If you haven't, go read 'UNDER YOUR SKIN' by wheredidtheygo. This is drabble inspired by her story.
This is the Tegan Version.
Eyes glared into the mirror before the girl; her bangs hung low to cover one of her stunning eyes. The hazel orbs seem vacant, practically. She felt that way, somewhat. Taking a deep breath, she pushed her bangs back and pinned them up. She looked down at her attire, she was nervous for some reason. She had no reason to be. She was conservative for the most part, though. That must be why. Her cleavage was pushed up and squished up together with a way too tight, violet shirt. She also sported spandex-like leggings. Her make-up wasn't complete, not yet. Her eye make-up reminded her of a cat, but her lips were still visible and it upset her. She peered down at the drawing of Voix and applied another coat of foundation on her flesh. Sara pursed her lips in a straight line and her eyes lit up with hopeful bliss. Her lips were almost gone. The only thing that wasn't good enough for Sara was that her lips weren't level. She was being greedy, but to Sara this was equal to an anorexic girl staring in the mirror being unsatisfied or a desperate girl stark into the mirror at the nose she didn't want. She might even compare it to a trans person, unhappy with their biological sex.
Sara jumped as the door opened; she quickly shut the drawing pad, unpinned her bangs and stood up. She leaned against the chair and glanced at the figure in the doorway behind her bangs. She closed her eyes tightly and turned her head away, realizing who the person was. "Role-play?" The voice sounded, stepping closer to Sara after kicking the door closed. Sara felt hands on her waist and she looked up at the girl. She wouldn't speak, that would defeat the purpose of this illusion. Tegan chuckled, her hands snaking up to Sara's back. "Kinky. I can dig it." Sara let Tegan lift her bum and sit her on the bed.
Sara wasn't being anything like the fictional character in her mind and it altered her. She pushed Tegan back, stood up and wrapped her hand around Tegan's neck; pushing her against the wall. She peered up at Tegan in an almost curious way. She was disappointed at her fingernails; they were dull and short. Nothing like Voix's; yet again. Sara breathed out her nose, steadily. Tegan grinned and Sara realized she wasn't after her. She'd gotten a little carried away. She brought her fingers up; pressing them in Tegan's cheeks. Sara's thumb boring into Tegan's left cheek, the other four in her right. Tegan raised an eyebrow and though Sara's hand ghosted over Tegan's mouth, Sara could tell that the pink lips tugged up in a cocky smirk. "You're naughty." Sara hears Tegan's muffled voice. Sara pulled her hand away and grabbed Tegan's hands, pulling them close to her stomach. Tegan leans forward and kisses Sara. Sara groans and closes her eyes; slowly giving into Tegan.
She shouldn't have. She shouldn't have let Tegan push her back on the bed. She shouldn't have let Tegan trust into her. "Fuck." Sara moans out. She'll punish herself later for her lack of self-control towards Tegan. "There we go. There's that voice." Tegan mutters, sliding her hands down Sara's body. She slips her hands underneath Sara's bum and pulls her up. Sara whines, her mind jumps to her fiancé for a quick second before she spreads her legs and gratefully accepting the firm fingers that enter her. She constantly reminds herself of the risk. Aiden could step into this house at any second; so she needs to stay quiet. He could step into this room at any moment; so maybe they shouldn't do this.
Sara completely gives her all into the sex; trying to be quiet whilst they both achieve culmination. Sara does with a scream; Tegan's hand quickly finding her mouth. "Sh." Tegan whispers, finishing herself off as well;' grunting softly.
"Up." Sara whispers, Tegan pulls away at this and quickly pulls up her pants. Sara gets off the bed and pulls up her pants and pulls down her shirt.
"You ever gonna tell me why you've done your make-up like this?" Tegan asks, sitting next to Sara. Sara doesn't look at Tegan; she doesn't give any hints towards her actually comprehending what she had said. Tegan sighs, "Thought so." She stands up and walks out the door.
Sara closes her eyes and hears the door open one more time. She keeps her eyes closed, but feels a pair of lips against her own. She knows that they're Tegan's lips and she'd really liked to keep kissing them but within the instant they appeared, they disappeared.