Okay so i decided to keep it going. Thanks to those who already read it and commented you guys are awesome! Forgive me for any grammar mistakes or anything. So here's chapter & I hope you like it.
Disclaimer: Ryan M. owns it all and I unfortunately do not own glee or any of its characters.
Rachel's POV
I had to get out of Glee before I break down in tears. The pain in my stomach is too much and I CANNOT have anybody finding out or I'm dead. So I did something i never thought I would do. I gave of a bit of the only thing that mattered to me anymore. I'm asking to be excused and I planned on leaving glee for good. I can't have anyone finding out what I'm subjected to everyday. So I raised my hand and did what i had to do to keep my secret.
"May i go to the bathroom please?" I picked up my things and left without even waiting for a reply feeling everyone's eyes on my back. If only anyone cared enough to see the truth. But I know they all hate me and I'm never going to be rescued so there's reason for me to get my hopes up. I ran into the bathroom before I broke down. I stood in front of the sink hands shaking. My tears washing away the make-up that covered my secret from the rest of the world. When i felt a hand on my shoulder i could swear i felt my heart skip a few beats. I was so scared i shrieked and whipped around to see Quinn, Santana, and Brittney. Shit.
"Oh God Rachel what happened? Who did this to you?" Quinn said to me. It was funny how the girls who made my life hell where now in here actually looking concerned about me. For a split second I thought maybe just maybe I should say something and they could help me. But then i remembered who i was looking at. They didn't care at all. All they wanted was to make my life hell and use this against me and I was not about to let that happen because i knew if it did I would really lose myself if HE hasn't taken everything already. Seeing them in front of me made me angry. I turned around grabbed my things and pushed past Quinn trying to push my way past the other two cheerios. But before i could get out the door Santana grabbed my arm.
"Hold on their Berry. We are not done here. We-" I cut her off and pulled my arm out of here grasp
"NO! We are done here. This is none of your business. You have tortured me and bullied me and had me slushied 3-4 times a week. You have no right to ask me anything. You think this is a joke. You are just going to use this to hurt me and break me down so that your lives can be nice and happy and you can get a good laugh. But no not this time! I refuse to let you break me anymore." I was fuming at this point. How dare they? At this point I turned on my heal and ran out of the bathroom and straight to my car leaving behind three stunned cheerios. As soon as I got to my car I checked the time. I'm going to be late. He is going to get me.
-Berry Residence-
I walked into my house hesitantly. I knew that he was going to be angry with me. Before i had the chance to prepare myself i felt him pull me and toss me into the wall.
"Where the fuck where you? I told you to be home by 6:20. Do you know what time it is you little ugly bitch?" He screamed at me kicking me in the stomach as i feel to the floor. I whimpered not saying a word. I knew by now not to say a word or it would just make it 10 times worse.
"Get the fuck up! Now!" He screamed. I tried to pick myself up but because of the pain in my stomach I ended up falling over again. He did not like that. He grabbed my hair and pulled me up off the floor smacking me and grabbing my wrist hard. I squeezed my eyes closed and bit my lip to stop from screaming. I knew better. The last time i screamed I ended up with 2 broken ribs and a broken wrist and my leg hurt for 2 and a half weeks. He picked me up and tossed me on the floor again. He kicked me in the back over and over as I curled into a ball just wanted so badly to disappear. After what seemed like forever but was really 15 minutes I couldn't keep quiet anymore. It hurt too much.
"Dad please, stop!" I whispered my voice hoarse. He laughed at me when I begged him to stop. I just wish I could disappear at this point. After another 5 minutes he stopped walking away but before he left he took a look at me.
"You are worthless and you always will be." He said to me as I started to crawl away trying to get upstairs and to my room. As soon as I got there I crawled into bed knowing tomorrow it was going to be hard to move and I had to avoid Brittney, Santana, and Quinn. Tomorrow is going to be a long day.
Well there goes chapter 2 tell me what you think. I don't really like it but I promise it gets better.
I hope you dont mind it being her dad so tell me if you think it was the right way to go :).
