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Warning this includes some abuse of Alice : (

Chapter 5

Choice/Alice's secret

I was in the middle of my parent's meadow, the place they would take me and tell me stories. It was the place I was always at peace. I lay in the beautiful flowers and sleep, suddenly I was falling. The ground had disappeared. I hit something with a loud crash.

Two people came to my aid; I soon recognized them as Jacob and Finn. We were in the clearing where my family and I come to play thunder ball. They began yelling at each other.

I became dizzy. Laurent walks out of the woods on one side, the Volturi on the other I shrieked and the boys stopped fighting. The Volturi grabbed Jacob, he phased but they kept their hold, and Laurent grabbed Finn.

I sobbed. "let them go!" I shouted.

"Choose" everyone said in unison like what you saw on movies where all the zombies have blank looks and say stuff in unison. "CHOOSE!" they shouted and walked towards me, I put my hands over my ears and shrieked.

I woke up in my bed scared out of my mind. Panting as if I had just run for miles, I was only asleep for three hours. I sit up and sigh once my breathing is back to normal, I check my phone, and I have six new messages,

Hey Ness. Just wanted to say hi, I called your house but your mom said you were asleep, enjoy your nap! –Finn

Hey white girl! Can't wait 'till the sleep over Friday! It's going to rock! You're in charge of snacks. Bring whateva we aren't picky! ; ) –Mercedes

Hey Cedes told you about snackage right? LOL my new word is snackage! Blaine taught it to me! –Kurt

Hey it's Quinn, I need you and Rachel to come over sometime next week. Don't ask why, I'll text you when I decide what day.

I like ducks –Brittany

Hey it's Samantha! Call me! –Samantha

I sighed at Britt's text, but before I could reply to any of them I heard a familiar noise off a distance away… it sounded like someone squealing… there was only one person (besides myself) who squeals… the one who I got my squealing from…

"ALICE AND JASPER ARE HOME!" I shriek and jump out my window onto the porch steps, I fall but quickly pick myself up and start squealing and jumping up and down as I see the yellow Porsche speeding down the dirt road in front of our home.

It was just like our old driveway except it had a few less trees and lots of turns. Through the window I see Jasper with a huge grin on his face, I didn't know whether it was the fact that he was the only one besides Alice who could now drive the Porsche, and it was his first time, or he was just happy to see me hopping up and down in excitement.

My family stood on the porch behind me laughing, besides Rose and Emmett who were still on the hunting trip.

Jazz suddenly speeds up and Alice jumps out of the car before it had even stopped. she runs to me and I run to her. We both squealed loudly, even though she was only gone (a little over twenty four hours) I was still sooo excited to see her. We slammed into each other and hugged still hopping up and down. We talked at 100 miles per hour, about school and Paris.

After me and Alice's five minute reunion she went to see the others while I flew into my uncles arms he spun me around, "UNCLE JAZZ I MISSED YOU SO MUCH!" I shouted he chuckled "I missed you to darlin'!" we went inside and I told them all about Laurent and Glee and the sleepover I had coming up.

"So why did you come back early?" I asked, "You were supposed to be gone for a week."

Jasper shrugged and looked to Alice, she had on her, 'trying to keep Edward from reading her mind' look on her face.

"I missed you all! We will go back soon, I hardly got any shopping done," she said, we both frowned and looked at the fifty shopping bags at the front door.

My mom murmured "you have got to be kidding me," and we both turned to glare at her. She shrugged.

"Hey sweetie," Alice began "let's you and me go hunting, leave the grownups to discuss Laurent's presence" she said with a sweet smile.

"Ok!" I said and looked down at my IPOD. "it says it's going to be a bright sunny day tomorrow, you know what that means!" I say happily.

"NO SCHOOL!" Alice shouts. I was kind of happy too, but I would miss my friends.

"Let's have an overnight hunting trip!" Alice sang, "I'll bring a tent and you and I can camp out, come along Jazz! It will be a bonding time with Ness!"

He smiled "I'll be down there in a few hours."

We nodded and took off, she grabbed the tent and I grabbed spare clothes, pajamas, and swimsuits (since there are plenty of streams to swim in.)

Alice and I were out the door in twenty seconds. We ran off towards the woods and high-fived. Once we were far far away from home we hunted, we each caught two deer each and shared a mountain lion, then we searched for a place to stay for the night.

Aunty Alice stopped in a small clearing. "Here is good" she put up the tent, we had a clear view of a small brook. It seemed so familiar.

"have I been here Aunty Ali?" I asked and she sighed.

"no but I have. Ness this is where I awoke first as a vampire," she said sadly.

"oh, James carried you all the way here?" I asked and she shook her head.

"this is where John took me…"

"Who is John?" I took a seat next to her on the ground; I felt a story coming on.

"John was my first love" she said and I gasped, didn't expect that.

"I thought Uncle Jasper was your first love…" I said in a hoarse voice.

"Jazz was my first true love, but I did have a love, not anymore," she said quietly.

"Tell me the story," I urged, she smiled.

"I saw you in a vision and told Jazz we should come home, I saw you making the same decision I made but I was an adult, you are just a child," she said stroking my face.

"When I was first changed I was in deep love with John, but I didn't know why, even when I was mad at him I still had a strange love for him, I could not control it. It's like you and Jacob, you have taken control of it, you choose your destiny Finn or Jacob, it's all up to you,"

"I am being honest with you," I nod Alice is hardly ever serious, it was strange to see her like this.

"I never told Jasper about John, he would kill John" she said quietly "and I want to kill John, I don't want Jazz to," I listened more intently.

"What did he do to you Aunty Alice?" I asked fearfully.

"well, he had a power to make people fall in love with other people, he showed me it by making a deer fall in love it a tree," my jaw fell open.

"so he made you fall in love?" I asked.

She nodded, "once he showed me his power, after I asked what his power was, he began to be cruel to me but I still loved him, forced to," I felt such a hatred for this man, how dare he do that to Alice! It was like the hatred I felt for Royce, Rosalie's old ex-fiancée. I loathed him.

"one day during my daily beating, while I was tied to that tree" she stated her voice full of grief and she pointed to a large oak near the river, she began to sob and I put my arms around her and cried with her. she soon got a holt of herself and began trying to calm me.

"let me finish the story" she crooned in my ear. I nodded and listened intently.

"well I had a vision of a tall handsome country man, with blonde hair," she sighed and smiled at me, my face lit up.

"uncle Jazz!" I sang, and she nodded.

"and he was looking for something, but I remember right when I saw him I was in love, you know you found your true love when God gives you that amazing love for someone you just met, or saw" I nodded and snuggled into her arms.

"I escaped when he went to hunt, and I found Jazz, John never came looking for me, and whenever I see him in a vision, I lose it," she says.

I nodded recalling one of her scream nights when I was six, I came into her room, and she was crying in Jasper's arms, I refused to leave that night and stayed up all night trying to make her feel better.

She took a deep breath, "Jazz is coming," she smiled her 'Alice smile'

"let's go swimming!" she squealed. I grinned and as Jasper neared I felt calmer, we went to change back behind some bushes.

"Alice? Ness?" I heard uncle Jazz call.

"Be right out!" Alice shouted, and we skipped out and ran straight for the stream. Uncle Jazz laughed and shook his head, before taking off his shirt and running to join us in the water.

After a few hours of splashing and trying to push Jazz under water, which ended in him picking us both up and tossing us, we went to dry off and change into our pajamas. Once we were in the large tent I fell asleep quickly in my sleeping bag.

I woke up to someone crying and yelling "RUN NESS-" Jasper's voice was cut off by a terrible tearing sound.

I jumped out of my tent and what I saw made me scream. This dream was worse than my other by far. I saw a fire and recognized the vampire being burnt as Jasper, which made me scream again. I saw John over by the tree Alice had pointed out to me earlier, she was tied to it and was yelling at me "RUN HONEY GO GET HELP!" John slapped her hard on her face making me scream louder.

I couldn't leave her, suddenly I felt a love for the fire which contained my dear uncle. I started to walk toward it, I couldn't control myself.

Alice was screaming louder than I have ever heard her scream, "NO RENESMEE NO!"

I walked into the fire… the pain was unbearable, the last thing I saw was John's evil grin, it looked like Caius' smile.

I suddenly awoke from my nightmare, the worst one I have ever had. I tried to stay quiet but I couldn't stop the blood curdling shriek that came from my mouth, it echoed through the forest.

I heard a rush of someone running, and my aunt and uncle were right there. My aunt rushed in and wrapped her arms around me, and my uncle was alert, expecting an attack or an enemy.

I began to sob, "uncle Jasper," I sniffled.

"yes?" he asked anxiously.

"are are you ok?" I asked my voice breaking near the end.

He nodded in confusion, "I am fine, darlin, what's wrong?"

"I I had a night mare," I sniffled, as Alice stared off as if having a vision and looked down at me guiltily.

"Oh sweetie he won't come get you," she crooned and rocked me back and forth.

"who? the Volturi?" Jasper asked.

Alice sighed, "No…. John"

he looked confused. "who?" he asked.

Alice told him the same thing she had told me that morning, I tried not to listen, it was just like when Rose told me her story… it was too painful to hear. His face looked blank then went from pity to anger, to rage. When she was finished he just stared off into space.

"Aunt Alice, can I show you may dream?" I asked quietly, she nodded and I put my hand on her cheek, but before I could start showing her my dream Jasper held his hand out, I took it and showed them both the dream.

Alice started crying, and Jasper looked even more enraged, "I will never let him hurt either one of you," he promised. Jasper took us both into a hug and I fell asleep.

That morning we ran home and Alice told everyone about John, everyone was furious.

We all sat at the dining room table as she told us.

"I say we track him down!" I shout with my hand raised.

"I second that!" Emmett said raising his hand also and went to stand by my chair.

Alice shook her head.

"Fine" I said quietly, "but if I ever see him, I need permission to kill him."

I said firmly and looked to Granddad, he gave me a look.

"now if you would please excuse me, I have to call Samantha." Their eyes got wide, they sort of feared Samantha, though she was a mere human, she was kind of nuts, but she was my best friend. Though she is somewhat a wacko.

I began to walk towards my room, when my Grandma asked in a normal conversation tone, but I could hear her clearly.

"Did your little friend Samantha take one of my couch pillows when we lived in Forks?"

uh oh. "umm no, Grandma she didn't, I can't talk about this I am calling her," my Grandma growled, and I could hear laughter from my family.

I grabbed my cell phone and dialed the familiar number, she answered on the third ring.

Hello?

Hey it's Ness, sorry I was out camping.

Oh, it's ok I guess. OMG YOU WILL NEVER GUESS WHAT!

Stop yelling and tell me what is happening

My freakin parents are making us move to Lema ugh

Um… you mean Lima?

Oh ya that's the name

Um Sam I live there.

Oh so that's why your house is always empty…

You went in my house?

Duh I know where you guys keep the spare key

What the heck? Stay out of my house!

Ok… I guess I have to leave…

YOU ARE IN MY HOUSE?

Just walked out the door.

SAM!

We will be there tomorrow. Ahhhh

What?

I fell

Serves you right.

See you! And don't tell your family I am coming I want to surprise them!

Oh they will be surprised alright.

Ok bye!

Bye.