I reworked this chapter, there are a fwe changes and well it´s longer now. I´m sorry, but I had to do the changes.

Wedding day

Jacob:

Today is the day on which I´ll lose her completely. Why was I so stupid to promise that I´ll go to this damned wedding? Seth replaced me as Bellas best man and I think he is the perfect choice.

He was waiting outside my room until I´m ready to go. I prepared myself for a horrible day, took a deep breath and opened the door with the feeling of going to a funeral instead to a wedding.

"C´mon Seth you shouldn´t be late, they´ll need you there." We took the car today because we couldn´t phase and take our tuxedos with us in wolf form.

On the entire way Seth was staring out the window, I guess he was pretty nervous. He never felt comfortable when he had to stand in front of a few other people and today there will be a whole crowd watching in his direction even if they´ll look at the bride next to him. Poor Seth.

Seth:

When Jake stepped out of his room it was hard to take my eyes away from him he just looked too perfect. The complete way to the Cullen's mansion I stared out of the front window. Everything was better than staring at him and undress him in my imagination.

I´ve seen him naked so many times before without thinking something about it but in the last weeks my phantasy created pictures that let my blush. When did things change so dramatically?

It was getting harder to be near him every day. I had to think clearly he needed me only as a friend; there never will be more than friendship. I have to be what my imprint needs, not what I wanted to be.

The wedding ceremony was as romantic as I imagined it. Jasper stood on Edwards side and me next to Bella when they spoke their promises. With my eyes I searched Jacob in the crowd; it took some time to find him between all the people. He had chosen the last row of chairs and glanced on the wedding couple. While I watched him it was like I could feel his pain, and maybe I really did.

I´ve heard some stories about wolves and their imprint, they expressed that sometimes it´s possible to feel the others feelings through the bond between them, to share them – but for me this is just a theory because Jake doesn´t know or even accept me as his soul mate.

I still observed Jacob, when Bella and Edward kissed each other he had to look away and our eyes met. I smiled at him but he just stared at me with wide opened eyes, the wedding must upset him more than I thought. I wanted to comfort him, but I couldn´t leave my place at this moment, I´ll have to join him immediately when the real party starts.

On the following festivity everyone – except Jacob – had a lot of fun; I heard laughter, jokes and obviously a lot of good wishes for the just married.

I wanted to talk to Jacob, but he didn´t want to "C´mon Seth, you should go and have fun not stand here with me and watch the others celebrating." He announced.

So I danced with Bella, Alice and my sister Leah but in fact the only one I wanted to dance with was Jacob. When I needed a break and something to drink I watched out for him but I didn´t find him, he was gone without saying goodbye.

Jacob:

I simply had to leave! I can´t deny it was indeed a nice wedding, Bella looked awesome in her lovely, perfect fitting champagne-colored wedding dress and she was so happy to get him in the end.

After the ceremony all human guests met on a long table with the most delicious food you can imagine. The vampire guests were convinced to come full of blood, so there was no need to fear they´ll feed on the other visitors.

I tried to have fun, like all the other people there but it was impossible – now even more than ever before – I thought it would be too painful to look at the smiling bride but now she had lost my attention. Finally fate had made a decision and that´s more than I could stand – I couldn´t stay any longer, I had to leave!

I left without saying a word, I didn´t take care of the expensive tuxedo which I won´t wear again any way and shifted as soon I was out of sight. When my paws met the ground I started running.

Nowhere, somewhere, only away from there!

Seth:

The next day I was astounded when I couldn´t find Jacob.

First I thought he´ll be at home or on his daily patrol - even if it wasn´t necessary with all the good vampires at the Cullen´s house, there was no need to worry about evil red-eyes.

But soon I´ve realized that he wasn´t anywhere near. I searched in the whole reservation, the woods around and Forks; I also asked Alice if she had seen him in one of her visions – stupid me, I´ve forgotten that she can´t see us wolves.

I tried to call him on his mobile phone, but as usual it lay on the desk in his room. Slowly I began to despair.

I had to wait for full two days until Jake called, I was so glad to hear his voice "Jacob" I cheered, where are you?"

"Hey little one" he greeted "I´m in Seattle now, I just need some alone time to clear my mind!"

That´s bad I didn´t want to be separated from him for an unknown timespan. I haven't thought about my next words before they were spoken "I want to be with you"

I heard him gasp, but then he laughed "don´t be childish Seth, I´ll come back when I´m able to. Once you told me something about fate, you´ve said it would guide me. I have to figure that out and I really need to be alone for this." He said "I just wanted you to know that I´m fine and well that´s it. Bye Seth!"

"I miss you" I whispered but all I could hear was the beep of the dead phone line.