Hey! Sorry this took soooo long! I'm such a bad author!

But this one is fulled with some surprises... so hopefully that will make up 4 it...

don't like this chapter AT ALL but hopefully u guys like it?

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May XX 2XXX

Journal….. Today…. was…. Interesting to say the least….. But I should start from the beginning…. Wow… I just realized that I'm gonna be here for a while….. great….

I woke up due to my phone ringing… it was America… asking be if I was going to reveal myself and that I should or else he would before I got a chance to reply. Did I mention this was at 4:00 in the MORNING! I replied that I was going to without thinking… hey I only just fell asleep… did I forget to mention they left my hotel suite at 2:00 AM! Then I hung up on him to go back to sleep…. Ok now thinking about it now that was rather rude hanging up on America but I was exhausted and didn't want to deal with him…. He's my brother and I love him but I get tired/ annoyed of/at him… and sometimes that frustration boils over at times… and then I rant at him for a few hours and make him cry….. but most of the time he deserves it…. But after today… if he tries anything… I think I might explode….

Oh I got off topic for a second! Anyways England called me later at a much more reasonable hour when he arrived at the U.N Building… I was still in bed… I overslept due to America waking me up… when I hung up… I apparently turned off the alarm on my phone. So I looked at the time ran out of bed and got ready in a mad dash and left my suite grabbing Kumapiho on the way out in 10 minutes. I reached the U.N Building in 30 minutes…. Normally it takes a hour… but I speeded the ENTIRE way…. Kumatchi looked a bit scared… but I managed to reach in time. Well I got to the conference room right before it started…. England, America and France stopped me from entering and then they said something along the lines of this…

Canada?, you told me you were an hour away from the building when I called, how on earth did you reach on time?" England had questioned.

"I drove VERY FAST….." I responded.

"OMG! Mattie NEVER do that again! You could get hurt!" America screamed.

"Oui, ma petite lapine! You shouldn't even be driving its too dangerous!" France agreed.

"Man, you guys are insane!It's the 21st century… women CAN AND WILL drive themselves around! You guys freak out when I speed now that you know when I'm a girl… but you guys don't care when I landed in the hospital in a full body suit when after a hockey riot didn't end up soo well, Now come on the meeting starting" I muttered the last part.

"What did you just say?" the three of them had screamed.

"The meeting starting…?" I questioned fully knowing what they meant.

"NO THE OTHER THING!" they shrieked.

By then all the other countries came out the room to hear what the yelling was about. Germany came out of the room last obviously annoyed that nobody was following the schedule. Now everybody was confused at this point because to most of them it looked like the three of them were yelling at nothing, but to the countries that could see Canada she was looking rather irritated.

"Umm… America, England, & France? Who are you guys talking to, aru?" China had finally questioned.

"To Canada! The second largest country in the world" America answered.

"Not if Russia keeps getting smaller!" I offered helpfully.

"Not if everyone becomes one with Russia, KOLKOLKOLKOLKOLKOLKOLKOL" Russia finished with in a menacing tone. Apparently he saw and heard me…. I hadn't been counting on that….

"Shit he heard me…." I said quietly.

"WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY?" England, America and France screamed/questioned.

A gasp went through the crowd of countries… everybody finally saw me and had heard my last comment.

Journal is that really surprising? I curse all the time… I've been kicked out of hockey arenas quite a few times for my mouth…

"Oh where did I go wrong with you?" England questioned while looking rather depressed.

"For the record I blame you, because of you, Canada had to grow up listening to you while you were drunk and you have quite a mouth when you're drunk." France accused England.

"I blame both of you!" America screamed randomly.

Now the three of them started arguing, so everybody just sighed and walked back into the conference room. I just looked at them and entered the room. Germany, glad to have some order asked Switzerland to break them up so they could start the meeting and went into the room following me. Switzerland shot a bullet at each of them and had roared for them to get into the room so we could have a real meeting this time. Dejected they when into the room and the meeting started.

The meeting went on as it normally did… with nothing actually getting resolved but strangely enough my family keeping looking at me as if trying to tell me something. Germany finally decided to end it but asked anyone if they had anything to say, expecting nobody to say anything was about to adjourn it but America stopped him and said, "Canada has something to say!" Everybody actually recognized me this time! But for the wrong reason…

"No, I don't America" I answered while glaring at him.

"NO, I'm sure you do!" America, England and France answered egging me on.

Everybody just looked at me and Germany sighed and asked, "Do you have something to add Canada?"

"No I do…" But I was cut off by Prussia.

"Oh leave the cute birdy alone west!" He then went to pat my head and missed and accidently touched my chest.

"SOFT?" He had cried in a girly shrill (He later claimed it was very manly and awesome… I didn't believe him for a second)

I then slapped him across his face, expecting to have to reveal myself… I didn't put on my chest protection.

America, England and France were very mad…. Well that's an understatement…. America and England tackled Prussia to the ground and France kicked him in his manhood….

Now the room was in an uproar, Germany yelled at them to get off his bruder and Spain and Russia were trying to pry America and England off of Prussia.

Russia pulling America off of Prussia and tried to pull him away, America then dropped the bomb figural speaking. "He deserves it for touching my SISTER!" he screeched.

There was dead silence in the room… and everyone turned and gaped at me.

"Ughhhh… Hello?... "I said.

CLIFFHANGER! How will this end?

Ok I luv u guys too much to end it here so it continues here!

"Comrade Mavtey is a girl?" Russia asked. Breaking the silence there was a huge roar of sound of people yelling at me.

"Wait you're a girl?" Prussia screamed. "Then that time we were drunk and I was talking about if you were a girl that I totally… Fu"

"SHUT THE HELL UP PRUSSIA!" everybody and I mean everybody screamed.

"Prussia we'll talk about it later…" I told him.

"Oh no you won't, you won't get anywhere near him at all Mattie" America said, "If he tries to get near you I'll nuke his a**!"

"America you can't dictate who I talk to!" I yelled at him.

"The hell I can't" He yelled back.

"She's right you can't WE CAN!" France and England told him.

"The hell you can! I'm a grown woman! You can't dictate who can talk to me!" I screamed.

"Yes we can! Now let's…" They got cut off by Germany.

"Canada? Can you please explain what is going on?" he asked.

So I explained, but when ever France, America and England tried to cut in everyone would glare at them to shut up and to let me continue… I actually felt quite good now everyone could actually see me.

When I finished the explanation, everyone crowded me and told me that I was very brave and all the girls were proud of me for showing that women can be as strong as men and we can be even stronger.

Then Germany asked if he could end this meeting and if anyone else had anything to say. Before anyone could answer no, Prussia, Russia, Netherlands, Cuba, Hong Kong, Egypt and South Korea all stood up and did something that will never be forgotten… and I'm still embarrassed about it and my family still REALLY PISSED at them.

They all asked "Will you go out with me Canada?"

Surprised? no not really ok...

hopefully u guys like it...

thanks 4 reading!

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