Forcing You – D27
2.
After about twenty minutes, Dino thought that it was time he faced Tsuna. He walked up the stairs to the boy's room and knocked on the door. No response. He opened the door and then closed it behind him quietly. He crouched by Tsuna's bed and called his name.
"Tsuna, it's dinner time." He touched Tsuna on the shoulder and then shook him gently.
The tired boy rubbed his eyes and opened them slowly. When he saw Dino, he pulled the blanket closer to him to cover his face. He was blushing.
"Is there anything I can do to make you feel better?" Dino realized his mistake when he asked the question. He saw the young boy nod right away.
Without a word, Tsuna let go of the blanket and crept closer to the blonde. He opened his arms wide and closed his eyes. Dino had never felt so awkward when giving Tsuna a hug. He wrapped his arms around the small body and pat his back rhythmically. He was about to let go but Tsuna clung on to him.
"G-Gosh, I said it's dinner time!" Dino said.
"Tsu-kun, Dino-kun! It's going to get cold!" The two males heard from downstairs.
"We'll be right there!" Dino yelled back.
The Italian felt a nip at his neck.
"Wh-what are you doing?"
Tsuna continued to bite Dino's neck, trying to leave a red mark on it. He sucked it and licked it lustily. He could not get enough of this older man's scent and flavor. He then stopped and proceeded by licking the man's neck up to his jaw, whispering his name into his ear. It sent shivers up Dino's spine. How did a boy like him know how to do things like these?
"I don't have time to play vampire games with you. I mean, if you're hungry, there's always dinner…" he tried to convince.
In response, Tsuna stared deeply into Dino's eyes showing that all he wanted to eat was him. The blonde tried to avert his gaze and hold the boy back by gripping his arms. Tsuna forcefully planted his lips on Dino's. He licked the man's lips. He wanted him. He was hungry for him. He looked again at Dino. His eyes asked the question, "Do you not understand my feelings?" It was nearly as if he had been shot by the dying will bullet.
"Dino-san…" he sighed.
The boy had been in control most of the time now. Dino was bewildered. He had such willpower, such force. He tried to be logical. This boy, right in front of him, holding him, was in such great love with him that he would assault him? No, it was wrong! Dino battled with his thoughts. It's not love. It can't be love. He's just a child after all. Why couldn't he go to cute Sasagawa Kyoko, the sister of one of his guardians?
"Tsuna, you have to find someone your age. I… No matter how much you like me, I'm too old. I'm also a guy. Think about your future." Dino tried to rationalize with him.
"Can't I do this for now? Give me the time to fix my feelings." Tsuna did not take his eyes off of Dino's. "I really think I love you."
"Th-this is what a first love is like! It usually never works!" Dino tried to smile.
"Usually. There's still a possibility, Dino-san. And I think I want to take the chance."
Was this still the no-good Tsuna that Reborn was talking about? He was so sure of himself. It was unlike any other time. He was confident, he knew what he wanted, he negotiated. How much had this boy developed in such a short time? Had going to the future made him wiser? Had something hit him in the head? Afraid that his precious brother would break down into tears, Dino drew the last card.
"Fine, let's make a deal."
"Tsu-kun! Dino-kun!" The brunette's mother yelled again. "Come on down already!"
"What is it then, Dino-san?"
"If by the time you are eighteen and you still cannot get over me, I'll take you away with me. I'll try to love you." Dino was sure that by that time, Tsuna would have lost interest in him.
"And what about now?"
"I'll have to reject your advances. I can't do anything to a minor."
"Does that mean that you want to?"
"I-I didn't say anything like that! Let's go get dinner already!" Dino got up and held his hand to Tsuna to help him up.
"Thanks but, I gotta go to the toilet." Tsuna blushed.
Dino didn't understand what the boy was talking about until he saw his pants. He too, reddened, and simply left the room. He walked down the staircase, embarrassed. Tsuna had been aroused by just one-sidedly doing things to him. This was a lot more serious than he thought. Maybe Tsuna had feelings towards him that were stronger than he expected. He would have to be more cautious around him. He didn't want to mislead the boy and hurt him. He stumbled a bit at the last steps and silently cursed that Romario wasn't around.
Tsuna had seldom touched himself. It wasn't something someone like him had time to do, and it wasn't something he felt comfortable with. Either he had Gokudera and Yamamoto over, or he felt guilty thinking about Kyoko in an inappropriate way. But now that he had gotten his feelings out and that there was no one around, he was free.
Tsuna was thinking of Dino. There was nothing else on his mind. He remembered the times when he had seen Dino's naked skin. He remembered his taste, his scent. He wanted to see more, he wanted to do more. He tried to recall every time he had accidentally caught a glimpse of Dino's bare skin. He even wanted to grasp it. The older man was so close to him, yet there was a gap between their feelings. A gap between their maturity levels. A physical gap between their ages. He wanted Dino to see him as an equal, not a little brother. He wanted more in their relationship and he definitely wanted Dino to feel more conscious of him. He was convinced he was in love.
He sat on the ground, blocking the bathroom door with his back and touched himself. How good would it feel, he thought, if Dino was the one doing this to him? The thought and the touch made him blank out of pleasure. He recollected himself and cleaned up after him. He washed his face and checked to see if it wasn't too red. Satisfied, he decided to join his family for dinner.
I love this story with all my being. I put a lot of emotions in writing this. I am sorry for the mature content. I think deep, emotional stories are beautiful. I am striving to write a lot of those. But for you, not so much blocky stuff and more love. Tell me what you think.
Edit: fixed honorifics.
