Hey, it's Sazha Havoc again! *Salutes*. Sorry for the kinda late upload, I'm trying to figure out how to work this uploading new chapters onto stories, and even trying to figure out life. Well do the usual thing, and read and REVIEW! Please, as a fellow fanfiction addict, please please review.
~Dog of the Millitary~
Sazha Havoc
I never thought that three simple little words could possibly be the ultimate reason for dying.
When Colonel Mustang came home, after the funeral, he saw me and Lt. Breda sitting having tea.
"What is going on? Breda… Why the hell are you in my home?" Roy growled. According to him, I was the only other person-Well besides Hughes… But that's another story- to actually have a look inside the all mighty Flame Colonel's apartment. Some of his darkest nightmares would fight their way out of his subconscious and come alive here.
"I wanted to see Colonel Hawkeye. We hadn't seen her in a while…" I took a long sip of my tea and sighed.
"The Lieutenant wanted to know why I have been dodging everyone. He knows Mustang. Don't try and protect the truth." Roy gave me a what-the-hell face, but turned and walked into the kitchen.
"You can't avoid the truth. No matter which way you put it. So what I want to know is why would you kill Havoc? I thought you loved him! I know he defiantly loved you." I didn't reply, giving Breda the cold shoulder.
Why should I answer him? It would only cause me way too much pain and misery. When he died, he took my heart with. But I wasn't going to stay in some coma. While Mustang was at work I was researching.
About Human Transmutation.
The house was silent for a few minutes, before Breda got up.
"I better go. This silence is killing me." He walked over to the door, jacket in hand. He turned and looked at me.
"Good bye, Lieutenant." My voice rang in a cold chill. I didn't mean to be so rude; I just had to get him out. Breda nodded, and left.
"What was that about?" Mustang lifted an eyebrow and watched as I stood up and walked over to him. I smelt his warm smell as I leaned in closer, to his ear.
"I'm going to perform Human Transmutation on Jean." The words were whispered, but sounded like little bombs to Roy's ears. I could feel his body tense. I turned and grabbed my jacket.
"I'm going out." I called over my shoulder as I walked out the door. The cool fall air sent shivers down my spine, as I walked away from the house.
First thing on my list: Go see my dad. I chuckled, thinking of my 'dad'.
Maes Hughes.
He technically wasn't my dad, but when he was alive, he treated me like his own flesh and blood. Like a daughter.
Second thing on my list: See him.
Even though Jean was dead, I had to see him. Ever since I killed him, my sun, the day's always seemed to turn into rain. Just like the tears that flowed down my cheek, on the day that I took away his light.
If it wasn't raining, I would have thought today was perfect. The day he died, my 18th birthday-Today is my 21st- was horrible. I was so ready to finally turn 18 that day.
I shook my head, walking under the Central Cemetery sign.
It was customary for the Military officers to be buried in the first section.
Row seven, tombstone 29. Maes Hughes.
"You know, dad… It's funny how things turn out. You died with me watching, and holding you as you breathed your last breath. Jean died the same way, me watching and holding him. But I was the one who killed him." The wind picked up and a rain drop hit my cheek. I remember, standing behind Roy next to Riza on his funeral.
"Today's a terrible day for rain." I whispered, the memories flashing before my eyes.
I couldn't lose another person that was important to me.
The forbidden science was going to be performed soon.
The rain finally stopped falling as I walked up to Roy's apartment. He was nice enough to let me stay there until I got back up on my feet, and got a new apartment.
"There you are… I want talk to you." Roy said, as I opened the door and took off my jacket.
"That's an obvious fact." I pointed out, closing the door.
"Excuse me?"
"It's obvious because I left saying something that would Court Marshal me. I'm actually surprised that they're not already here, waiting for me. Roy stood up from his place in the living room and walked into the kitchen.
"Hot chocolate or tea?" He ignored my statement.
"Hot chocolate. It's cold outside." I trudged over to the chairs and sat across the chair, legs over the arm rest. I heard the microwave go off and Roy open it. Glancing about the room, I saw my Alchemy journal on the coffee table.
'So he'd been reading it…'
"Here." He handed the cup to me, an uninterested look plastered on his face. I could tell he had something up his sleeve but was waiting on the right time to say it. His onyx bangs barely brushing past the bottom of his eyes. Just then I noticed the slightly dark bags under his eyes.
"I'm going to do Human Transmutation on Jean, and there's nothing you can do to stop me." I commented after he sat down, sipping on the hot chocolate.
"I'm not going to stop you. I'm simply asking if I could help."
"Really?" I lifted an eyebrow. He nodded, leaning forward and clasping his hands together.
"After the Ishbalan War, I was going to transmute an Ishbalan child. Hughes obviously stopped me. I was so pained by that war. And when I met you, such an innocent and young child, I didn't believe my ears when you commanded me to take you with me back to Central command center. I thought you had a naïve mind about how the world actually was… That was until you passed the State test. A girl. Above even more experience people you used a flame attack that I couldn't believe. And now…" Roy shook his head. "Such an amazing girl… I didn't want to tell you that I killed the Rockbells, mostly in fear of you being able to control even a small flame. A young girl has more ability to control fire than me…" I smiled.
"Every dog has his day's Mustang. Every dog has his days."
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~Dog of the Military~
Sazha Havoc