Chapter 7 Birthday Surprise!
6 months had past without a glitch. Bella had started forgiving Edward but wasn't over what had happened, she doesn't totally trust me around girls.
Edward was doing anything and everything he could possible to help her with trusting him again. Edward never left Bella's side and was continuously buying her things, he spent every minute he could trying to make it up to her.
Emmett and Rosalie sorted things out and Rosalie now was trying to also make it up to Bella. Emmett almost leaving her made her realise what she had done and what she was doing.
Edward and I had been together for nearly 8 months now besides that incident a few months back everything has been fine, well I lie; everything has been more then fine. Edward has been nothing but a true gentleman, we go on dates once a week he takes me out and surprises me with something new every time. Im actually starting to wonder where he gets all these ideas from, not that im complaining I love it, I am really starting to trust him again.
I looked up at Edward and he met my gaze I do love him I really do but he has been very secretive again all this week but I know he wouldn't put me through that pain ever again, he assures me all the time that its about my birthday which happens to be in 2 days. Alice had been with him so I knew that I could trust him. After that night Alice let rip at him, she was ever so disappointed in him, she wanted Edward and me to be together and be happy so I feel at ease when Alice had told me she would be with him every time I wasn't.
"Hey Bella," Emmett called, "What do you want for your Birthday?" How in the world was I meant to know that, I had know idea what I wanted?
"Emmett its ok, I don't want any thing, I have every thing I want." I said smiling at him; at least I told him the truth. I do have every thing I want, what else would I want. I turned to Edward and gave him a quick kiss.
"You know what I want from you don't you?" I whispered to him hoping know one else heard me, he looked up at me and laughed.
"Yes I know what you what." He said as he leant down and kissed me. I didn't know if I could wait for my birthday I wanted him now. These days I hadn't giving into my wants with him, I didn't want him to think he could have me at his will, not that I didn't want to be with him in that way because I did I just wanted to make sure he deserves it when we were together.
Edward had practically moved in he said 'I don't want to be without you' I didn't mind that at all, but Emmett on the other hand took a bit more convincing. I didn't blame him though, he took it pretty hard, he had to deal with me being upset, hurt and disappoints along with the rest, Edward well he was doing nothing but trying to make it up to Emmett and I, and he knew he screwed up BIG time but he was trying him best. I give him that, oh and we can't forget Rosalie, he couldn't believe she had done this to hurt me and hating me for know real reason at all. Emmett gave her a piece of his mind after that night, it was real funny to listen to, we weren't ears dropping it was just hard not to listen with Emmett raising his voice every 2 seconds, and to hear Rosalie I have never seen that girl cry til then, I know this sounds bad but I was happy to see her cry, I knew she felt nothing like I did that night but she got a taste of what she had been dishing out. She deserved everything she got, I don't totally blame her but still I was glad when Emmett wasn't talking to her, but it was annoying to she called non stop and of course I had to answer the phone as Emmett didn't want to speak to her, which meant she was apologizing to me and after the second time she called I told her to stop it and that Emmett said he would call when he wanted to but it didn't stop her, I finally gave up and had a talk to Emmett I told him that it was time to talk to her, and if I could forgive them it was time for him to as well, since it was me that they had hurt the most, this made him call her which I was glad about which meant no more phone calls and every thing went back to normal, well almost normal any way.
Edward and I went to bed early that night, even though Edward wasn't ready for bed he would follow me and do what ever I wanted, some times it was a bit over the top but I knew he was just trying to make up for everything and I understood that, how could I not, I just had to look at him and see the regret in his eyes, he would apologize every night to me when we were alone, he couldn't understand how I could still love him after what he had done he said 'Bella I betrayed you in the worst way possible I don't deserve your love or forgiveness'. I would tell him to shut up about it and that he hand to understand that I have never felt this way before and I would rather live with what had happened then never be with him again, he was my world and I didn't want to loose him I loved him to much to leave him even after that.
As we laid on my bed together I thought about what he had planned for my birthday and I was extremely excited about it, I knew it would be amazing, the dates every week where great but I knew he would make this one even better then all of them put together, had been planning it for so long so how could it not be great.
"Edward are you going to even give me a hint about what you are planning for my birthday?" I asked him
"Nice try Bella but there is no way in the world you are getting it out of me that easy." He said smiling at me.
"Edward I know how to get things out of you if I wanted to so don't tempt me." I was serious I wanted to know just a little bit about it so I could prepare for it.
"You wouldn't dare Bella." He said looking at me, he had a deep concentrating look on his face trying to figure out if I would or not, but he knew better he knew I would try.
"Are you sure about that Edward you know when I want something from you I will get, you just can't resist me." I said as I laughed at him. I leant up and started kissing him, I knew this was the way to get just a little bit out of him, but I wasn't totally sure if he would budge on this one. I pulled away from him and studied his face; he didn't like it when I would pull away.
"Well do you think I could tempt you to tell me just a little bit?" I asked with a cheeky smile. He looked at me and laughed.
"Bella as much as I love you, I don't want you to know, cant you wait 2 days?" I thought about for a minute, I could wait but I wasn't sure I wanted to wait. So I kissed him again this time I climbed on top of him. After a minute I could feel his kiss become urgent, I knew that he would break and spit it if I wanted him to. So I sat up and looked at him.
"So want to tell me any thing yet?" I asked smiling as I knew that he would either spill now or very very soon.
"Um Um I don't want to Bella, can you please stop doing this to me, let it be a surprise." He said to me and pulled me back so our lips meet again. I laughed I knew what he wanted and I wanted it to, but was I going to give in. I thought for a moment as he pulled me closer to him and he tightened his grip around me. Yea I think I was going to give in and forget about trying to con him.
The next morning I woke late, I had slept in I was still in Edwards arms just the way I liked to be, even though the bed was huge we took up about the size of a single bed, he didn't understand the need for such a big bed but I was so used to one back in phoenix that I had to have one here, I think it was just a comfort thing. I sat up trying to wake myself up a bit more, I looked at Edward and he was still asleep, it wasn't normal for him to sleep longer then me. I leant down and kissed him.
"Good morning." I said as he slowly woke up. He looked so cute in the morning, his hair was all messy and best of all he had hardly any clothes on which made it even better for me. I loved to see his body, who wouldn't it was perfect. He sat up and looked at me and smiled.
"Good morning." He replied as he slowly laid me back down kissing me, WOW this wasn't expected I wonder what's got into him. I pushed him away.
"What is this for?" I asked. He looked at me and smiled.
"Oh im sorry Bella, aren't I aloud to kiss you and show you how much I love you?" he looked at me and smiled and went back to kissing me. I pushed him back again.
"Yea you can but you showed me last night. And oh never mind." I said as I pulled him back to me. Then there was a knock at my door. Seriously do people not know how to leave me alone I thought? I once a again pushed him off my lips but it didn't stop him, he didn't care if any one saw us.
"What who is it? What do you want?" I yelled at the door. Then Emmett walked in.
"Oh come on you two don't you think we heard enough last night." Emmett laughed at us shaking his head.
"Get to the point Emmett what do you want." I asked
"Oh well thought you might want some breakfast?" ok that's weird Emmett never ask me that, ok something's up I knew it straight away.
"Emmett get to the point, you either want something, or something bad has happened. SPIT IT?" I growled at him, this is just what I wanted this morning, I woke up in a good mood and now Emmett, well he become irritating at the worst time.
"Umm thought I should tell you that Mum and PHIL will be here just after your birthday, when I say just I mean a few days later." GREAT just great, the two people I wanted to get away from where coming here GREAT. I stared at Emmett. "LOOK BELLS Im not happy about it either but what can we do about it, you know I cant stand Phil but mum loves him and we have to put up with him, can we all just try and get along?" he asked. Ok something was up he never ever ever stood up for mum or Phil.
"Emmet what is going on just spit it ok?" I asked
"I don't know ok mum just called to tell me and said that we have to be on our best behaviour, even though she is coming here she doesn't want to be embarrassed by us." He said. I believed him, he didn't know much and he wouldn't have asked questions. Edward still hadn't stoped Emmett looked at him.
"Edward mate can you stop mauling my sister while in the room?" he asked a bit grumpy.
"Well get out then Emmett, it's our room." Edward laughed back at him, I smacked him over the head, and he looked up at me.
"What was that for?" he asked quite puzzled. Emmett started laughing at him and left.
"Don't speak to him like that, he is meant to be your best friend." I said back, "Ok im getting up and having a shower ALONE, ill see you downstairs." I said as I walked out, I had to lock the bathroom door to make sure he wouldn't come in.
After my shower I slowly made my way down stairs, it was a Saturday morning so I was in no rush at all if it was up to me I would lay in bed all day with Edward. I was quiet happy to do nothing today until Alice came over and when Alice comes over before lunch time on a Saturday it mean she had something planned for the day and because my birthday was on Monday of all days I wanted to relax this weekend for my birthday since there was no way I would be about to on Monday. The only thing I could think of why Alice would be over this early would have to be SHOPPING which I don't hate but I really don't like shopping for hours at a time I like to get what I want and leave but Alice is different her shopping consists of shop til you drop literally and its not fun.
"Bella you better be dressed we are going out shopping and you don't have a say in it at all so get your butt in my car NOW." She yelled oh great I didn't bother trying to argue so I jumped into her car without saying bye to Edward for some reason I was mad at him we never fought but today I had a feeling I should be mad at him so I just went along with it. Alice jumped in the car without jasper which was strange; Alice never went any where without Jasper.
"Alice where is Jasper? You never go any where without him." I stated she looked at me with a guilty face but I couldn't get what she getting at.
"Oh he is just umm….. Hanging out with the boy's today yea that's it…" I looked at her I didn't believe a word she just said it wasn't right.
"Alice I don't believe you, start telling me the truth." At that moment we arrived at the shops she didn't even answer me as we got out of the car and made our way through the parking lot, she dragged me to every store making me try on every thing she touched. She had brought me a pile of clothes and underwear and I couldn't understand why she brought some of it for me its not like I would wear it ever she kept claiming it was for me and Edward but we didn't do any thing like that it was just us, we would get caught up in the moment, maybe that what's wrong with us, I had been extremely moody with him and that's not like me. I couldn't put my finger on what was wrong so I let it pass for a few hours getting dragged through all the shops in the mall. We had lunch and then kept shopping I didn't bother fighting with Alice over it; I wasn't in the mood I was trying to figure out if something was wrong in Edwards and my relationship. We walked into one of the shops I couldn't tell you what it was called I was too wrapped up in my own thoughts.
"Oh crap." I whispered out loud opps that wasn't meant to come out. Alice looked at me with a puzzled look on her face I think she was trying to figure out what I had just figured out.
"Bella, what's wrong why did you say that? What happened?" she asked very worried. Crap should I tell her? What would she say? Oh My God how did I let this happen? Hold on I thought to myself it's only a thought. "Bella answer me please?"
"Alice umm well you see I been thinking and umm well I don't know but umm you see." I couldn't get it out at all crap.
"Bella stop stalling tells me please what's wrong?" Alice begged.
"Umm well I need to get a pregnancy test, please please don't say any thing to ANYONE please im not totally sure yet but yea I think I might be but yea. Oh my why is this happening to me why me out of every one me." I babbled on.
"Oh Bella how long have you thought this? Is it Edwards? Oh My! What are you going to do?" Alice asked as I tuned out and started thinking about every thing.
"Alice um I only just thought about it and defiantly yes it is Edwards if I am that is and I don't know really im not ready for this at all its all a big mistake I thought we were always so careful. Oh god how am I meant to tell Edward should I tell him, I mean its not like he is ready for this how could he be, I don't think I am ready for this and we are defiantly not ready as a couple, Crap, crap, BIG CRAP."
Alice had managed to calm me down and convince me to get a home pregnancy test. I couldn't do it at the shops I was way too nervous so we went home and I ran upstairs to my room. I was lucky Edward and Emmett weren't home they had propelry gone out to do something concerning my birthday which was the last thing on my mind. I had to take this test, and then if it is positive I have to figure out what I am going to do as well as telling Edward. When I thought about it more, no matter what I decided to do Edward has to know I can't hide this from him can I?
"Bella do you need to pee yet the boys will be home in 30 so I suggest do it very soon or you will have to wait longer, unless you want to do it while they are home?" Alice yelled coming up to my room. As much as I hated to admit it she was right, I didn't want to wait to much longer and I defiantly didn't want the boys around while I did it, its hard enough pulling myself to do it now but it had to be done. Alice was with me now in my room I looked over to her and nodded.
"Lets get this over with." That was all I could say and we both went to the bathroom. I took the test and Alice and I went back to my bedroom, we only had to wait 2 minutes but they were the longest 2 minutes of my life, time was finally up, time to see my future, I carefully looked at the test then the box then the test again. Just what I had thought I am pregnant great, I looked up at Alice with tears in my eyes, she looked at the test and started tearing up too. I didn't know what to do, we sat there for ages just staring at the test, and there were too many emotions for me to be able to act on one of them.
BANG. Oh Crap I looked up at Alice, we both new what this meant the boys were home, I could hear them coming up the stairs, I had to hide this and fast. I looked around as did Alice; I couldn't find any where to hide it so I stuffed it in my top draw hoping he wouldn't go in there.
"Alice how am I meant to act around him now, without him picking up on something being wrong?" I asked much panicked, I really didn't want Edward or Emmett finding out just yet.
"Bella just try and act normal I guess but you have to tell him eventually." I knew it was true but I didn't have any idea how I was meant to tell Edward, I mean I love him and all, and one day would want this but not yet I cant we cant there is no way in the world we can do this we are so not ready and I cant bring up a child yet, well I could but im not ready for this am I?
That whole evening I was a wreck I wanted to tell Edward every thing I hate keeping things from him but how can I be so sure he won't go running off screaming. It doesn't matter I have to tell him and just face his reaction no matter what. So I decided that I would tell him tomorrow the day before my birthday, yea that was a good idea, im not telling him on my birthday there is no way.