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chapter : Sick inside
TROY'S POV:
suddenly there came someone near the classroom and the door opened.
I pulled back and me and Gabriella looked at the door. The person who opened the door was Ryan. He didn't look into the classroom but he was talking to someone outside the classroom.
''Yeah, she is probably still there... alright I see you later, bye. Hey Gabs, hey Troy''. Ryan said when he walked in the classroom.
''Hey Ryan'' I said and I was nervous, what if he saw that Gabriella and I kissed? Ohh man we are in trouble.
''Hey Ry'' Gabriella said and she looked at me.
''Do you know where I'm so glad about?'' Ryan said while he was smiling.
''No Ry, why? Gabriella asked. She sounded a bit nervous.
''Well, I'm glad that you two are such a good friends. I mean you are my girlfriend and Troy you are Sharpay's boyfriend, and you two are going to see each other a lot from now on, even when we are not in school. I'm just glad that you guys can get so good along with each other.''
I looked at Gabriella and she looked at me. I saw in her eyes that she was feeling guilty about the kiss. I felt the same way as her, kissing her was really stupid.
''I have got an idea, why aren't we going to eat dinner tomorrow with the four of us? You know like a double date that would be fun.''
''Uhm'' I said and at that moment Sharpay walked in the classroom.
''Hey Troy, Ry and Gabriella''
''Ohh, hey Shar I was just wondering if it would be a good idea if the four of us would go out for dinner tomorrow, you know like a double date.''
''But Troy and I already have plans for tomorrow, but I think that is a good idea, you don't mind if the plans change, right Troy?''.
''Uhm, no'' I said.
''Alright, tomorrow at 6 o'clock?''
''Alright, Gabriella do you think that's okay too?'' Ryan said.
''Uhm, yeah'' Gabriella said.
''Alright, I'll pick you up at half 6 at your house.''
''Okay''.
''Troy, how late are you going to pick me up?''
''Same time as Ryan picks Gabriella up, so half 6.'' I said and I saw miss Darbus walking in the classroom. ''We better get to our own seats before we get detention again.''
''Yeah, your right'' Gabriella said and we all walked to our seats.
that night... GABRIELLA'S POV:
I was walking through my bedroom and I couldn't stop think about the kiss. We where so lucky that Ryan didn't see that or did he pretend that he didn't see it? I walked to my desk and I turned the radio on.
I'm just a girl who
Kissed a boy who
Is in love with someone else
I didn't mean to
Feel the way I do
It just happened by itself
And now I'm sick inside
Yeah, it makes me wanna cry
I'm so sorry about last night
Yeah, It happened so fast
I wanted it to last
In the moment it felt so right
But now I'm sick inside
Ohh great the song explain perfectly how I feel about the kiss. I walked to my bed and lay down.
He stopped by my house
We were hanging out
He was wondering were you are
We went walking
We were just talking
Then he kissed me by his car
And now I'm sick inside
Yeah, it makes me wanna cry
I'm so sorry about last night
Yeah, It happened so fast
I wanted it to last
In the moment it felt so right
But now I'm sick inside
I started singing the song that was playing on the radio.
Now I'm stuck with this feeling in the pit of my soul
Guess I should of had a little self control
I knew that it was wrong, I admit it
I wish there was a way that I could make it alright
I really wanna tell you that I put up a fight
But that would be a lie
And now I'm sick inside
Yeah, it makes me wanna cry
I'm so sorry about last night
Yeah, It happened so fast
I wanted it to last
In the moment it felt so right
But now I'm sick inside
Now I'm sick inside
Yeah, It makes me wanna cry
In the moment it felt so right
I'm just a girl who
Kissed a boy who
Is in love with you
I walked to my desk and turned the radio of. I wish I could turn back time and pulled back instead of kissing him back. But at that moment I wasn't thinking, I really liked that he kissed me. It's going to be hard to ignore my feelings for Troy. I love him I really do, but this isn't right. I cheated on Ryan when he kissed me and I'm not going to cheat on him again, but that I really love Ryan, I don't think that I do. I'm in love with Troy David Alexander Bolton but I can't be in love with him.
the next day, 6 o'clock at the restaurant...
I walked to the table with Ryan and I saw that Sharpay and Troy where already there. Troy was smiling at Sharpay. I can't believe my eyes, he is so happy. I don't get it I'm feeling miserable inside because I kissed him and and he is just having fun with his girlfriend like nothing happened between us.
''Hey Gabriella, hey Ry'' Sharpay said and she smiled.
''Hey Sharpay, hey Troy.'' I said and I saw Troy looking at me. He was wearing a light blue shirt and dark blue jeans. He looks hot. I got to stop thinking this like the that.
''So Gabriella, do you like it here in Albuquerque?'' Sharpay asked.
''Yes, I really like it here, I like it better then the place where I lived before.'' I said.
''Alright, I have to go to the ladies room, I'll be back soon.'' Sharpay said and left.
Suddenly Ryans phone went off. ''I have to anwser this one, it's important, I'll be back in a sec.'' He walked away.
''Uhm... Gabriella?''
''Yeah?''
''I'm sorry about what happened yesterday, it was my fault, I'm sorry.''
''It wasn't only your fault, it was my fault too''
''Let's just forget about what happened, okay?''
''It's going to be hard to forget that it happened, it did happen and I don't think that I'm going to forget it.''
''Gabriella, I'm not going to forget about it either, but it's better if we try to.''
''Yeah, it is''.
''Gabriella, I have been thinking''.
''About what?''
''Maybe it's better if we avoid each other as much as possible''
what is Gabriella going to say to that? find out in the next chapter.
song: Sick inside by Hope Partlow. I just felt like using this song in this chapter because it explains how Gabriella feels perfectly.
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