We are going to be going down memory lane in this chapter so be warned but after the memory we will progress with the story. In addition, this will be a long chapter. So I guess those are the warnings I suppose oh and this is man on man so don't read if you don't like.

Wesker

"Before I could see you …you were here weren't you?"

I trailed my fingers to his nipple and pressed on it lightly. I was thrilled I could feel his flesh. I could feel his warmth. I watched as his lips let out a sigh the nub hardened. I almost shook my head at the naivety of Chris's question. He should be asking things that could benefit him. Things that would clean up the world I allegedly tarnished.

"Ask me things like the C virus Christopher."

He opened his mouth once more but I hushed him with a kiss. I let my hands travel to his thighs; I expected to feel the prickly sensation of hair. However, all I felt was his smooth skin, how my palm seemed to glide up and down his thigh. He moaned as I nibbled on his neck, letting my tongue trace the vein that could kill a man with just a swipe of a knife. Chris whispered softly in my ear

"I still can't believe you're here with me…"

Christopher…if only …we could be together…

"We weren't meant for each other not in this life."

Chris eyes filled with tears. The ocean eyes misting over with sadness. His lip quivering, he bite

it hard. His character didn't allow him to dwell on such trivial things. Even if it would cure his

lifelessness and despair, I let my hand touch his cheek, his stubble present. The rough coarse

texture a new feeling I never felt before from him. But than again…it has been years since we

touched each other like this. Chris swallowed the sadness that threatened to escape his mouth.

Suddenly out off impulse I entwined our hands together. Chris tilted his head to look at me and

recited the words I said long ago

" I don't care what you said before, your going say you love me, and I'm going to love you

Too."

I smiled at the memory almost in daze my mind slowly my mind began to swirl to find the right memory...

It was during S.T.A.R.S before the mansion incident. Before the corruption and greed overtook, my senses I was human once cold and distant but still human. . Chris was the only sane thing about me. He had enough emotion for the both us. I looked as Chris talked to Jill. His voice light and sweet to my ears. Jill had he hair in a ponytail and had loosened her the buttons on her long sleeve she wore for the meeting. Her lipstick was smudged on her bottom lip; I gripped my glass of whiskey. Maybe it wasn't a great idea to bring the team to this bar. Chris was chatting away with Jill the whole evening. Rebecca Chambers from the B.R.A.V.O team slid next to me her face filled with blush. She waved to the bartender to pour her a drink. Chris looked briefly at us his face filled with worry; I smirked and turned to Rebecca and looked at her, she hiccupped and smiled in a way that was supposed to be seductive. I turned to look at her as I did her cheeks, which were light pink erupted into red blossoms. Timidly she said in a low mumble

"You like him don't you?"

She pointed her finger to Chris who frowned and let his gaze shift back to Jill. I growled and whispered near her mouth

"If I did would I be talking to you?'

Rebecca let her mouth pucker up and than make a light popping sound

"I know…"

Chris I saw from the comer of my eye was now watching us avidly. His light blue eyes flooded with curiosity and a spark of jealousy. Jill pouted and looked to us her eyes widening and in a whisper, I heard Rebecca curse

"Shit."

Jill approached us her lips spreading into a large smile. Chris coolly followed her, his arms crossed as he stared at me. I looked back my mouth twitching with polished etiquette

"Rebecca! I haven't seen you in forever! What are you doing with our captain?"

Rebecca slurred

"July what your captain?"

Jill's smile twitched with a frown but proceeded with the awkward conversation that was sure to ensue.

"Its Jill Rebecca."

Rebecca exploded to giggles and hit her head on the table. Chris looked to me and asked me in a hushed tone.

"How much did she drink?"

I shrugged and waved for the bartender with stormy green eyes to give me the bill. He nodded and slipped me a note as he passed me the bill.

"Call me maybe? 714-876-9542"

"Great a mans number, one I didn't want."

Chris eyes had widened when he saw the bartender slip in the note into my hand. Deciding to take advantage of the situation, I winked at the man. The man flushed a pretty red and focused on cleaning the whiskey glass with a rag. Chris eyes had turned a shade of gray. He spoke softly to Jill who nodded.

"Rebecca! I'll take you home since I know where you live."

Rebecca waved her hand to insist on a definite no. I sighed and pushed my sunglasses to the bridge of my nose.

"Rebecca would you like it if I took you home."

Rebecca grinned and stood, but fell into my arms clumsily looked to me. I smirked as Chris eyes furrowed into anger, he abruptly spoke

"Captain I'll help you I know where Rebecca lives."

I slid Rebecca's legs on my arms and proceeded to carry her to my car. The bill forgotten, which of course left Jill to pay the drinks. This is why I never hit a lady; they pay off in the long run. Chris walked fluidly next to me, his eyes glimmering with crudity. I sighed as I placed Rebecca in my car. Perhaps making Chris jealous was a bit petty but any attention I grab from him I cherished. He glanced at the drunken woman and his lips formed a pout, I couldn't help but think that this was the result of Rebecca and the very thought made me smile. Chris sat on the passenger seat and laid his arm on the side of the car. I concentrated on Rebecca and placed her gently on the back seat, she mumbled incoherently about Enrico and various S.T.A.R.S activities.

"You must like her a lot Captain."

I shifted my eyes to Chris to see him staring out the window into the beautiful silk coat of the night. I walked to the drivers seat and turned on the radio, choosing not to answer the question. Was Christopher jealous of her? Surely, he must be insane. At a time when I was, young I would of found her pink lips appealing, her soft skin a rarity and her eyes like milk chocolate. But now I recognized her beauty but it did nothing for my lust, no my lust craved the firm strong skin, the ever changing ocean eyes that misted over with gray when they worried, the reddish lips that were chapped but revived with life when licked. The taut muscles and the tan skin were the drive of my lust.

"Captain I asked you a question."

I looked to Chris as he bore into my eyes

" I said if you liked the station because if not I would like to change it."

I listened and shook my head at the trashy pop music and nodded my head to Chris affirming he should change the station. He rolled his eyes and changed it quickly to an oldies station. It blasted with an up beat tune as the announcer cheerily said

" Blondie I'm goanna love you too, hope you love birds out there like it!"

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