Envy. Envious. Envious of the family that he never had. Of what i had. Envious of my friends. . . maybe that's why he had used them against me. Every time that he or the rest had used me before, i would cry out for my friends, my family. And then . . . oh god . . . then he would fill me with a euphoric hope as they would break down the door. It didn't matter who it was, or how close to them I was, he would use them aginst me in the most primal ways.
Riza . . .
he had morphed himself into to Riza one day and broken down the door of the room in which i was being held. Gun pointed inside towards me. God i was estactic! I thought Finally, someones come! i'm finally safe! FREE! But. . . then . . . Riza shot me. I screamed, "Riza! What are you doing! It's me Ed!" "I know perfectly well what i'm doing Ed-Ward. . ." It was then she started to change, i started to change. My hopes, my feeling of safety ,shattered, . . . as i did. The now Riza turned Envy stood above me, a black silhouette against the light from the hall. I cowered in fear as he started to reach for me . . .
Havoc . . .
this time, instead of breaking down the door, he used a smooth tactic, as Havoc would, of lock picking. I was awoken from a fitful slumber, by the sound of the doorknob turning. That sound always woke me up, because with it, it brought pain and humiliation. Watching the door knob slowly turning, brought a heightened sense of dread, and fear . . . until . . . he saw the cigarette. None of them smoked. It was Havoc! God It was Havoc! " Havoc! Untie me get me out of here!" i yelled at him as he walked over. He sat down on the bed, right next to my chest. " . . . Havoc?" And then instead of being freed, i was being burned by his cigarette bud all over my chest. And when one cigarette had gone out, he would light up another and start again. And by the time his pack was gone . . . I had blacked out.
Breda. . .
buy this time you thought i would've learned to trust no on ethat came through the door, whether or not their face was one of a friend. Breda came in by just simply opening the door. "Hey cheif . . ." he said casually walking over, sitting down on the bed, " . . . wanna play a game . . . " i was then raped again by a familiar face.
Fuery. . .
he came in throught the door after taking the hinges off. He had his communication system with him. "I found him! I found Full Metal!" He had cried into the set. Before giving me a shit eating smirk, and dropping it to the ground. He had then dismantled and built it into a sort of shocking torturous divice, all the while saying, " I repeat, Full Metal has been found, I repeat . . ." Tortured again by a familiar face.
Roy. . .
When Roy had come in i almost lost it. Why were they being so cruel! I thought they needed me! I thought they wanted me to creat the Philosophers stone. Why would they send the person i loved the most in! When Roy walked in, he immediately came over to the bed and stradled me, i whimpered. "Shhhhhh, baby it'll be alright" he said, as he started to take off what little i had on. It was brutal this time, I had never told Mustang of my feelings for him, and i never would. Not after this. Hell, how would i be able to look at any of my "friends" after this. When he was done, Envy didn't even bother to cover me up like any of the other times. He just let me lay there, naked, covered in cum and blood. I would never forget this. This was the last time that i ever felt hope. . .