked looking at her tray.

He just raised an eyebrow before shrugging and looking at his own plate. "Nothing I guess." he mumbled.

The rest of the lunch was incredibly awkward, it also lacked Namine's usual sexual innuendos. And every now and again I would look over to see Namine's hand in his.

I coughed slightly into the the crook of my arm looking at the two of them.

She pulled her hand from his using it to push the hair out of her face. Marluxia look over sending me a dirty look.

This was absolutely torturous.

We struggled through the hour and I was actually relieved when they told me it was time for me to go to my session. Well, I won't go so far as to say relieved because I was always annoyed when I had to see that bitch, but at least now I was out of an extremely uncomfortable situation.

I reached over and hugged Namine before standing up to leave.

"See ya tomorrow Rox." she said.

"Yeah, see ya." I said as I tried to not to look at Marluxia.

That man had it out for me, I could feel it.

I slowly ambled towards her door sighing as I raised a hand to knock, she appeared at the door opening it for me which was just slightly unusual.

"Roxas." she said flatly.

"Yes, it is I, the wonderful and magnificent Roxas." I replied stepping pass her as she flipped on the silencer.

More unusual still.

"Sit." she commanded.

I leaned back crossing my arms over my chest. "Why so hostile?"

She looked at me with a blank stare. "Sit." she said again.

Defensively and growing more and more annoyed I sat on the couch as she sat on the large arm chair across from me.

"Roxas since you've got here we've played by your rules."

"They're fair ones though."

"Listen."

I looked on as she stared me down.

"You didn't tell me Axel left."

"Thought you knew."

"You purposely let me believe you knew nothing."

"You did the same."

"I have patient confidentiality to worry about."

"Whatever helps you sleep at night."

"I'm sick of this... we tried it your way. Now I want answers."

This bitch had lost her mind.

"Why lie about Axel hmm?"

I shrugged.

She slammed her hands down on the arms of the chairs. "Dammit Roxas I'm not doing this again with you!"

I swallowed thickly. It was like my first day all over again.

"You are not the same person!" she yelled.

I looked away, I could feel the anger pulsing through me as my heartbeat pounded into my ears.

"Say something!"

I kept my eyes to the floor.

She scoffed, "When they brought you here you didn't speak." she said quietly.

"And when you finally did you told me you didn't wanted to be that person anymore."

I bit the inside of my cheek. God I wished she would shut-up.

"I helped you Roxas. You are not the same person, I did this for you."

"You didn't do a motherfucking thing but keep your mouth shut!" I yelled snapping she was walking into a disgusting place.

"And this is the thanks I get?"

I clenched my teeth together. "You get nothing from me."

"You owe your life to me! I tried to help you! And you turned into this!"

"So I'm sort of monster now?" I yelled standing, "I don't want to hear this anymore."

"You sit down!"

"Or what?"

She laughed under her breath. "Okay... Sora."

My left up twitched upward as I advanced to her.

"...What... wh-what did you call me."

"You're the same... just keep on running like you always have."

I felt tears stinging my eyes, "You don't know what you're saying."

"Does Axel know?"

"Shut up."

"You have feelings for him don't you?" she asked smugly.

"Shut the hell up."

"Like you could ever love anyone."

She always did know how to push my buttons, I was heating up and my vision was blurring I was almost positive I was going to loose conciseness.

"Shut up." I growled taking a closer step to her she stood in front of the chair.

"You look angry."

I breathed slowly out of my nose.

"If your father could see you now."

That was the last straw.

Next thing I knew somehow I was standing above her banging the stapler into her chest repeatedly with all my might little sprinkles of blood dotting her blouse as she yelled hoarsely for help. I let a throaty shout rip from my lungs as the attendees wrapped their hands around my arms dragging me out of her off my shoes scuffing the shining tiles.

"You will die you evil spiteful bitch!" I spat as I struggled against them trying to get back to her.

I wanted to finish what I started.

"You will die! You fucking hear me you manipulative bitch? You have done nothing for me! I am who I am because I chose to. I owe you nothing but a death sentence!"

The wind was knocked out of me as another attendee came pushing me onto the floor. I inhaled heavily trying to put air back into my lungs.

"Let it be known that I will only rest until your blood is shed! You will die!"

I looked up my eyes wildly scanning the room to see Namine's eyes on me. The needle pierced my vein as the cooling liquid spread through me and suddenly the roaring in my ears was slowly silenced as my eyes faded to black. My last thought as I drifted from reality was...

Isn't this ironic?

A/N: I feel like this was bound to happen eventually...and here it is

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