A/N I dont own anything
Just to let you know Kai is Rachel's husband and Jacob's brother-in-law and Dustin is Rachel and Kai's son meaning Jacob's nephew...I know that not in Breaking Dawn or anything but whatever.
Jacob's POV:
I opened my eyes and automatically regretted it.
The sunlight blinded me as my sister, Rebecca smirked at me.
...wait a minute...Rebecca?
I bolted out of bed.
"Rebecca!" I exclaimed as I grabbed her into a hug.
"Hey bro!"
"When did you get in?"
" Just this morning. Me, Kai and Dustin flew in and Rachel and Paul came and got us."
"Speaking of Kai and Dustin where are they?"
"Kai's downstairs with dad and Dustin is sleeping, but I wanted to be the one to wake you up" She replied smiling.
Me and Rebecca were always close until she left. When I was younger I never talked to her after that. I felt betrayed that both Rachel and Rebecca left me alone with dad. But slowly I kind of forgave them but that doesn't mean I don't still feel hurt about it.
A few minutes later me, Rachel, Rebecca, Kai, Paul and Dad were sitting in the kitchen eating a stack of pancakes.
"Becca. Why don't you show Kai around the house?" Dad said
"Sure" They both left the room
"Carlisle called and said he had to talk to the pack and the council, we're gonna meet at the Clearwaters" Dad said.
"What about Kai and Becca?" I asked
"I'll keep them busy" Rachel said picking up our dishes.
An hour later the whole pack, Edward and Carlisle were stuffed into the Clearwater kitchen.
"'Sup Clearwater" I said to Leah and leaned beside her on the counter.
"Hello Black" She said only glancing my way.
"Soon, I'll have to call you Black. Too, It's gonna get confusing isn't it...Or maybe I could just call you Honey..or even Love Muffin" I said teasingly
She rolled her eyes and looked towards Carlisle and Edward, who were standing in front of everyone.
"Last night Nessie came back" Carlisle began and for some reason, I automatically looked up.
Something changed in me, like someone had flipped a switch.
"Is she okay?" I asked with out thinking.
Everyone gave me odd looks except for Leah who looked straight a head and Seth, who was glaring at me. But that didn't change my attitude, I mean I have the right to be worried, she's my imprint.
"It's seems as if she is feeling ill after visiting Nahuel." Edward said
"I did some tests, but I can't figure out whats wrong with her." Carlisle said
"And we care because..." Jared said
"Yeah, why should we care about the little bitch who was ruining our family and taking one of our brothers away from us?" Paul said
I snapped.
I grabbed his neck and pushed him against the wall
"TAKE THAT BACK!" I growled
I felt someone grab me from behind but I pushed them off.
"JACOB BLACK, LET GO OF HIM THIS INSTANT" My Father's voice rang through and I instantly let go and realized what I was doing.
Suddenly I felt a stinging pain on the left side of my chest. I dropped down to the ground on my knees holding my chest, all the while gasping for air and trying not to scream, or worse, cry.
I heard everyone call out my name as they crowded around me. I could see Dad and Sue both in front of me telling me to breathe in and breathe out. I saw someone crouch down in front of me
Leah
She put a hand on my shoulder and told me to relax.
I was handed a glass of water and I looked up to see Seth, His glaring expression replaced with a concerning frown.
"Jake" Leah said again as she grabbed my face in her hands
"Look at me" I did as I was told and looked into her eyes.
The pain slowly swelled down until I could barely feel it.
Once I was calmed down enough, Seth and Embry helped me sit down on the nearest couch.
"Okay, What the hell was that?" I asked almost as a whisper
"I'm afraid your imprinted wolf, is fighting against your other wolf, your...true Alpha wolf" Dad said sighing.
"What?" Paul asked
"It means that part of him, his imprinted side, is fighting his other half trying to convince him to go back to his imprint while the other side is telling him to do what he thinks is right." Sue said sitting down beside me.
"That's why you all the sudden started caring about... Renesmee and why you got all defensive, it's your imprinted wolf talking to you" Dad added
"well, how can Jake stop it?" Seth asked
"The only way he can is by fighting it, he has to stay strong, and hopefully it'll grow weaker as time passes by" Dad said
"Why does fate hate me" I groaned as I fell back against the couch
"It's because your the Alpha, it's trying to teach you to be strong and to do what you know is right...it's trying to teach you to be a leader." Dad responded
I sighed and put my head in my hands
"Jake, why don't you go up to Seth's room and lie down." Sue said
I nodded and got up as Seth followed me helping me up and making sure I don't fall over.
Leah's POV:
"This is going to be a hard time, not only for Jacob but for you too. You guys all need to try and understand what he's going through. Sometimes he might act as if he's the imprinted Jake and other times, he may act as if he's the same Jacob Black we all love." Mom said
"What about the wedding?" Sam asked
"We're gonna hold it five day's from now..." Billy said
...Five Day's...
...Five Fucking Day's...
"Carlisle tell your daughter to pick up the pace of planning this wedding" Mom said
Jacob's POV:
"I-I'm sorry Seth" I replied
"What?" He looked at me confused
"I'm sorry about...everything. Yelling, pushing everyone away-" He interrupted me
"Relax, I'm not mad...I was...but it wasn't your fault. I know the real you Jake. I've known you my whole life...I've idolized you my whole life! Remember when I used to follow you around all the time? Everyone else would always tell you that I was annoying, but you'd always say that I was your friend and that you liked my company...You always included me. You want to know why I started dating Anna? Because you once told me to fight for what I believe in, And I believe in love, real love, the one where you have a choice. When you imprinted I was scared of losing the only real friend, I ever had...and for a while, it seemed like I did lose you but deep inside I always believed that you'd come through, you'd be the old you again, the carefree, fun, do-what-he-thinks-is-right, Jake, the one who has always been a leader inside."
"Thanks Seth" I said smiling.
He smiled back than stood up from the bed
"well, you should get some rest, We'll come get you in about an hour or so" He said then left me alone with only my thoughts to keep me company.
A/N I didn't like the ending of the chapter but I couldn't think of anything. This chapter isn't exactly the best and I'm sorry for keeping you waiting but a lot has been going on.
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