AN:Alright, as promised up to chapter six:3
just don't expect me to write this fast ever in my life, these were already written and i just never had a chance to upload them, sorry to make you believe you would get the whole story without waiting forever for updates ^_^; I don't really have that much time to write anymore, schools a bitch;^;
I think that's enough rambling, thank you very much for reading. Anything you wanna say please don't hesitate, I love hearing new opinion's and idea's!
*Flash Back*
Zoro sat at a table in the bar drinking from the bottle he convinced the bartender to finally give him. In front of him were tons of shot glasses. He sat there alone in the early hours of the night, finally starting to get a buzz.
Someone slid into the chair next to him, he didn't even glance at him.
"Trying to forget someone?"
"What could possibly give you that idea?" Zoro asked, sarcasm dripping from every word.
"Ouch. Was a girl wasn't it? Tough break-up?"
"...Something like that."
"Well you know that saying, 'cant live with them, cant live without them'."
"I think my life would be a lot easier if I lived without anyone."
"That's a good one too." a hand was shoved in front of him. He looked at it then the man extending it.
He was a young looking guy, maybe a bit older than Zoro, he had short black hair and scarlet eyes. He smiled at Zoro, "My names Matt, mind if I drink with you?"
Something about him vaguely reminded Zoro of Luffy, or Ace. He took the hand and shook it once. "Zoro."
"I'll take that as a yes." he smiled again and observed Zoro gulp down his drink. "So what happened?"
"Got rejected. Not much of a story."
"Hm I'm sorry to hear that. Why did she reject you?"
"...she's gay."
"Gay?"
"Likes her girls." Zoro said solemnly.
They both suddenly burst out laughing, although it was more like a snicker for Zoro while Matt laughed a full blown laugh that shook his whole body.
"I'm sorry man! Tough break! But I think that's hardly a good reason to reject someone. Everyone deserves a chance. 'All is fair in love and war' that should apply to gender too don't you think?"
"What, are you just full of crappy quotes? You a motivational speaker or something?"
He laughed a little, "Naw, just trying to cheer a fellow single man up. Care to take a shot?"
he looked at Matt, "If your paying." he said with a sly grin.
He gave his own sly grin, "Fair enough."
Moments later he came back with a tray of shots, he handed one to Zoro.
"To being single?"
"Oh the joy." Zoro muttered but rose his glass too.
He was happy drinking with Matt, it let him forget about Sanji for a while. Plus, free drinks.
About three bottles and ten rows of shots latter, Zoro finally was able to declare "I'm drunk!"
Matt gave him a funny look, "Why are you so happy about that? Just means one killer headache in the morning."
"A headache? Why?" Zoro asked looking at Matt curiously.
"Why? A hangover, you know, what you get after you drink a lot the night before?"
"A hangover? Huh."
"What you've never had one?" Matt asked skeptically.
"No."
he choked on his drink some and looked at Zoro again. "Have you ever been drunk before?"
Zoro shook his head and guzzled some more on his bottle.
"Are you serious? This is the first time you've ever been drunk? In your life?"
Zoro nodded absently.
"How is that possible? I mean, your obviously not a stranger to hard drinking." he waved a hand at the empty bottles in front of him.
"I've been here since noon." Zoro explained.
"Noon? Drinking like you have with me?"
"Yup." Zoro started to laugh at the completely shocked expression on Matt's face.
"How are you not dead?"
"How do you get drunk drinking under a bottle of vodka?"
"...touche."
they laughed some more.
"So tell me about your girl."
"Girl?" Zoro asked.
Matt frowned, "You know, the gay girl? Rejected you? Whole reason you wanted to get drunk?"
"Oh yeah, I said it was a girl." Zoro frowned at remembering Sanji and the pain associated with him.
Matt rose an eyebrow, "Is it not a girl?"
"Na, I lied."
"I'm crushed you would ever do that to me Zoro! So tell me about your man." he suggestively nudging Zoro with his elbow.
"He's him and not afraid to show it. Don't have much else to say about him." Zoro shrugged, brushing off the subject.
"That bad?"
"Whats bad?"
"How hard you were rejected, wont even talk about the man. Usually people call them bastards or cold or talk about what was so great about them."
Zoro shrugged, "Just wanna forget everything for a while."
he smiled, "We've all been there." he brought his glass to Zoro's with a quiet clink of glass on glass.
"So have you always been gay?"
"Whats with that question?" Zoro laughed.
"Just curiosity, it takes people a while to realize their sexual preference usually. But you don't seem like the usual kind of guy."
"Should I be insulted?" Zoro asked teasingly.
"No, just means your special." he grinned at Zoro.
"Well, I guess I just like who I like. And I happen to like a guy and I happened to like a guy first, so I guess I've always been gay."
"I like the way you think. Not much for labels, eh?"
"Why does everything need a label anyways? It doesn't take a genius to find out that if it smells like booze, tastes like booze, and looks like booze its most likely booze."
"What if its not booze though, what if its a special lighter fluid that could kill you?"
"Then you guessed wrong and you go get your stomach pumped."
Matt laughed. "So how does that apply to people, I didn't quite catch it." he teased.
"Fuck you, it does. Somehow. Go reflect on it or whatever." Zoro bumped Matt's shoulder with his own, Matt lost his balance and almost fell out of his chair, giggling like a child.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry! Forgive me?" he looked at Zoro with a pout.
"Whatever." he laughed.
He laughed so much tonight.
"So do I get to ask you if your gay?" Zoro asked, sending a coy look to Matt.
"My my, so forward!"
Zoro shoved him lightly with his shoulder. "You asked first mister 'curiosity'!"
"Well I'll stick with that then. I'm curious for both sides."
Zoro frowned in confusion, "Does that mean you're a bi virgin?"
Matt also frowned, "That came out wrong. I'm not a virgin and have gone both ways, though I have to say, men are a lot... I cant think of a good word so I'll just say men are a lot more enjoyable." he smiled at Zoro, a glint in his eyes.
"Is that right?"
"Would you disagree? Men are a lot more honest and powerful in bed. Women...meh, you can never know if they like it or not and can be so picky about how they want it. You can always know how to please a man, and know you don't have to worry about hurting their feelings or some crap."
Zoro snorted in amusement, not really able to agree or disagree. He hasn't ever actually slept with someone. Some light fun sure, but never actual sex, male or female.
"You've gotten awfully quite, was that too much information?"
"Just thinking."
"Bout what?"
Zoro shrugged and turned his face slightly away.
"...was that more information than you know?" he asked, a mischievous smile forming on his face. "Is Zoro a blushing virgin?"
"Blushing?"
"Oh my god, you didn't deny it! Your a fucking virgin!"
"Shut it asshole!" he really hoped he wasn't blushing, that would prove him even more right somehow.
Matt leaned closer to his ear, "Would you like me to show you a thing or two?" he whispered.
Zoro looked at him in the eyes weighing the meaning in those words, Matt looked back with a suggestive smile. He stood and went to pay for his drinks, Zoro scrambled slightly to follow. He walked behind him to the parking lot, Matt smiled at him and brought him to the side of the building, the dark and a dumpster shielded them from view.
Matt pressed him against the wall gently and leaned close to Zoro's face, his breath tickled his face. He pressed his mouth to Zoro's, gently then with increasing force and need. Zoro slid his hands up his back and brought them closer together as he opened his mouth into the kiss.
Matt eagerly pushed his tongue into Zoro's mouth, and their tongues battled together in the hottest kiss he received in far too long. Matt rolled his hips into Zoro's and he gasped a little at the contact.
When they parted for air Matt whispered heatedly against his lips, "My place or yours?"
"Roommates." he gasped back.
"Mine then, I didn't bring a car."
"Ugly green one." Zoro fished out his keys and shoved them into Matt's chest, then led the way to his car.
Matt unlocked the car and Zoro slid into the passenger seat. Once they pulled out of the parking lot and were on the road, speeding slightly, Zoro was squirming with impatience.
"How long?" he demanded, god he needed this!
"A couple of minutes, I walked here."
Zoro gave a frustrated growl as he continued to squirm.
Matt's hand went to the inside of his thigh, rubbing circles with his thumb. Zoro's hips jerked up into the touch as he moaned.
His hand went up to his stomach, pushing Zoro's shirt up and out of the way. He ran his hands over Zoro's abs and up to his chest. He groped at his pecs then went down to a nipple, he circled it with a finger, teasing it to hardness. He pinched it slightly and tweaked it.
Zoro was now trembling and panting with want, his hands tightly gripping his seat. Matt's hands trailed down his chest again, stopping at the hem of his pants. He slipped a finger underneath and unbuttoned them. Zoro shivered and pressed into the touch.
"Lets go."
Zoro barely noticed he had his eyes closed and when he opened them he saw he was in another parking lot. He nodded and stepped out of the car, he followed Matt to a pair of doors. Through the doors was a nice lobby to a set of flats. He pulled Zoro to the elevator and pressed a button Zoro really didn't pay attention to.
Matt was on him as soon as the doors closed. They met in a passionate kiss with plenty of groping and hip rolling.
There was a quiet ding and Matt was pulling him forward without breaking the kiss. When he began mumbling what Zoro assumed was swears in the kiss Zoro pulled away with a laugh. Matt looked at him apologetically as he got his key into the lock correctly and opened his door. He yanked his key out again dragged Zoro inside and pressed him against the wall.
While Matt was nibbling on his neck he reached into Matt's pockets and fished out his keys, he slipped them into his own pocket. He caught Matt giving him a hurt look while still sucking on his neck.
Zoro just shrugged and smiled before he started to pull at Matt's coat. He easily slipped out of it and captured Zoro's mouth in a kiss while he tugged Zoro's shirt off. They separated so Zoro could pull it over his head and Matt quickly disposed of his own shirt.
"Bedroom." he mumbled and Zoro made an agreeing noise.
He let Matt lead him again through his flat and soon he was pushed backwards onto a bed. Matt sat up slightly on top of Zoro and ran his hands all over his bare chest, lingering on his scar.
"You just keep getting more and more interesting." he mumbled before diving down and licking along his scar then continued up to his chin.
Zoro trembled and began fumbling with Matt's pants. Matt helped and threw his pants and boxers to the side, he then began pulling at Zoro's pants, he yanked them down, underwear and all to his ankles. They still hung off his left foot.
Zoro looked down at Matt's exposed erection, he gently ran his fingers teasingly over it. Matt shivered and suddenly ground their hips harshly together, Zoro let out a yell just short of scream and eagerly thrust up.
It felt so good! He felt his eyes squeeze shut as Matt grabbed them both in his hand and began pumping.
So fucking amazing!
Matt's other hand went around to his ass, squeezing it tightly and making Zoro groan. His fingers dropped lower to his entrance, circling it and gently prodding.
Zoro pushed himself down onto his finger and hissed lightly at the pain. Matt began thrusting his finger in time to his fist that was stroking them. Zoro moaned deeply at the sensation.
This is what it felt like to be connected to someone... Matt leaned down and kissed him passionately, their tongues twisting together.
Soft golden hair
Zoro's fingers gripped and dug into short black locks.
Infinite blue eyes
Zoro looked up into lust clouded scarlet irises. Matt smiled down at him as he added another finger.
Fuck! Zoro arched of the bed, pressing himself closer to the man above him.
Shit Sanji! Sanji Sanji Sanji!
"Sa-" Zoro suddenly cut himself off as he realized whose names he was about to call out. He felt his throat tighten and eyes sting with tears.
"M-Matt, w-wait."
"Whats wrong does it hurt?"
Zoro shook his head, that wasn't it. Matt didn't stop his hands, another moan escaped Zoro's lips.
"Matt, please stop." he whispered.
"If your scared, don't be. It'll be alright." Matt gently kissed his forehead.
"I cant!" Zoro pushed up at Matt's chest.
"Zoro?"
"I-I'm sorry! I cant do this!" he felt tears start to fall down his face as he pushed more at Matt and slipped out from underneath him.
"I cant! There- there's Sanji! I cant! I just cant stop thinking about him! He-he wouldn't like me even more if-if I slept with a man. I'm sorry! I'm sorry I-I only want him!" Zoro was rambling as he got dressed while sobbing.
"I-its not fair! Its not f-fair to y-you! I'm so sorry! I-I just cant do this!"
"Zoro? Are you alright? Hey." Matt scrambled out of bed and grabbed his arm. "We don't have to do anything, just calm down, its ok."
Zoro shook his head furiously and yanked his arm away. "I-I cant! I'm sorry!"
Zoro ran out of the room and grabbed his shirt and ran to the elevator. He quickly pulled on his shirt and pressed the ground floor button.
He was so pathetic! He was using Matt as a replacement for Sanji! What could be more sick than that? He could even imagine Sanji above him in that room! His life was fucked! He loved someone who couldn't care less about him and couldn't even move on to someone new!
~End of Flashback~