Omg so much is happening that even I am overwhelmed hahaha
Gajeel: How are you overwhelmed, dumbass?
GAJEEL! YOUR TALKING TO ME AGAIN! *Jumps on him for a hug*
Gajeel: GET THE HELL OFF ME! *Kicks me off him*
Gajeel doesn't love me *Goes to emo corner*
Gajeel: Dumbass…..thanks for everyone that reviewed and read the story of this idiotic author. ..even though it was a few that reviewed! They should get a gift for always reviewing! What the hell is wrong with the rest of you that can't review! What? Do you not have hands or even know how to type!...whatever..YO IDIOT AUTHOR!
What *sniffs*
Gajeel: Stop being so damn emo and come these idiots about this chapter
Stop being mean to my readers! * glares*
Gajeel: Whatever yeah! Tell them
Fine…..readers in this chapter is kinda like the chapter where Lucy visited her own memories….Lucy and Alex could talk to each other through their minds so when they talk to each other it would be in italics …please remember that
Gajeel: make sure you review this chapter *Glares*
GAJEEL STOP BEING MEAN *hits him in the back of the head*
Gajeel: Bitch
ASSHOLE! …well before me and him start fighting! I hope you like this chapter and plz leave a review.. I don't own fairy tail or its chacters….except my oc Alex
Gajeel:*mimics me while I talk* OH SHIT!* Yells while runsaway from me*
YOU ASSHOLE DON"T MIMIC ME! *chases after Gajeel*
"Before the images of my memories come up let me explain how it was back then when I was alive!" Alex said as she stared at Lucy through the darkness of their minds. Due to Alex sharing her old memoires with Lucy their minds connected in communication. They looked at each other staring in the dark abyss. "Back when I was alive the guilds were starting to be formed and made. Lots of mages revealed themselves as they joined the guilds. Clans died and faded away little by little, but not due to the guilds."
"Clans?" Lucy asked confused as she tilted her head to the right in confusion. She looked at Alex through the lifeless dark with her jet black lifeless eyes.
"How do I word this for you to understand?" Alex sighed as she thought out loud as she sucked her bottom lip in concentration. Lucy continued to stare curiously at the thinking brunette. "Well back then before guilds there were clans that existed that consisted of what you call now ninjas. We lived in the forests and relied on nature and the chi of our auras to survive. Or magic I guess you can say. We were peaceful and prosperous clans until we were being killed off one by one. We didn't know who it was or even how the clans died. Some of the remaining clans claimed that it was the demon spirits of the guilds and waged war on the guilds. The guilds reacted back and the bloody war between the clans and guilds started. Many guilds saw us as a threat as much as we did them. Many clans died there was only one left. That was the clan I lived in. You see my clan refused to be part of the war thinking it was pointless. All we want is peace throughout the land with no fighting. My clan stayed hidden in the mountains knowing the guilds were hunting us. We weren't allowed to leave the protection shield on the clan. It kept us hidden from the guilds and anyone out there. No one ever broke the rules in leaving the protection knowing the consequences. No one except me. Every time I went out I became addicted to escaping to the village not far then going back to the clan unnoticed. One day when I went walking I meet him. The one that I gave everything up for."
Right when Alex stopped talking the images came up. The memories of the brunette sucked them into the scenes of her past. Lucy and Alex gasped in shock once they were sucked into an evergreen forest. Lucy opened her eyes slowly as she felt the hot sun on her face. Her eyes widened in familiarity as she turned to Alex shocked. Alex looked at ahead with a smile on her face as she closed her eyes as if taking in the sun.
"Even though we are in my memories as spirits. It feels like I am back on Earth again. Oh how I missed the sun!" Alex breathed out in bliss as she soaked in the sun's rays. Even though she can't feel anything at all she still loved to see it again and knowing it is there.
"Alex?..how long have you been..!"
"To long." Alex sighed heavily and sadly as she answered Lucy's question. Alex opened her eyes sensing what to come. She looked ahead and motioned Lucy to look.
Lucy looked in the direction that Alex pointed at to only see a girl walking through the forest cautiously. The girl looking only about 5'5 with long brunette curly hair with tan skin. Lucy stared at the girl walk in her long royal blue kimono. The kimono tight around her chest and curvy hips with what seemed to be black tigers going around. Every step the girl took her slender tan leg would come out to show from the slit on the kimono. Lucy watched as the girl immediately whipped her head towards them in carefulness as the sound of a twig being stepped on can be heard echoing through the forest. Seeing the girls serious face made Lucy's eyes widen. The girl right in front of her was none other than Alex. She is defiantly Alex seeing how her face was a beautiful tan model shaped. Her lips a plump pink colored along with her cheeks. Her brown eyes burned at Lucy with ferocity.
"Who are you!" Lucy heard the girl who is Alex speak threatening towards her. Lucy immediately panicked thinking that she can see her.
"Relax she can't see us!" Lucy turned to Alex next to her. Alex smiled at her warmly refusing to take her eyes from her own self. Lucy focused on Alex's jet black eyes to see pain and sadness filling the blackness.
"I thought there was no one that lived in this forest!" Lucy turned around to the masculine monotone voice to see a pale man standing there looking at the girl with an expressionless gaze. He had emo like black hair. His bangs almost coving his whole right eye and nose as it went unevenly across his face. His jet black eyes stared with a panicked expression ahead at the girl. "You need to get away from me! Go RUN!" The man yelled at the girl in panic.
"What the hell no! I will not leave! You can't be here my…." The girl immediately stopped herself from saying more. As she glared at the pale man. Lucy stood in panic looking back and forth between them the girl glaring at the pale man as the man yelled in panic for the girl to get away from him. Then Lucy looked at Alex's spirit form to see blood tears going down her black eyes as she stared lovingly at the pale man.
"Please go! Please!" The man cried out as he dropped on the dead grass with tears streaming down his eyes. Lucy's eyes widened as she noticed the black deadness that surrounded the man and followed behind him showing him where he walked. It was as if all life died near him.
"What's your name?" The girl said in sympathy as she relaxed showing a caring expression towards the man. She stepped closer to him slowly and cautiously as she couldn't take her gaze off his face.
"Zeref!" The man sobbed out as he looked up at the girl only to scream in horror to see her right in front of him. "NO! NO GET AWAY FROM ME! I DON'T WANT TO KILL YOU!"
"Why would you kill me?" Lucy watched in shocked at this bravery from the Alex from the memories. She looked at her place a delicate tan hand on Zeref's shoulder rubbing softly and comforting.
"EVERYTHING ALWAYS DIES IMMEDIATELY ONCE IT'S NEAR ME!" The man screamed out as he continued to panic sending out a black energy immediately killing everything in at least a mile radius.
Lucy and the girl gasped in shock by the sudden power admitted from the seemed like weak man. The dark light immediately died down revealing everything dead all around the girl and Zeref. Zeref depressed crying form thinking he killed the girl to.
"I didn't die." The girl said in shock more to herself than to him. Zeref immediately snapped his head up in shock as he stared at the girl with amazement.
"Your alive?" Zeref breathed out in disbelief. Lucy looked also in shock at the girl seeing her still alive.
"Yeah!" The girl breathed out heavily as she started to breath hard sweat beading down her face as she eyes seemed to unfocus then focus again. She slumped weakly into Zeref as he held her with wide eyes. "I'm Alexia." She said weakly as she softly closed her eyes lying in the shocked man's arms.
"Alexia?" Lucy watched Zeref smiling widely at Alexia's sleeping figure in his arms before the image went black. Lucy turned to Alex in the darkness to see her crying still staring at the spot where Zeref was.
"I don't even know why, but after that hit that I took Zeref's powers didn't work against me at all. When I woke up he was there next to me smiling in relief. I immediately went back to the clan promising him that I would see him again. Once I got to the clan I was scolded on where I disappeared for a week to. I lied to them and told them I needed time alone. I was punished with chores, but it was fine with me because when I could I snuck and meet with Zeref. The more he and I were together the more I fell in love with him. When I was with him I didn't think about the clan, the war, not even the world. It was as if it was just us existing in peaceful forest. Everything was fine until we were discovered by my fiancée." Alex spoke expressionless through the darkness at Lucy. Lucy just looked at Alex shocked.
"You had a fiancée?" Lucy exclaimed in shock at the brunette. Lucy saw Alex's expression immediately turn dark and angry.
"It was an arranged marriage that the clan head arranged in order to keep me under control. You see Lucy I was special to my clan considering that I was the best fighter. I was their protection if anything happened. Well my fiancée was angry when he saw Zeref and I laughing in the forest alongside each other he grew jealous and told the clan leader that I was with the enemy. Well that is where my pain starts." The blackness immediately faded revealing another image. Lucy looked around to see they were standing in the middle of a small village with people in kimono's walking. Everywhere Lucy looked she noticed the tiger. This must be Alex's clan.
"SHE HAS BEEN WITH THE ENEMY!" Lucy turned to the masculine voice to see a crowd of people gathered around Alexia. A man with white long hair, white long beard, and long expensive looking kimono stood next to Alexia's right looking at the sullen brunette with disapproval. "SHE SHOULD BE PUNISHED AND THE MAN KILLED!"
"NO! PLEASE DON'T KILL HIM! PLEASE I BEG OF YOU!" Alexia begged as she stood in front of the clan leader on her knees tears coming down his eyes. Lucy walked forward to see more of the scene. Lucy gasped in shock as she saw Zeref lying on the floor in front of a muscular man who looked really pissed off. Lucy immediately guessed that that red haired man was her fiancée.
"RAISE YOUR HEAD, ALEXIA! YOU'RE A WARRIOR NOT A LITTLE!" The red haired man hissed at the brunette girl. Alexia immediately whipped her head angrily at the man.
"DO REMEMBER, SHING! I AM STILL A GIRL! A GIRL WHO IS IN…"
"DON'T YOU DARE SAY IT!" Shing yelled at her not wanting to hear the words coming out of her mouth.
"Clan leader! I beg of you! Please spare his life! I will do anything!" Alexia begged again as she bowed her head again in respect. The clan leader stared at the clan's most treasured warrior expressionless.
"What will you exchange in order for I to spare his life!" The clan leader spoke looking down on her. Alexia looked at the unconscious Zeref once again she sighed loudy as she stood up slowly facing the clan leader seriously.
"My life! I will exchange my life for his!" Alexia said looking at the clan leader in the eyes seriously. The clan leader looked at her contented by her answer.
"YOU REALLY THINK THAT WILL WORK! CLAN LEADER! SHE ALMOST ENDANGERED THE CLAN!" Shing yelled as he pointed at Alexia who just looked back at him with a hateful look.
"You forget to much who put up and contains the protection shield that keeps us safe!" Alexia growled at him.
"Agreed! Since she has exchanged her life! Alexia! From this day forth you are FORBIDDEN to go outside the protection! You are to remain obedient! You are no longer aloud to communicate with this man" The clan leader said as he pointed to Zeref. "While he is held in prison under guarded protection until we decided what to do with him. Also you must marry Shing in 7 months' time so that you may hurry and create offspring's"
"Understood!" Alexia said depressingly as she looking down on the ground. The clan leader as well as everyone in the village looked satisfied by the decision made. Lucy glared at everyone in disgust as she witnessed Alexia's crying figure being escorted away.
"I went those 7 months being good without complaint." Alex spoke as the blackness showed up again. Lucy just stared to speechless to even ask about the scene she just witnessed because with one look at Alex. Lucy could tell it was breaking her heart just watching it. "I did everything that needed to be done in the clan to earn their trust again. When I was on my free time I would sneak to see Zeref in his cell. Every time I saw him my heart broke more in pain to see how he was treated. He was skinny and more pale due to the lack of food. Every time I saw him I comforted him and told him I was sorry as I sent enough calming magic to him to keep him from killing unconsciously. We became closer in each visit as I promised him that I had a plan. I found out that my clan lied to me since that day I turned against the day that I initiated my plan was also the day of my wedding and the day that the guilds decided to send a large army to search the forest for our clan. I knew and I was going to use this to help me. I was going to break us out from the clan's grasps. I immediately took out the protection shield and the war began!" Alex said with a determined look as another imaged appeared. This time they were at a dirty hut with the stench of death in the air.
Lucy gasped as she saw Zeref sitting on the floor leaning against the wall weakly. He looked depressingly towards the hut's door as if he was waiting for something.
"She is getting married today." Zeref whispered depressingly as tears slipped down his eyes. He looked regretfully at the door. "Why would she want me anyway? I am a killer!" Zeref choked out as he looked down letting his bangs cover his face.
"ALEXIA! WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE! THE PROTECTION IS DOWN FIX IT NOW!" Zeref whipped his head up in shock towards the door as he heard voices. Lucy stared at the door waiting in anticipation.
"LET ME THROUGH!" Lucy heard Alexia growl as the sounds of explosions started. Lucy whipped her head to Alex in panic. Lucy stared at Alex to see her on her knees next to Zeref blood tears going down her eyes as she lifted a hand to his cheek, but her hand only went through him. She franticly tried again only to fail.
"WE ARE UNDER ATTACK! THE GUILDS HAVE FOUND US!" the villager's yells can be heard outside over the explosions. The earth shook with intensity as Alexia continued to yell at the guards.
"ALEXIA, FORGET OF THE PRISONER AND HURRY TO PROTECT OUR VILLAGE!" One of the guards yelled out loud.
"YOU GO PROTECT IT I HAVE BUSINESS TO GET TO!"
"YOUR OUR BEST WARRIOR!..."
"MOVE!" Alexia yelled out suddenly making the door of the hut fly out of its hinges. Lucy squealed in shock as she saw it go to her. She quickly covered her eyes in fear as she blocked her face only to realize that the door went through her because she was a spirit. Lucy let out a breath of relief once she looked at the door on the floor. She looked forward to see the guards immediately knocked out as she walked in.
"Alexia, what are you doing here?" Zeref said in shock as he looked up at the brunette girl walking in a wedding dress like kimono that is town to at least mid-thigh. Lucy's eyes widened as she stared at her witnessing for the first time in her life an image of an vengeful angel. The girl's brown eyes softened as she stared at Zeref lovingly.
"I told you! I had a plan! We can runaway together now, Zeref!" Alexia spoke as she ran up to the pale man. She put her tan arms around him in relief as she held him to her. Zeref sighed as he sunk into the hug happily. Explosions and shouts can be heard all around.
"Are you sure?" Zeref whispered as he looked down on the ground once they pulled away. Alexia looked at Zeref confused her hands still on his shoulders as she looked into his black eyes.
"Sure of what?"
"Of this? Of me! I kill everything around me at different moments. When I panic everything dies. I don't want to hurt you! I deserve to suffer and die for all the people I killed."
Lucy gasped in shock at what she witnessed as a loud smack echoed through the room. Zeref and Lucy looked at Alexia in shock that she had just smacked him across the face. Alexia glared angrily at Zeref as tears came down her eyes in frustration her eyes turning red with ferocity.
"YOU ARE BEING RIDICULIOUS! YOU CAN'T TALK ABOUT DESERVING TO DIE AFTER ALL YOU WENT THROUGH! ALL THOUGH EVERYTHING AROUND YOU DIES YOU STILL HAVE ME! I HAVE PROMISED TO REMAIN BY YOUR SIDE AS LONG AS I LIVE! I AM SURE ABOUT THIS!" Alex sobbed out. She grabbed Zeref's face making their face only an inch apart. Zeref looked at her shocked then his black depressing eyes softened showing a loving expression towards her. "I am sure about you! I love you!" Alexia whispered as she pulled Zeref's face towards her their lips colliding into a soft sweet kiss.
"You loved him that much?" Lucy asked as she faced Alex. Alex hmmed as she wouldn't take her eyes off Zeref and herself kissing. She looked at the scene with loving yet sad eyes.
"He was the only one I believed in when I discovered everyone that betrayed me!" Alex whispered.
"We must go!" Alexia said in urgency once they pulled out of the kiss. She quickly stood up pulling a now awake Zeref. He ran with her outside the hut with Lucy's and Alex's spirits behind them.
"You put magic in me didn't you?" Zeref accused as they ran around the panic that erupted in the once peaceful village.
"Circumstances called for it! Now we must find a way out of here before anyone notices us!"
"Wait, Alexia! What about the clan haven't are they not family?" Zeref said making him and Alexia stop. She looked at him with sadden brown eyes on the verge of crying.
"Not anymore! They were going to kill you today once I married Shing. Not only that I have found out that they erased my memoires from when I was young for I hath witnessed my family die in front of my eyes by a man named Midnight. When I overheard them I remembered." Alexia spoke as she fisted her free hand that wasn't holding onto Zeref's. Zeref immediately squeezed her hand comforting. "According to them the clan leader erased my memoires and took me as his daughter so he many keep his best warrior here and protect the clan! I was just a tool to this whole clan! They had the other clans killed off because they wanted to be supreme clan!"
"Alexia…they have kept you alive and safe. I am sure you have wonderful memories with them also." Zeref said. Just as he said those words familiar people to Alexia pulled them apart.
They yelled and screamed as Alexia screeched in panic her eyes flicking in color. She was betrayed by her clan as they kept her away from Zeref. Shing immediately kicked Zeref in the gut in satisfaction.
"YOU DARE LEAVE OUR CLAN IN OUR TIME OF NEED , ALEXIA?" Shing yelled as the people with him yelled at her also. The ones holding her back tightened their hold on her to make sure to hurt her. Alexia's eyes flickered red as she continued to get angry. "You want to leave our wonderful clan for this weakling!"
"Shouldn't you be protecting the clan instead of harassing me?" Alexia growled out in an inhumane voice. Her eyes glowing red with hatred.
"Alex, what is happening to you?" Lucy thought in shock as she couldn't take her eyes off the glowing red orbs.
"When I use my powers it's mostly when I am emotionally out of control. Like in this instance I am really angry at the same time I am overcome with hatred. The emotions always takeover my actions and I become like a beast. This is why the clan kept me! They knew what I was capable, but didn't know how it came out. Once my eyes would turn a glowing blood bright red there is no controlling me. I kill everything in my sight without thinking." Alex spoke still looking at the scene with a serious yet regretful expression.
"Lucky for you the clan leader along with some of the best warriors are holding them off! Instead of running YOU SHOULD TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR WHAT YOU DONE AND HELP!" Shing yelled in Alexia's face angrily leaving Zeref to be help two strong men. Alexia lifted her head up staring straight at him with her glowing bright red orbs she smiled wickedly at him. Zeref stared wide eyed once he noticed her eyes.
"I am seeing you're not the best for you are here instead of battle." Alexia sneered at the now angry man.
"I would be if I didn't have to come looking for the whore who was to be my fiancée. " Shing hissed as he moved his hand to her neck as if to choke her. Alexia looked at him daring, but he immediately retracted his hand back to him.
"So you're a coward! Using me as an excuse to escape from battle. That is pathetic!" Alexia sneered as she spit on him. The men holding her immediately pulled her back with force, but she just resisted and tried to pull forward.
"YOU'RE THE COWARD! WANTING TO RUN WITH THAT WEAKLING!"
"Yet that weakling has my heart! Not you! How does it feel? Having the girl you love, despise you with pure bloodlust!" Shing glared at Alexia as those words came out of her mouth. He fisted his hands tightly. "Feels horrible. A pain like no other am I correct? You were never enough for me. You will never be. Hahahaha!" Alexia laughed as if she was insane her eyes glowing brighter.
"ENOUGH!" Shing yelled as his hand slapped her across the face leaving a long scratch against her right cheek. Everything stood quiet as they stared at the now laughing Alexia. Zeref glared at Shing as he tried to free himself from the men holding him. He wants to go to her, but he can't kill them.
"You have done it now!" Alexia laughed as she stared at him straight in the eyes. Her eyes glowing the brightest red color that Lucy has ever seen. Shing gasped as he stepped back in horror. Alexia immediately disappeared from their sight. Her laughter echoing around them.
"Where has she gone?" One of the men panicked as they all looked around in fear. Lucy's eyes widen as she saw Alexia appear behind one of the men smiling evily as she stuck a dagger through his chest killing him instantly then disappearing again. "She killed him! WITHOUT US SEEING!"
"AHAHAHA I dare you to find me!" Alexia's laugh echoed around them as she disappears and reappeared killing them one by one.
The only ones left were her, Zeref, and Shing. Shing immediately panicked in fear as Alexia revealed herself to him. In quick haste Shing grabbed a still stunned Zeref and pulled him in front of him for protection. But as fast as he pulled him he immediately dropped dead to the ground along with everything surrounding Zeref except Alexia.
"No Fair! Zeref I wanted to kill him!" Alexia whined her eyes still glowing a bright red as she appeared right next to him. She lifted both of her hands that contained twin daggers to his throat in an x shape with the blades kissing his neck. Alexia smiled as she leaned close to Zeref's ear. "That's fine I can always get you!"
"Alexia, this isn't like you! You need to stop!" Zeref said with concern as he stared directly into her eyes. He lifted his right hand resting it against her cheek softly caressing it.
"I can't! I can't stop until I am satisfied by the amount I have killed." She said smiling again at him. Alexia tightened the daggers on his neck blood already coming out from under the daggers slowly. Zeref just stared into her eyes with complete trust. Alexia moaned as she bent her head down breathing heavily. The daggers fell to the ground disappearing before making contact to the ground. She rubbed her eyes angrily. "I am sorry, Zeref!" She whispered looking at him with guilt. Her eyes still red, but not glowing hatred red.
"Are you alright?" He asked in general concern as he caressed her cheek. Alexia smiled weakly and nodded.
"Come on we must hurry!" She said as she dragged him towards the inner forest away from the fighting on the village. The building burning and falling behind them as they ran over the sounds of explosions and shouts.
The image fades once again to darkness as Lucy and Alex stared at each other.
"We ran through the fighting unnoticed. Anyone that came in our way instantly died by us. As we were running I was noticing the calming aura that I have been sending Zeref was starting to wear off as he slowly started to look panicked by the deaths. I tried to get us out of there as best I could. ….then we were surrounded. One side of us was the guild warriors while on the other side was the warriors. They stared at us in hatred then at each other. I don't know how, but they both seemed to agree to kill us." Alex spoke as a new image of an evergreen forest appeared. Shoutings echoed around. Lucy looked around to see men and women with symbols of guild standing on one side yelling angrily as the clan stood on the other side yelling. Alexia and Zeref stood in the middle bewildered.
"ALEXIA! YOU HAVE BETRAYED OUR CLAN!" The clan leader yelled angrily at the brunette girl as well as the rest of the fighting warriors. Alexia glared at them angrily as she squeezed Zeref's hand in comfort.
"ZEREF! WE MUST KILL HIM BEFORE HE DESTROYS ALL LIFE WITH HIS POWER!" The guild members yelled as they glared at the pale man. Zeref looked down depressingly. Lucy continued to look back and forth between the yelling crowds yelling at the two teens in the middle. Hatred in their eyes as they stared at them. They have a look to kill.
"We must not kill nor hurt anymore people." Zeref spoke as he looked at Alexia in the eyes ignoring the roars of the angry crowds. Alexia looked at him sadly and nodded as she whispered how she would try her best.
Then the crowds got tired of yelling and charged towards the teen full speed. Both sides collided together into a loud clash as fighting erupted. Alexia and Zeref did their best to avoid hits and not hitting back in order not to hurt anyone. Lucy's eyes followed anxiously through the crowd in panic as she heard a loud girlish shriek echo through the crowd.
"ALEXIA!" Lucy heard Zeref yell his body lit with black energy. The crowd of people immediately backed away knowing the danger of the pale man. Lucy gasped as she saw Alexia lying on the ground with a sword stuck through her chest close to where her heart is supposed to be. She breathed heavily as she weakly lifted her hands to the swords hilt. Zeref continued to yell as he finally snapped into panic mode. Everything around him dying slowly.
"Alex! What are you doing?" Lucy thought out loud in panic as she stared at Alexia scream in horror and pain while she pulled the sword out of her chest. Alexia slumped forward weakly as she coughed out blood tears going down her eyes in pain.
"Idiot, you can kill everyone!" Alexia whispered out weakly getting up.
Lucy's eyes widen as she stared at her wobble back and forth weakly as she walked to Zeref. Blood oozing out of her wound as she breathed heavily as if in pain. Her eyes half closed not looking away from the screaming Zeref. As he screamed the area of dead things continued to grow. Just black deadness surrounded him. Dead leaves crunched under Alexia's feet as she went closer to him. Each step seemed to cause her more pain as if she is keeping herself alive. When she finally reached Zeref she let herself drop on him with her hands loosely around him. Her breathing and heartbeat slowing more. Tears coming down her eyes in pain as she pulled herself up to face him. Zeref stopped screaming and looked at her with tears going down his eyes. Alexia smiled weakly at him.
"Why didn't you stay down! Why didn't you use your powers to heal yourself!" Zeref said in panic as he sobbed quietly as he held her to him as if she would disappear. Alexia looked at him smiling weakly the sparkle in her eyes fading away as her legs started to give out. Zeref held her up as he looked into her eyes with panic and fear.
"Don't kill anymore, Zeref!" She breathed out smiling weakly as she lifted her hand to his forehead. Zeref widen his eyes upon contact as his body glowed white. The light got brighter as it seemed to explode out. Lucy gasped out in shock as white see through tigers jumped out of the light and ran out around. Everyone gasped in shock. "I love you!" Lucy heard Alexia whisper as the light and tigers faded away revealing a large patch of flowers growing brightly and the crowds of the amazing clan warriors and guild members looking at each other smiling. Showing peace through them.
The image immediately faded to black again as Lucy and Alex were immediately pulled back to reality. When they opened their eyes they were in Alex's home again. They sat up looking at each other. Alex sighed sadly.
"I used my remaining life and power to seal his magic and transport him far away from there. I woke up in the celestial realm with no memory of what happened at all. Loki took care of me and tried to get me back on my feet. When I found out about memoires I immediately forced myself to see them again. Once I saw them I didn't want to believe them and forced myself in depression. My eyes immediately turning jet black. Every time I tried to cry my tears were blood. I grew angry at myself when I chose to stay in the celestial realm instead of going back to earth to Zeref. I tried to kill myself so many times, but it never worked since I was already dead. Loki was there with me when his master's didn't call him out. He kept telling me to stop and accept it. He was harsh with his words, but I knew that is what I need to hear. Not a day goes by that I don't think about Zeref." Alex explained as she looked at Lucy straight in the eyes. She smiled softly at the crying blonde.
"ALEXIA!" Lucy cried out as she hugged Alex comforting her as if she was going to cry to. Alex sighed as she hugged Lucy back a smile still on her face as she remembered her eyes were before she hugged her. A sparkling full of life honey brown color.
"Looks like you decided early huh, Lucy?" She whispered as she held Lucy's disappearing figure. Lucy continued to cry for Alex not noticing herself disappearing slowly. She slipped something in Lucy's hand."Live for me, Lucy. Live for yourself and be happy! I will forever be by your side." Alex whispered as Lucy disappeared completely leaving her alone in her home. "You can come out now Mavis!" Alex said feeling the presence of the blonde girl in her home.
Mavis came out cautiously. She walked up to Alex sitting next to her on the couch.
"How was it?" Mavis asked in concern as she looked at Alex with worry. Alex looked at her and smiled. Mavis eyes widen as she saw Alex's eyes turned back to the brown they once were.
"Painful, but I feel almost relieved." Alex said as she sighed looked at Mavis happily. "I think I have found my peace."
"Just by seeing your memories again?" Alex nodded at Mavis. Mavis smiled at the curly haired brunette. "Looks like you are going to miss the goddess!"
"I don't know about that! I did leave something with her before she disappeared." Alex smiled as she got up walking towards the front door.
"Where you going?" Mavis asked in shock as she got up to follow Alex. Alex stopped at the door turning towards Mavis smiling widely.
"To train! I need to get my skills back up for when my master calls me out!" Alex said smiling widely her brown eyes sparkling widely as she ran out the door leaving at dumbfounded Mavis in her home.
"Master? What?" Mavis thought then her eyes widen as well as her smile. "Who would have thought the tempermental spirit of the tigers would have a master after all those years of refusing one."
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The sun was up and bright shining inside the infirmary room over the once fading blonde. Lucy's eyes opened softly as she smiled slowly. She breathed in and out happily and slowly to take in her life again. She sat up happily as she looked around the empty bright infirmary room. She was back. Back on Earth. Back to her loved ones. Lucy stretched her arms out feeling them a little stiff. Just as she lifted her hand up a golden key fell out of hand onto the floor. Lucy got up bending down looking at the key curiously.
She quickly picked up the key holding it closer to see. The top of the key had a tiger wrapping around to a heart. Lucy smiled knowing whose it was. She squeezed it to her happily. As if the key was giving her courage she immediately got up and ran out the infirmary.
She was back. Lucy was finally back.