3rd January 2012
I told Severus how I feel today. I told him that I miss him. I suggested we spend more time together, maybe go for a walk in the grounds or something. I don't know if it will happen but I need my best friend back. Being home was horrible without Sev there to cheer me up. Mum and Dad were great but Petunia was so horrible. He said he misses me too but I don't understand why he doesn't make more of an effort then. It's so irritating because when we are together, it's like nothing has changed at all. I'm not a Gryffindor and he a Slytherin. I'm not a muggle-born. We're just Lily and Severus, the best of friends. I just hope he keeps his word and I see more of him this term. I don't think I could bare losing him.