FEAR 2
Bella
Rated M
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F.E.A.R= Face Everything And Recover? OR Fuck Everything And Run?
"Mrs. General, can you hear me?" my eyes felt like bricks as I tried to open them and answer the lady, I finally got one eye open and looked at the nurse.
"Ah…there you are" her smile was beautiful, I swallowed at my dry throat and cringe at the harshness and pain.
"Thirsty? I'll go get you some water, you just relax and don't try to move" she smiled and walked out the room, I laid there and closed my one eye.
How the hell did I get in here?
Michael never took me to the hospital after one of his episodes, I started to panic, and if he found out I was here.
I was good as dead.
The door opened as I gasp in a harsh breath, a young male with a white coat came through, and I felt tears come to my eyes.
I was fucking done for.
"Mrs. General, my name is Dr. Cullen, you were admitted two days ago by your husband Michael?" I frown.
W….What?
"He told us that their were a break in your home and you were attack" I bit my lips, fuck! He lied….he always fucking lying to save his ass! I nodded at the doctor as he nods back and read over the clipboard that was in his hand.
"I see that you have plenty of old injuries that haven't been tended to correctly, I just want to go over that with you" the nurse came through the door with my water, I was grateful for the pause as I gulped down the ice cold water and felt my throat ease as I could finally speak.
"D…Dr. Cullen, when can I leave?" I asked, he looked at the nurse and back at me….pausing before he spoke.
"Mrs. General, your injuries are very serious and needed to be observed over night" I let out a deep angry sign.
"No…I have to get out of here, I have a daughter to take care of!" I yelled
"You're Husb-
"NO!" they both looked wide eyed as I felt the tears fall quickly, Dr. Cullen and the nurse looked at me.
"Your very emotional, so I will just come back later….just get some rest Mrs. Gener-
"Call me Bella" I cut him off, he smiled and nod.
"Bella…get some rest" I nod and close my eyes. He left as the nurse started to clean the room, I felt myself speak.
"How bad is it?" I asked her, she looked up at me and smiled sadly.
"Two broken ribs, a dislocated shoulder, a sprain ankle and horrible bruises to your face and arms and legs" I swallowed.
Not that bad.
It has been worse…..a lot worse
"Thank you" she grabbed the sheets and looked at me before leaving.
"You're lucky you had a husband there to protect you when that attacker came into your house and attack you….I wish my sister had that" she said sadly.
If only she knew
"Wait!" I said as she walked to the door.
"Yes"
"What's your name?" I didn't see a name tag on her shirt. She smiled and spoke.
"Alice Cullen" she cut me off before I could say anything.
"And yes…I'm related to Dr. Cullen, his daughter actually" I looked at her skeptically as laughed.
"I'm adopted" that made more sense.
"I am too" that slipped out but it was trued, she smiled brightly.
"I hope your parents were as awesome as mine were" she said
"Doubted…but thank you" she frown confused.
"For what?" I bit back tears.
"For talking to me" I choked out, since being married to Michael….my social life as been non-existence. I could never leave the house without his permission and I especially couldn't leave the house to go partying.
Last time I did that….I took a two week vacation to the emergency room at the hospital, the lie for that one was, that we were in a car crash. We were…that he cause.
"No problem Bella…if you need anything else, I'm here for you…anything" she gave me a look and then quickly smiled. I lied back down and closed my eyes.
Dear God,
If you can hear me, I am tired. I can't go on like this, I can't leave, I can't stay, he will always find me, and he will always have me. ever turn I take, he's there, with his fist and angry eyes.
He once was my dream.
Now he's my nightmare.
Your child is in need of a prayer answered, security, I need to know if I will see my next birthday? If I will see my daughter grow up?
Sincerely,
Bella
A/N: You will not like Michael in this at all….just a friendly warning
Until Next time
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