Chapter five is here~~~ Yay! Ok so… I know I freaked everyone out because of my last chapter, but just STAY CALM. NO BODY PANIC. If you do you'll only make it worse for yourselves ha… Ok I'll start now.

You're never sure if someone really loves you until they risk their lives to save you.

Your never sure how you feel until you have to face the cruel of watching the one you love die.

Ciel slowly sat up, eyes shut closed. His hands were burning like crazy and his les bleeding. Though, that didn't matter.

As Ciel opened his eyes he saw the horrible truth. Alois was laying, motionless, a few feet away from the now stopped van. The man in the van was bent of the steering wheel, bleeding some and puking.

Ciel managed to crawl over to Alois, tears streaming down his face as he got closer to the bleeding body. Alois' leg was so bent in an awkward way and there was so much blood that Ciel couldn't tell where it was all coming from.

As Ciel got closer he reached out and pulled the limp body in his arms, getting nothing but a weak groan out of Alois.

Ok…good…he was alive… for now.

Other people nearby had seen the accident and were gathering around, one women was on the phone with the ambulance.

A woman came up to Ciel and Alois, bending down and trying to see if he was ok. Though this only made Ciel hold onto Alois tighter, worried that she was going to separate them.

The women did no such thing, though. Instead she spoke into some form of intercom, asking for more police, and then comforted Ciel by letting him know help would be there shortly.

It didn't take long at all before an ambulance, sirens blaring, pulled up close to them. People rushed out of the van with a gurney and made it over to Alois. Ciel didn't want to let go though, even though he knew that if he didn't Alois would die. He forced himself to let them put Alois on the gurney, and watched as they put Alois in the back of the ambulance. A man picked Ciel up, to his surprise, and went in the back of the ambulance as well. Ciel was set down near Alois, watching as they hooked some things up to him and were cleaning away the blood.

He had to look away though, not wanting to see all of it. It was… too much. When someone came and asked if he needed help he yelled at them to put all there attention on Alois.

In surprise by Ciel's out burst, they did.

Ciel felt terrible… if he hadn't yelled at Alois… if he had just let him play around and ignore it… maybe they would have both missed the van.

The ride to the hospital took what seemed like forever. He knew they needed to get Alois there. So why did it take so long?

When they finally got there the back doors to the van opened and Alois was rolled out, unconscious by now. During the ride Alois had woken up and gotten knocked out several times. Every time he woke up he looked at Ciel, who started crying again every time he was looked at.

Ciel looked outside the van and was surprised to see Sebastian and Claude pulling up into the driveway, Claude getting out and following the medics in with Alois, while Sebastian ran over to him.

Sebastian picked Ciel up immediately and held onto him tightly while Ciel cried on Sebastian.

They didn't speak to each other, though Sebastian never set him down as they went in the hospital as well.

To Ciel's displeasure he had to be put in a separate room then Alois, considering he had been a bit wounded as well. He really wanted to be with Alois, but the doctors and Sebastian wouldn't let him.

His leg and hands had been bandaged, to stop the bleeding, and they had poured alcohol on his hands before they were bandaged up. That stung badly.

Ciel was laying down in the bed at the hospital, his eyes closed. He could feel Sebastian stroking his hair and telling him everything was going to be ok… but he didn't believe him.

What if Alois died? What if his leg was broken forever? What if he wouldn't be able to talk? Or eat? Or breathe? There were so many things that could go wrong he didn't believe everything would be ok. He was so worried.

Even though Ciel wanted to be awake when he someone came to tell them whether or not Alois was ok…. He wound up drifting off into the nightmare realm anyways. As he fell asleep, he heard Sebastian whisper something and wipe his tears away, but he wasn't able to catch what he had said.

Ciel woke up several hours later, it was late by now, yet Sebastian was still there. Even though he was sleeping in a chair a bit farther away, he was there. Ciel slipped out of bed, wincing at the pain in his leg. He limped to the door and slid it open.

"Young man you can't be out of your room—"

"Shut the hell up and tell me where Alois Trancy is now!" Ciel snapped.

The nurse jumped back and stared at Ciel. "Room 208… just down the hall…" She whispered.

Ciel ignored anything else from her and went in that direction. He had to lean against the wall for support, but he didn't care.

When he got to the room he went inside. Claude looked up from the book he was reading and then simply looked back down, continuing to read.

Ciel walked over to Alois, seeing him wrapped up in a few casts and bandages. He let out a sigh of relief to see he was still breathing, and pulled out a chair to sit beside him.

Claude looked at Ciel, got up, and then left. Ciel didn't mind though, he just wanted to see Alois.

Ciel waited for what seemed like forever, watching Alois quietly. It was all he could do not to cry… seeing Alois like this… and it was his fault.

Ciel let out a shaky breathe and laid his head down on the bed, closing his eyes and drifting off again.

Ciel awoke to his hair being stroked. He kept his head down for bit, just enjoying it, and then remembered where he was. His eyes snapped open and his head shot up. Alois was awake…

"Alois…."

"Yes?"

Ciel watched as Alois scooted over some, and patted the spot beside him. Ciel forced himself not to cry, and carefully got in beside Alois. He gently laid his hand on the blonde's stomach, looking anywhere but at Alois.

"Cieeel~" Alois whispered.

Ciel looked up at Alois to see him… smiling? Who would be smiling after they get hit by a van! Alois would… only him. He was crazy.

Ciel didn't smile. He shook his head and laid it down close to Alois' shoulder. He saw the blonde's smile fade and get replaced with a slightly sad expression.

"Ciel…what's wrong?"

Ciel froze and his eye twitched, looking up at Alois.

"What the hell do you think is wrong? You got hit by a van when it should have been me!"

"Nooo"

"Yeees!"

"Noooooooo"

"Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees"

"NOOOOOOOOOOOOO"

"YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES"

Ciel paused as he realized what they were doing and Alois giggled, putting his good arm around Ciel and pulling him a bit closer.

"If you had gotten hit… I wouldn't have forgiven myself," Alois whispered into Ciel's ear.

Ciel shook his head, looking away. He couldn't believe this… it was… so very annoying yet… so sweet. He sighed and bit his lip.

"Alois…."

"Yes?"

"…"

"What is it, seal?"

Ciel's eye twitched and he sighed. Sometimes he wondered just how Alois could be so annoying even in these situations… he's such a troll.

"…."

"Ooook fine. What is it, Ciel?"

"Uhm…."

Alois smiled and closed his eyes again, keeping Ciel as close as he could. Ciel stayed quiet for awhile until he felt thought Alois was sleeping. He shook him just barely to make sure the blonde was.

"Alois… I love you…" He whispered, laying his head back down and closing his eyes.

He wasn't tired, he just didn't want to leave right now…. He never wanted to leave.

"I love you too~" He heard Alois whisper, Ciel's face lighting up in red.

END OF CHAPTER

Ok so… yea . Next chapter will be longer but this is all I really wanted for chapter five. Sarah seriously wouldn't stop bugging me about this XD kept asking questions I couldn't answer.

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