Had my wake up, won't you wake up?

Sometimes, he wished he could join her. He wished to see her smile one more time... Just to know she was there, watching over him. It wasn't far away, heaven; he was sure of it. He turned and saw his best friend standing in the doorway of the fire escape. Blonde curls and all. It reminded of him of his first kiss. On the exact fire escape. With Sam. It seemed forever ago, like she had been gone forever.

I keep asking "Why?"

it started to rain as Freddie packed up his lawn chair and iPod. He shuffled over to the door and set down his belongings. He took one last sweep of the fire escape breathing in the scent of wet pavement. He was determined to never set foot on that escape again. It brought him too much pain, being in a place where Sam once stood. Then again, almost everything caused him heartache. Then he left taking his broken heart with him.