It's complicated
Rate: nope... still no idea with the rating here.
Summary: "SEBASTIAAAAAAAAAAAN!" Ciel screams in agony. Tears flowing like a river on those pale cheeks. As much as i want to scream and cry like Ciel, i have to be strong for Ciel. Because Sebastian is...
A/N: hi there! please enjoy and i'm really sorry for the late update. i havent got the time since im starting to get busy for the exams.. urgh... its killing me
Warning: Violence(i think) and english is not my mother language so if there is any errors do forgive me~
=CHAPTER 2=
"hm…. If I remember correctly it was a rainy day… 16 years ago…" and so the story begins.
FLASHBACK BJ'S POV
It was one of those rainy days, i was only 11 back then, and i just finished some intensive physical training with my 2 bestfriends slash partners.
"Maan~ my body is aching! Mr. Knox is so strict i dont like it" i complained while rubbing my sore hand and drying my hair.
"Yeah right, you always say that... after EVERY physical training" my brownish-blonde friend said while changing into a white t-shirt.
"Tell me about it... oh hey Justin pass me the towel would ya?" said my ebony haired friend. and Justin threw a towel to him and he started drying his hair. I pouted.
"you guys are mean! No candy for you two!" i said overdramaticly, Justin only rolled his eyes and my ebony friend frowned
"You know how much i hate sweets!" he made a discusted face, but me and Justin just laughed. And before we know it we were joking and laughing around.
KNOCK KNOCK, a soft knock on the door disturbed our laughing. And the door opened without saying is it okay or not for the knocker to come in.
"Ho ho ho! I hope i'm not bothering you kids" said a very familiar voice.
"Mr. Tanaka what brings you here sir?" said my ebony haired friend
"Would you boys mind coming with me? I want you guys to meet someone" we all look at each other, and look back at Mr. Tanaka and then nodded in a unison.
Mr. Tanaka got out of our shared room and lead us to the elevator, he brought us to the eleventh floor. The health and rehabilitation section, i raised an eyebrow what was Mr. Tanaka bringing us here for?. After we got out of the elevator Mr. Tanaka talked with one of the nurses, and she led us to a certain room in the end of the hall. We all stood infront of the door, Mr. Tanaka opened the door and the nurse excuse her self. After the nurse left we took a look inside the room, it was just a normal room. The ones that looks like one of those hospital rooms. And in the middle of the room there's a bed, and lied there a kid but i couldn't tell if this kid was a boy or a girl. This kid was sleeping soundly in the bed although there was a few bandages here and there. Mr. Tanaka walks towards the kid and gave a soft pat on the kids shoulder.
The kids eyes immediately shot open and sat up straight with a bit trace of fear on the kids face, and suddenly the kid was groaning in pain while holding onto his or her shoulder. Mr. Tanaka pushed the kid back so that the kid was laying back on the bed, and give the kid a soft smile. "It's okay kiddo, hohoho! I'm just here to introduce you to a few people ho. Ho. Ho!" The kid relaxed and sigh in relief. Mr. Tanaka called us to get closer to the bed and we could see the kid clearly, the kids eyes was cerulean blue, the skin was flawless it was such a bad thing that the kid was all bandaged up and look so emotionless.
"Ho ho ho, please introduce your selfs" he said. And the room was still silent so i started the introduction.
"Yo! My name is Benjamin Parker Johnson but call me BJ, kay? Oh yes its nice to met you!" i said with a big smile.
"I'm Justin. Justin Moore, and its nice too meet you" He said with a small smile. Me and Justin already introduce areselfs that only leaves.
"Hi there, my Name is Sebastian Michaelis" he said with his signature smile and took the kids hand in to his and gave a small kiss on it, "Its really nice too meet you, would you mind to tell me what your name is?" he smiled genuinely this time and the kid was abit shocked by Sebastian's behaviour... Well, here he's known as the most charming and polite guy. He'll cath anybody's heart, girls, boys, older people, even animals. Sometimes i just envy him so much. Were does he gets his charms anyway?
At first the kid hesitated on answering, after a while of waiting the kid finally said "Ciel. Ciel Phantomhive..." the kid said while retreating his or her hand from Sebastian's.
"ho ho ho, since the introducing is over i'll explain everything. Please take a seat." We all sit down on the couch near the bed. And finally started when we were ready paying attention to him.
"You see, this little..." Mr. Tanaka trailed off and looked at the kid and the kid gave a pleading face which i think is weird, but i put that aside. "boy here is the son of the couple Vincent and Rachel Phantomhive... And as you know a week ago the were killed by unknown people... and their house was burnt down.. "
"What? THE Phantomhives? I thought there were no survivors, its all over the news you know..'' Justin said with a frown
" ho ho ho, that is what we say to the reporters and journalist... you see this boy is not like any other normal kid... he's really smart for his age... and beside we did this to protect him from his parents murderers by his fathers request'' Mr. Tanaka while ruffling the kids hair. He then put both his hands on each side of the kid shoulder.
"Now this three boys here will be your partners, they will help you if you have any things that are hard to understand and they will be your new roommates... And like you they have their own scars in life... " The boy nodded and Mr. Tanaka walk towards the door.
"hohoho now i'll leave you for a while... i have somewhere to go... " The three of us nod and uhh i think Ciel was his name just stared at the door. After mr. Tanaka left there was an awkward silence between the four of us.. so i decided to talk first.
"well... since mr. Tanaka left us here to know each other more let me introduce my self again and you'll be our partners for a long time so you have the right to know about our pasts... okay then... I'm Benjamin Parker Johnson but they usually call me BJ... before i was here i was an orphan and... well... i live at some random alley on the bad side of town... hahaha but i'm greatfull that i was saved by the people here... hahaha... or not maybe that day i would die for sure..." i smiled sadly "OKAY! It's justin's turn!" i said cheerfully .
"... my name is Justin Moore and i used to be normal school kid... until my father and mother sold me to... some guys... heh... and like BJ i'm really thankfull that i was saved by the people here... next is Sebastian..." Justin looked away
"I'm Sebastian Michaelis... i'm from the famous Michaelis family... my dad is a noble and agent at the same time like your father and my mom is just your normal japanese woman... when i was 6 they were killed i dont have anywere to go and Mr. Tanaka offered me to be a agent like my dad... and ever since that i choosed to follow my fathers step and be an agent like him..." he smiled.
After the short introductions and stories about our past and such, we started to tell about the place. And Ciel started to talk as well. And before we know it we were laughing together. That day when we first meet Ciel was the beggining of a good friendship.
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A month after rehabilitating in the health and rehabilitation section Ciel finally could start training with us. At first Ciel was really – really weak he doesn't even know how to hold a gun he said his father never educated him on self defence. Different with Sebastian he was taugh by his father to fight since he was 5. At first Ciel was the laughing stock of alot of people but he never really mind them. And we dont mind as well, as his partner the only thing we can do is give him support and help him as much as possible. Because of the constant mocking Ciel received everyday he became a really cold person. He rarely smiles. And easily gets mad. We didn't mind, but because of his new attitude the older guys like to bully him and the trainers kinda hates Ciel's attitude.
On one day there was aphysical group test. Me, Justin, Sebastian, and Ciel started to do lots of physical test. Every group past all the tests with ease but our group didn't past all of them because Ciel's body couldn't catch up. In the end he got scolded by the trainer and when we were about to defend him the trainer ordered us to go back to our room and rest and if we disobey we will get punished.
After we got back to our room, we took a shower and after that we all go back to the training hall but when we got there the place was already dark.
"Where should Ciel be?" Justin raised his shoulder to indicate that he doesn't know.
"The infirmary"
"What?"
"The infirmary, Ciel had a few scratches and bruises while doing the test... i have a good feeling he's there"
"Yeah, seriously" i just roll my eyes.
We went to the infirmary and Sebastian was right Ciel was in the infirmary but he was being bullied by the some older kids
"heh! You should go to cooking school... you are never gonna be a succesfull agent...you cant even defend your self..." Ciel just glare back at them, knowing Ciel no matter what they say Ciel would never give up.
"Dont even think about going to your friends for help, you will never get better because you are weak. And because you are weak one day your friends will die becuase of your weakness." Usually Ciel would ignore them, but when that guy mentioned those words his eyes widen.
"You dont want them to die dont you? So just quit, your never going to be a great agent." Ciel looked down to his feet, his shoulders was shaking.
"HEY! Stop bugging him!" when the bullies heards us, they went out. Mumbling something like 'why would they even hangout with a weakling like him' or 'You will totally be the cause of your friends death' . Sebastian glared at the one saying that, but it seems they didnt notice. Our attention went back to Ciel, he was looking at the ground. His body shaking.
"Ciel, dont listen to them" Sebastian said while patting Ciel's head.
". . ." Ciel kept silent, he didnt want to look up at us. We know that he was holding back his tears. And Ciel was to pridefull to let anyone see him cry.
"Ciel, its okay... Dont mind them. Their just jealous that you get to be teamed up with us." Sebastian said again softly.
"B-but, why i have to be in one team as you guys? I-i'm weak... what if they were right? What if one day because of my weakness you guys die because of me?" Ciel said looking up with tears filled eyes, he was desperately trying to hold back his tears.
"That wont happen, you'll just have to train harder. And dont worry we will help you all the way. Right guys?" Sebastian said giving his most beautifull smile.
"Of course! Even though your new, you are still part of them team. And as a team we should help eachother." I said.
"Never mind those guys, you can be strong too. But it just need some time. And like what they say, the last blooming flower is the most beautiful one" Justin said with a smile he rarely shows to anyone.
"See? We're all in this together. okay?"
"T-thank you" Ciel said, while tears started to roll down his cheeks.
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11 years has passed and we all got closer to one another, especially Ciel and we grew into great agents even Ciel the weak boy is now one of the top agents there is even though his age was quite young. But over the years Ciel has been known to have a bad attitude, its just that he was really cold too all people she meets besides from the three of us and Mr. Tanaka. The older guys that used to bully Ciel are now afraid of him, who knew that fragile Ciel can be so scary and ruthless when he gets mad. Everytime the academy hears Ciel's name they would be scared to death, but to be honest is Ciel really that scary? For years me, Justin, and Sebastian has been asking the same thing. But never really understand. Oh well, it doesnt matter as long as the four of us are together everything will be fine.
It was another one of those nights, nights where we would fight for the safety of our country.
"BJ Dont let that man escape!" Justin shouted. He throws something to Ciel. Ciel took out his gun and put the thing that Justin gave. So its was the refil' Ciel and Sebastian started shooting the guy. The guy kept on running an finally he was cornered.
"If you want to live, i suggest you hand over the serum now" Ciel said coldly, the man desperately looked around for an escape root. Ciel stepped closer to the guy while pointing the gun right infront of the man's face.
"Put the serum and your gun down, and put your hands up in the air" The man did as he was told, Ciel crouched down and took both the gun and the serum while still pointing the gun at the man. He gave a quick look at the serum. When Ciel was about to put the serum inside his coat pocket the man took out a knife from his waistband and run towards Ciel.
"CIEL!" Sebastian shouted.
Ciel was too surprised to move away, the man stabbed Ciel between his stomach and chest. Out of reflex Ciel pulled the trigger of his gun and the bullet went through the mans skull. Ciel fell to the ground clutching his wound in pain, Sebastian immediately ran to where Ciel was. "Ciel hold on! BJ call an ambulance now!" With out much word i said a quick 'yes sir!' and call the ambulance.
Between gasps and harsh breathing Ciel called justin. "J-justin... bring this to the headquarters now... UHUK!" Ciel coughed some blood. "Ciel stop talking" Sebastian took the serum that was in Ciel's hand. "Go do as he says" Justin nodded, when Sebastian uses that tone nobody dared to disobey him.
Ciel coughed more blood and then fell unconsious. "DAMMIT!" Sebastian said took some bandages from his left pocket and some medication. He ripped Ciel's clothes with his pocket knife. Sebastian was shocked really shocked at what he was seeing, not the wound.
"What the hell Sebastian hurry up and bandage him up! he's bleeding to death!" BJ shouted.
"He's not a 'he', he's a 'she'" BJ raised an eyebrow, Sebastian was still shocked. So i pushed him aside.
"What ever your talking about its not important at the moment because Ciel is bleeding to death" i started to bandage Ciel up, and Sebastian was right. Ciel is not a he but a she. Her breast was tied with somebandages so that it'll look flat. Who would knew that the heir to the Phantomhive family was a girl? After i finished bandaging Ciel, i saw Sebastian looking at the sky frowning. 3 minutes of waiting finally the ambulance came and took Ciel to the nearest hospital. We could just bring her to the headquarters but it was too far from this place.
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The doctor at the public hspital finally came out after a 2 hour long operation. Both me and Sebastian stood up.
"How is he" i shook my head "i mean her, doc?"
"Well, the stab wound was pretty deep but it didnt cause any fatal injuries. She will be fine. Although she lost quite alot of blood. Maybe in a few hours she will wake up. Feel free to go inside and look at her condition"
"No, we must bring her back to the headquarters"
"But she just finished an operation i dont think that will be—"
"Look, your dealing with officials here, do as we say or we will tarnish your little reputation" Sebastian finally spoke, his voice sound irritated and dangerous. So the doctor had no choice but to follow our orders.
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3 days has passed and Ciel finally woke up.
"Where am i?" Ciel said.
"The health and rehab section." I said while Sebastian ignored Ciel's question and turn back his attention on the book he was reading a few seconds ago. And then there was a soft knock on the door, it opened and reveal Mr. Tanaka and Justin.
"How are you feeling young one? Ho ho ho" Mr. Tanaka asks.
"I. . . dont know sir. . . it hurts and. . . my head feels kinda light. . ." Ciel said holding her head trying to focuse her sight.
"Well atleast you are still alive, i'm sorry but i cant stay long i have a meeting so i'll be going now. Please rest well and the three of you stay here and accompany HER, okay?" Ciel's eyes widen, the three boys nod their heads. And Mr. Tanaka left.
"Y-you guys found out didnt you?" She asked hesitantly.
"Yeah... Well it was Sebastian who found out... And well..." i said and a frown came to Sebastians face. Justin look out of the window knowing that this uncomfortable atmosfear will become something not fun at all. Ciel clenched the sheets and cursed underneath his breath. There was a moment of awkward silent before Sebastian talked.
"Why did you hid this from us?" His voice was cold, eyes staring coldly at Ciel. Ciel looked away. Never in my life i saw Sebastian look at Ciel like that, he look so mad... so betrayed... the place was still silent before Ciel answered "I. . . . . . dont know. . ." Ciel was totally hiding something but i think he doesnt want us to know. "You dont know? Oh great... And i thought you were a honest person" Sebastian replied while glaring at Ciel. Ciel was still silent.
"What are you hiding Ciel?" Sebastian asks again
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"Fine if that is what you want" Sebastian close his book and stood up. "W-wait Sebastian... I-ican explain" Ciel said.
"What ever" And with that Sebastian left the room. Ciel closed his eyes and cursed under his breath.
Two weeks after Ciel got out from the health and rehab section Ciel was asign to the research section knowing that Ciel's wound wasnt fully healed. Since we are in one team as Ciel, for a short period of time the four of us are posted on the research section. Having a room where the four of us will work alone that wasnt the best choice Mr. Tanaka has ever given us. Our work wasnt on top notch because of the tension between the four of us, but mostly Ciel and Sebastian. Ever since Ciel's little secret has been revealed, Sebastian has been ignoring Ciel. And Ciel wasnt really happy so she almost snapped at everyone. It was the worst.
On one quite morning Ciel came to me, Justin, and Sebastian's shared room. After her secret revealed Mr. Tanaka tranfered Ciel into another room.
"Where's Michaelis?" She asked.
"He went out... i think he was in that field we found when we were kids" Justin said not looking up to Ciel because he was reading a book.
"oh..." She sighed and went out. Right after he left and the door closed.
"Hey Justin" i called.
"hmm?" Justin said finally looking away from his book that he was really into.
"Lets make a bet!"
"Of what?"
"Ciel and Sebastian. I think they are gonna be involved in a big fight.."
"Nah, they'll be friends again..."
"no way!"
"How about we just look and see what happens?"
"Okay! Now lets stalk them!" And so we went to the field where both Ciel and Sebastian were.
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As soon as we arrived we hide behind the bushes. At the field we saw Sebastian sitting and Ciel standing infront of him. When Sebastian ignores someone he really ignores them.
"Hey" It seem Ciel looked irritated by calling Sebastian over and over but Sebastian acts like theres nothing calling for him.
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"Hey!"
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"Sebastian!" Ciel said shouting this time.
"What?" Sebastian finally replied Ciel's calls but he answered it coldly making Ciel gulp in nervousness. At first she looked hesitant her mouth opened and closed a few times and finally she got the courage to say what she wanted to say.
"I-i'm sorry... i-i'm sorry okay!"
". . . . . ." silence.
"Sebastian, i'm really really sorry please... please forgive me..."
"I trusted you Ciel"
"T-that's why i'm sorry, please Sebastian"
"Why shoould i? You could always lie again right?" Ciel's jaw fell, she couldn't believe Sebastian's words. Even me and Justin couldn't believe what he has just said to Ciel. It's so out of his character.
"T-that's it! Just because i kept the fact that i was born a girl from you guys, from YOU that doesn't mean you have to give me the silent treatment and then saying something rude!"
"And who are you, telling me what to do? I trusted you with all i've got, you know every secret i have and yet you lied to me. And took my trust for granted."
"i-i know. . . i-iknow i was wrong. . ." she sat beside Sebastian "i-i know.. but... i-i was..." she mumbled the last words i couldnt hear it.
"I'm sorry but what did you just say?" Sebastian asks
"I was scared okay!" Sebastian blinked a few times before bursting out into laughter. And Ciel's face went red.
"HAHAHAH... hahahaha hahaha haaaa... You? THE scary Ciel Phantomhive... SCARED? Hahahahahahahahaha!"
"S-shut up!"
"Hahahahaha! But, what is it that you fear of me, my lady?" Heh their back to normal in this rate i'm gonna loose the bet.
"idiot!..." Ciel pouted. "D-do you remember... when i was 14 and you were 16 that picnic Mr. Tanaka forced the four of us to come because we were over working ourselves?" Ciel said playing with her fingers.
"hmmm..." Sebastian thought about it for a second "yeah... what about that?"
"haaah, i guess you asking means you forgot about it" Ciel said sighing.
"What about it?"
"W-well, i-i asked you when you prefer me as a girl or boy, you answered 'what the hell? Are you getting an operation or something? Your acting just like that creepy Grell!'"
"oh yeah... that..." Ciel's eyebrow twitched she was refraining her self not to yell at Sebastian "W-well, that day i was gonna tell you, but because of your responce i thought, keeping it a secret woulg be the better... because i didnt want you to hate me.."
"i would never hate you, your my little bro—i mean sister.." Sebastian said while smilling softly.
"S-so do you forgive me?" Ciel said playing with her fingers again.
"no"
"W-what?"
"Ahahahaha! Of course i forgive you, infact i forgived you right after the first time you apologized to me... It's just that i just loving messing around with you soo..."
"You what?"
"hehehe~" right now you can see the dark aura surrounding Ciel.
"DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I WANT TO KILL YOU AT THE MOMENT?"
"Nope~ its because i know you will never kill me" Sebastian chuckled and the next thing that Sebastian done is not what i ever expected from him. He kisses Ciel on the cheek, it made Ciel's face as red as a tomato. "W-what the hell?" Ciel said while holding the cheek that Sebastian just kissed, Sebastian smiled softly towards Ciel and pull Ciel into a loving bear(?) hug. Making Ciel even red-er than before. Sebastian murmured something soft to her ears.
"Dont worry i will never be mad at you, because you are my sweet little sister and that is not going to change. And i will always protect you from any type of harm~" He gave another peck on Ciel's cheek.
"i dont need your protection you arse!" She said while struggling to get out of the loving bear(?) hug. But fail.
"Of course you do, your my little sister right? Well.. Maybe not by blood but were still siblings~ and i'm one hell of a big brother.."
"Tch! What ever" Ciel rolled her eyes. Sebastian let go of Ciel and she stood up. Giving a hand to Sebastian and help him stand up.
"Lets go"
"where?"
"Mr. Tanaka needs us" The two agents went to the conference room where mr. Tanaka would be.
Meanwhile
"I win, you have to be my servant for month" Justin said while smirking.
"No way man!"
"nope! A deal is a deal!"
"no i will neveeer"
"So you wont mind if i tell everybody about your little secret?"
"what? What secret?"
"The one that only the the four of us know... adding a few wont be so bad right?" Justin said giving an evil smirk.
"Which one? There's alot of my secrets that only the four of us know!"
"That one, you know THAT one" Justin make sure to emphasize the for 'that' and my face went pale.
"Alright alright! I'll be your servant for month.. just dont tell that damn secret.."
"yeah yeah what ever... now lets go before they get suspicious "
"sure.."
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Everything went back to normal and before you know it, we spent another four years together and we are more close than ever. And as usual we were in one of our missions everything went smoothly until.
"AAAARRRGGHHH!" Justin screamed in pain feeling his hand burn because of the acid that was thrown by an enemy. "Hang on there Justin! Sebastian shoot that thing!" Ciel ordered while bringin Justin behind a big pole so that he wouldnt be on the way. Sebastian did as Ciel ordered him to. I try and focuse to set the bom. I heard a loud bang from Sebastian gun. "BJ would you hurry up? we're runningf out of time!" Ciel shouted. " Dont worry! Almost got it... Okay its set! Let's get out of here!" i got to where Ciel and Justin is, and i carry Justin on my shoulder so that i can run easier than carry him on my back. Ciel gave a few shots to one of the enemies before standing up. The four of us ran as fast as we could. Ciel loosed her footing and fell. "Ciel!"
"Dammit! I think i sprained my leg"
"Can you stand up and run?" Sebastian asks
"Yeah sure bu—"
BANG BANG BANG! The sounds of the banging sounds from the guns startled us. And there was a creaking sounds a part of the metal ceiling fell of and traps Ciel and Sebastian. I shot the guys at the top and go to where Ciel and Sebastian are.
"Ciel! Sebastian! Are you okay?" i shouted.
"We're trapped! Go first! And get some help... Sebastian is heavily wounded, he broked his leg.. go now! The timer will set off any minute! I'll try and free Sebastian!"
"Go now! Dont mind me and Ciel!"
"But it'll be to late for that!" I set Justin down, he was clutching his arm. It tried and help Ciel get piece of the metal off of Sebastian's leg it was really heavy.
"URGH DAMMIT! There's no use! It wont even move!" Ciel shouted in frustation. But that didnt stop her, she kept on trying, and i helped all i can. Time was running out. With all we got we try to move the peace of metal again and it finally moved. Ciel took Sebastian hand and put his hand around her shoulders and we started to run again althought Ciel and Sebastian had a hard time because of Ciel's sprained ankle and Sebastian's broken leg. As we were running, when didnt notice that the boss has been following us. The boss shots Sebastian broken leg making him and Ciel fall to the ground. Sebastian screamed in pain.
"Sebastian!" before i could go to where Ciel and Sebastian is the boss ordered both his bodyguards to deal with us. I put Justin down, "can you deal with them?"
"uukh.. although it hurts i think i can manage"
"good" And so the fight begins. While i was fighting the two bodyguards in the corner of my eyes i could see Ciel and Sebastian were in trouble. Both of them were trying to protect eachother. But Sebastian couldn't do much because of his broken leg.
"HAHAHA! YOU LITTLE RUNTS WONT BE GOING ANYWHERE!" The boss grab hold of Sebastian broken leg making him groan in pain. Ciel kick the man in the face and the man in return getting a shot on the shoulder by one of his bodyguards. "How dare you hurt her!" Sebastian shouted and shot the man right between the eyes. The man fall to the ground with a big thud.
I hit the tanned skin man with my elbow on the neck, when my hit meets his neck there was a loud crack sound. At last i can go and help Ciel and Sebastian. I shot both of the remaining bodyguards that was protecting the boss, and i could see Ciel helping Sebastian to stand. I took back my attention to the boss and shot both of his leg.
"ARRGHHHHH DAMMIT YOU LITTLE PIECE OF TRASH!" he was trying to shot me but he missed and Ciel was the one who caught the bullet on her right hip "AAKHHHHH" she was in pain she and Sebastian fell down, Sebastian fell right on top of Ciel's wound receiving the a hiss of pain from Ciel.
Our performance this time was really bad. Never before on our missions we get this injured so bad, even my left shoulder is starting to ache again.
The boss was gonna shot again but Sebastian prevented it, Sebastian strangled the boss. Sebastian was standing, he's gonna make his wound even worst. Dammit! The boss repeatedly hit Sebastian leg, and Sebastian could do nothing but fall to the ground clutching his broken wound in pain and despair. The boss took a piece of metal, the edges were pointy. The boss was going to hit Sebastian but i ran and push the boss away from both Sebastian and Ciel. Man. This guy doesnt want to give up. And we have only a little bit time left. I looked at my wristwatch. 3 more minutes before this place will explode.
"Lets go! We have less than three minutes!" I said running back to Justin helping him up. Ciel assisted Sebastian on standing and they started running no matter how much they were in pain. I stopped both of them. "Justin can you help Sebastian? Sebastian is to heavy for Ciel and you cant carry Ciel with that wounded arm of your."
"yeah sure, i can do it." So i scoop the exhausted Ciel and Justin helped Sebastian walking. We ran with all the strength we have left. A scream was heard from behind us, it was the boss again.
"DAMMIT! WHY WONT YOU JUST GIVE UP AND DIE!" Sebastian shouted, he let go of Justin's hold.
"Sebastian what are you doing? Let him be! He wont be able to walk with both his legs!"
"No! Hes to stubborn, i cant risk letting him live! Now go! I'll hold him of!"
"Dont be crazy Sebastian! Your leg is broken! And your hand is trembling!" Ciel said
"I said go!"
"NO! I'm not leaving here wi—"
"I SAID GO! I PROMISED TO YOU THAT I WILL PROTECT YOU AND I AM GOING TO CIEL! NOW GO!" Ciel's eyes widen and she gritted her teeth, she couldn't reply anything and kept silent and bitting her lips.
"P-please Sebastian dont do this!" She finally said, her voice shaky and anxious.
"No! Justin, BJ get her out of here!" he went silent.. "I will do my best, i promise i will be fine" His voice soften so he can calm Ciel down.
"You better be!" Justin said "Now lets go!" Me, Justin ran to find and exit. In my arms Ciel struggled to let me, let her go but i cant. I know she wants to fight along side with Sebastian. So do i and Justin but time is running out and Sebastian promised. But still, can he keep his promise?.
We are finally out, we ran to find a safe place and anxiously waited for Sebastian. I put Ciel down and she clasps both her hands and closing her eyes. Praying so that Sebastian can make it. I look at my wrist watch. 1 minute and 19 seconds left. Dammit where are you Sebastian? Time kept on ticking my heart beat getting faster. Waiting for Sebastian. I look at my watch again.
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3... My heart felt as if it stop beating, there is still no sign of Sebastian.
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The place exploded, Ciel looked up her face went completely pale, Justin looked away. I try to hold back some tears. I saw Ciel her eyes filled with tears.
"S-sebastian..." Her tears flowing down on her cheeks like a river. "S-sebastian... Sebastian..." she closed her eye and covers her face with her hand before screaming as hard as she could. I looked away.
"SEBASTIAAAAAAAAAAAN!" she screamed on top of her lungs she started to cry loudly, althought i just stood there and watch Ciel crying her self out inside i was crying my self. I dont know about Justin, but i could see the pain in his eyes as well. Who knew,
...Loosing a friend would be this painfull?...
Ciel finally fainted, from exhaustion, crying, and stress... i wonder how can we move on with out our ebony haired friend.
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When Ciel finally woke up, the funeral ceremony for Sebastian was held. While everyone there was crying , Ciel just stared blankly at Sebastian coffin. Ciel refused to see Sebastian corpse, his body was burnt. At first it was hard to identify the body, but because of broken leg we know that the corpse was Sebastian's body. The funeral ceremony went and Ciel was completely silent not even a single tear came out from her eyes.
When Sebastian's body was going to be buried Ciel frown and grip the handle of the wheelchair she was sitting on until her knuckles went white.
After the ceremony, she immediately went to her room saying that she was tired So i let her be.
It was time for dinner and Ciel didnt came out for dinner she even missed breakfast and lunch. When i got to her room and was going to knock her door i heard a noise from her room. I decided to hear what is that sound and i pressed my ear to the door in order to hear it much more clearly, and my heart sank hearing her cry.
"S-sebastian why? You idiot you said that you'll be okay –sniffle- you idiot! I hate you! ..." she paused "but this is my fault as well, if i weren't so weak –sniffle- he would be alive... i guess the seniors were right, i should have been a cook instead... because of my weakness now your gone... i'm sorry ... i'm so sorry sebastian... i'm sorry" i can feel my eyes wattering. I leaned on tp the door and look at the ceiling.
Sebastian why were you such an idiot? Dont you realize that Ciel is really sad... Much more sad than anyone of us... You damn idiot...
FLASHBACK END
"I-i never knew that you guys had a hard time...I'm sorry sir for bugging into you, mr. Justins and, ms. Ciel's business" Ron bowed at me feeling kinda guilty.
"N-no its okay... At least your way of thinking about Ciel will change.. hahaha" i said blinking away the tears that were threathening to come out.
And the both of us went silent.
TO BE CONTINUED
A/N: sooo what do you think? please rnr and i will be totally happy