Sousuke Aizen

Solitude

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If only they knew how it felt.

How it feels to be alone.

You are under the impression that you are accepted, that they like you, but in reality, you are pushing them all away.

They just follow through with it because they are too weak to say anything- to say "Go away!" to your face.

How foolish.

Am I not intelligent enough?

Am I not strong enough?

What is it that makes me different?

They don't understand what it is like to sit alone in the darkness thinking, "Why am I not good enough".

My loneliness devours me.

It feeds on the very existence of my soul so that there is nothing more but what used to be.

But no.

That's enough.

I will no longer lie to myself.

I will no longer play this pitiful game.

I refuse to sit alone in sadness.

They will pay.

I will show those who wouldn't dare approach me what I am truly capable of.

Yes, I shall become the beholder of this immense power, so that they should cower in fear before me.

So that they regret their foolish mistakes.

The loneliness inside my heart has built up and transformed to anger and hatred.

If I simply do not fit in as your comrade, then I shall show you how great of an enemy I can be.

Do not forget that it was you who made me this way.

Prepare yourselves, weaklings.

Lose yourself in my illusions, and fall into my grasp.

Defenseless and solitary.

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