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"I miss you"- Blink 182
Hello there the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
And we'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends
(I miss you I miss you)
(I miss you I miss you)
Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
The Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop the pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
I miss you (miss you miss you)
(I miss you miss you)
Mia POV
Jesse's married. Was constantly on my mind, it was a shame really. I was so distracted, I barely hear Rose as she spoke.
I stopped on my tracks.
"Please tell me I did not just hear that from you," I said, grabbing her elbow, and bringing us to a stop.
"Nope. Not me, my mouth."
I narrowed my eyes at her witty remarks. "Rose I'm serious." I wasn't going to let my best friend walk away. Especially after hearing she wants to go visit the man that raped her, and fathered her son. She was crazy. Crazy and stupid.
"You're crazy. And stupid. Crazy and stupid is never a good combination. Especially not on you."
She rolled her brown eyes at me. She lifted my manicured fingernails from her arm, an amused look on her face. I slapped her.
"Ow! Hey what the fuck!" I grinned, glad to see the amused look on her face gone from her beautiful face, which was now replaced by one of pain.
"Seriously what was that for?" she asked rubbing her cheek, shooting dirty looks at me. I dragged her along with me.
"You're stupid. That idea is crazy. You're crazy. And I'm not letting you." This time she brought us to a stop.
"Look Mia, I get where you're coming from-"
I interrupted her, "Do you really? Then why-"
"Will you let me fini-"
"Mayb-"
"Mia," she threatened. I sighed, and let her continue.
"I get where you're coming from BUT, I also know I need to move on, and to move on, I need to speak to him... as my rapist. I need to give him peace, and myself too."
I didn't say anything. Give him peace? I shook my head, and she seemed to understand my bewilderment.
"Peace for him, because I know he's truly sorry... Not to mention he is Ivan's father."
"When did you get so smart?" I asked her, smiling. A grin spread across her lips.
"Oh you know..."
I smacked her in the head, she groaned again. She slapped my arm, and took off.
I laughed as I chased her back home.
So maybe the girl was a little crazy...
I rolled my eyes, she was something else, that's for sure.
DPOV
Its been a while now, and it's getting easier. I have times, especially at night, when I'm alone, that I cry for her, for us, for everything I lost. And everything I gained.
I know it was my fault, if only I hadn't listened to Avery, and her lies. I was stupid, still am, according to Tasha. Tasha who has stuck with me despite everything.
I park my red corvette behind a blue BMW, I stop the car, and take my keys out the ignition. I get out of the car, closing the door softly, and walking up the stairs. I skip over the brick stairs, reaching a fancy lobby, with doors around.
I nod my head at the old woman, and walk over to the door.
I reach over, and knock on the door. A very chirpy Tasha opens, I raise an eyebrow. She shrugs and leads me inside her apartment. Adrian, Lissa, Christian, and Eddie are already there.
"Hey," I say.
"Hey," they answer together.
We all stand there in an awkward silence, until I decide to speak up.
"We missed Ivan's and Mason's death's anniversary, I think we should go," I say. It's been in my head for a while. We hadn't had time, since we found out Ambrose was in jail now. We didn't know how, and I just prayed Rose had nothing to do with it. But she'd never mentioned him.
Eddie was the first to agree, "It's been nagging at me, man. The guilt just eats me up at night."
"Are you sure that's the only thing keeping you up at night?" Christian mutters, shaking his head. Adrian coughs to hide his laughter, while Eddie turns a crimson red. Lissa makes a face, and Tasha bites her lip from saying anything.
Eddie had been recently seeing Jill Dragomir, Lissa's half sister. And now, he was the center of our jokes. Mostly Christian' I had to stop myself from laughing.
"C'mon man, I don't say anything about your nights full of screaming," it's Christian's turn to turn red. Lissa comes to Christians and her own defense.
"Hey, we were talking about Mason and Ivan."
I shake my head at Eddie and Christian,"So do we all agree?"
"Ditto," Tasha perked up. Lissa claps her hands, Eddie grins, and Christian leans back.
"Yay! Field trip..."
We all laugh at Christian's sour expression. And the somber feeling falls over me again. If Rose was here, she;d be a lot more excited than all of us put together. And she'd make fun of Christian...
Oh Roza... I miss you.
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop the pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight