Hey guys! I'm sorry this took so long! and because school is starting very soon I wanted to post this b4 it started because I'll probably be very busy and won't get to write as much as I'd like... so I hope this long chapter makes up for it! well. it isn't very long but its a lot for me to write...

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I'm not to sure about this because I think my writing style changed. or did it? well I hope you this!


Journal... is it that surprising that I kissed someone before. I mean I'm a grown woman whose lived for centuries! or were they surprised I kissed that many people? Not that I did! I mean I'm not that kind of girl!

Oh I got off topic! Sorry Journal about the other countries finding out I've already kissed someone and possibly quite a few other ones...

"Oh, Canada how could you not tell me! I mean I'm your best friend! I thought we told each other everything!" Ukraine cried out.

This confused almost everyone because they didn't know that Ukraine had known my secret before.

"Canada we're your best friends too! How could you not tell us?" complained Iceland and South Italy.

If the other nations were confused before after what Iceland and South Italy revealed confused them even more.

"Iceland / Romano... you're best friends with CANADA?" Spain and Denmark so rudely screamed out in surprise.

"Canada you had friends?" my... family shouted in surprise.

Journal is it THAT surprising that I'm friends with Iceland and South Italy? I mean they are funny and witty and they know how to listen to people and we're sorta similar... I mean me and South Italy are a lot alike... I mean we both get ignored a lot... we both are pushed to the side for our brothers... and we're both sarcastic and witty. Iceland and I are very similar in ways I mean we're both quiet and when we lose our tempers... well it doesn't end up well...

I twitched and turned and faced my family and practically screamed at them, "Oh course I have friends! What did you guys think I was home alone without friends all the time just sitting there waiting for you guys to call me so I won't be lonely?"

"I didn't like your tone Madeline, of course I thought you had..." England was then cut off by America screaming, "I didn't! ! I mean you once spent a weekend looking at your polar bear's eyelashes. Considering that I thought you didn't have friends and I started hanging out with you more and we had fun!"

"You call 'hanging out' playing catch and throwing the ball so hard I ended up in the hospital a few days later for internal bleeding FUN?" I screeched the last part.

Seriously Journal I was in the hospital a few days later because America hit me too hard with the baseball. My friends came to visit me when I called them and when they found out my family didn't bother to visit after I called them... they were mad journal...really mad.

"You did what to her?" screamed England, France and the rest of the nations. My friends all turned and glared at America... even Ukraine which scared all the nations even more... Russia actually passed out... after asking around later I heard that he had NEVER seen Ukraine that angry before.

"Yes, I'm friends with Canada... I mean she's awesome I don't understand why everybody forgets her... including her... family..." Iceland and South Italy replied.

"I agree with the two of them, Canada is an amazing friend and person I really don't understand why she's forgotten so much." Ukraine said while agreeing with them.

"She's practically the sister I never had! we're a family" The three of them said.

Now Journal when they said that I was really touched. That they remember me and consider me family. So I...

"Madeline what's wrong? Ma chere are you ok?" France asked. He noticed that I had started to tear up a bit.

"Canada are you ok?" England questioned.

"She's crying I bet it was the Commie bastard that broke my heart. " America muttered while looking at the floor.

"America are you alright? I mean Russia just broke your heart..." and just like that England and France's focus turned on America with all the other nations attention of them while I was crying and only my friends were still looking at me.

"Canada are you ok? did something you remember upset you?" asked Ukraine, Iceland and South Italy.

" Why on earth did everybody just ignore you like that I mean you were crying but they didn't do anything? Oh Canada we'll make you feel better!" Ukraine said.

"See this is why you should stop talking to them Madeline I mean they completely ignored you for America while you were crying." Iceland and South Italy screamed out in anger.

By now Journal I was so happy that I jumped and hugged them... which got the attention of all the other nations again.

"You guys are the best friends a person/nation could ever have! We're a better family than I am with my real one. " I cried out then I hugged them even harder.

"I resent that comment! Mattie you don't really mean that... I mean me, France, England and you are a close family. They couldn't possibly be a better family than us." America cried out

"Oh really you stupid American? What Madeline's favourite colour?" Iceland questioned

"Um... Red! her favourite colour is red! Right Mattie!" America grinned while looking at me to answer his question.

Silently I shook my head no.

"What no! Ma petite lapine's favourite's colour is violet and white, right Madeline?" France screamed.

" Oui, Papa my favourite colours are violet and white." I agreed with him.

"Before you continue Canada... why do you call the frog papa and me England? I'm also your father so why don't you call me dad? am I not as important to you than the bloody frog?" England cried.

"Ah! She doesn't really care for you England hahah!" America started to laugh.

"Oui, ma chere doesn't care for the fool that can't cook."

"It's not that I hate you or anything England... its just that..." I started.

"NO, the bloody frog found you first, took care of you for a few decades while I took care of you and help you since the frog left you, save you from your brother during 1812... I guess I'm not that great a parent because I forget about you, don't call or talk to you... and I even though you were your brother when you were dressed as a boy! I'm a terrible father!"

Well Journal... I have to agree with him a bit... he was a terrible father... but I love him regardless.

"England... It's not like that... it's just.. well you know how Iceland doesn't call Norway Onii-chan or South Italy didn't call Spain boss or how America didn't call you mom... I don't know..." I trailed off

"England... you tried to get America to call you mom?" France managed to get out before he and the rest of the nations including myself burst into laughter.

Journal when America told me that... I nearly died... It's so funny who knew England had a maternal side?

Meanwhile Norway went up to Iceland and said, "Onii-chan."

We all froze when he said that and Iceland said, "No, never." and America broke in with, "Why don't you call me Onii-chan Mattie? I am your brother! Call me onii-chan!"

"What have you done?" Iceland hissed at me while we both backed away from our brothers.

"America I'll call you Onii-chan the day I call England dad!' I screamed a bit too loudly.

By then everyone had stopped laughing and it had gone mostly quiet when I screamed... and everyone clearly heard me say that I'd never call England Dad...

"WHAT? She'll never call me dad... she'll never call me dad... she'll never call me dad... " with that said England retreated to a corner of the room.

"England. that's not what I meant..." I started when he cut me off.

"So, you'll call me dad!" He cheered up at the thought.

"Um... no not really..." I muttered.

"Oh..." with that said he retreated back into his corner.

"I'll work on it though... but don't expect it anytime soon." I mumbled the last part.

"I'm fine with that! so about the fact that YOU KISSED MULTIPLE NATIONS WHILE DRESSED AS A BOY!" England ran out of his corner screaming the last part...

"So about global warming... I agree with Amer..." I trailed off after looking at everybody glaring at me.

"Matthew Williams..." England started to speak in a soft menacing voice.

" Her name is Mattie/Madeline!" screamed America and France... and all the other countries.

"Ok then... Madeline Williams.. please explain what these... countries..." he started but he was cut off by Prussia.

"Hey are you excluding the AWESOME me?" Prussia shrieked.

"... fine please explain what these...countries AND Prussia mean when they say you gave your FIRST KISS to them?" England finished in a scathing tone.

"Ma petite lapine... if you don't answer... I will personally come and take away your maple syrup!" France snarled.

"IF you don't answer I will come and take away your hockey stick!" America screamed.

Needless to say Journal I responded in a very mature manner...

"NO! you will never take Maple and Jimmy away!" I screeched... and I then ran away from them clutching a bottle of maple syrup and to everyone else's surprise a hockey stick. My friends turned and glared at them again... Russia had finally come around again... but after seeing Ukraine glare at someone fainted again...

"Madeline! You know we were kidding right we won't take them away! No America step away from her!" England said.

By then America in a half crazed state from angry and grief about Russia dumping him decided to take away my HOCKEY STICK so that I'd tell him, I responded to that as any normal person would...

"Get away from me and my hockey stick you fu**ing hoser !" I screamed while flailing Jimmy.

Journal by then now I was so mad I did something I'm not proud of... well it's something I've done to America before... and if my boss found out... I'd be in so much trouble... well not as much this time...

I took in a big breath and started, " America you big brainless child, you're demanding and always angry! you're too forceful with everything!"

By now a few people were slowly realizing I had started the rant...

"Canada we understand please stop yelling at America, you know he is an idiot. America if you still want to be able to see... I suggest you step away from her." England finished.

"Ah ma blanche lapine... as much as I like seeing America hurt... please stop this... do you want your hockey stick damaged because of his... thick head?" France retorted.

By now I had calmed down and realizing what I nearly did and put Jimmy and Maple away.

"Now that you've calmed down, ma chere would you please explain what these countries and Prussia mean? Please chere?" France pleaded.

I took a deep breath and "Fine papa, I'll start with the ones I remember." I started.

"You mean you forgot the awesome kiss I gave you? Well it was after the fall of the Berlin wall and we met in a bar while celebrating the fall and we kissed and later we..." Prussia was then cut off.

"You did WHAT with my daughter/ sister? while she was drunk? Oh where did we go wrong?" America, France and England cried.

"Papa, England, America we didn't do anything like that! Prussia though I was a guy! Even if I did anything he would have known I was a girl which means nothing happened! What happened was it was the fall of the wall and Prussia was near the remains passed out and wasn't breathing when Germany and I found him... so I gave him air so we could revive him. Do you remember that Germany?" I finished then I looked at Germany to confirm.

Everyone turned and looked Germany. Germany responded with, "How could I forget that day... yes Canada saved his life that day by giving him air and then I spent the rest of the day with him trying to get him to recover." Prussia never did anything like that that evening."

"Way to kill the moment West." Prussia muttered.

"So you never did anything like that to Prussia right Madeline?"

"Oui, papa" I responded.

"Madeline! You never told us! We wouldn't have cared." Iceland and South Italy cried out.

"Yes you would have! You would have though..." I trailed off.

"Your kidding right? Mattie, we've known you're a girl for years." They finished with a sigh as if it was the easiest thing in the world.

"They KNEW?" everyone screamed in surprise and my family in anger... along with the nations that want to go out with me...


Did I surprise you? no... oh well...

Spoiler Alert!

In the stories like this. normally Canada is just on her/his own with her/his family well the ones I've read that are sorta similar to this...

Why not let her have some friends to help her? was what I though when I was writing this... not to sure about this soooooo...

tell me what you think in a review? please?

Oh The Witch of the Souls : I was going to make Romano a possible candidate for Mattie but while I was writing this I decided he would be a better friend then a candidate. I hope you don't mind!