Disclaimer: I do not own this song, Taylor Swift does. Nor do I own InuYasha. R.T. does. Enjoy and R and R
She collasped as soon as she sealed the well, it had drained all her energy...well besides what she had used to run here. She prayed her thanks for her training as she layed there sobbing. InuYasha had been getting restless again, she guessed cause he hadn't seen Kikyo in a long time.She had thought soon he was going to leave her for the clay miko, so she faught with him just to make herself feel. Because she had nothing, maybe a spark or two when Miroku and Sango had a moment or when her son, Shippo, did something, but mostly all she felt was nothingness.
You
have a way of coming easily to me.
And when you take you take the
very best of me
So I start a fight cause I need to feel
something
And you do what you want cause im not what you
wanted
Kagome have finally given up and snapped when InuYasha had crossed the line, saying that Kikyo could find the shards faster, that Kikyo would flirt around with filthy wolves, that Kikyo wouldn't have even broken the Shikon No Tama. She just finally got sick and tired of it and pointed out that it was Kikyo's ''kindness'' that had gotten them in this mess, Kikyo had tried to kill them, and Kikyo had stolen the shards and given them to Naraku. Kagome just gave up defending her heart towards InuYasha, and ran, knowing she'd never hear the words she so despreatly want to hear.
Oh
what a shame what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Just walk
way away aint no use defending words that you will never say
And
now that im sitting here thinking it through'ive never know anyone
cold as you
All the defenses InuYasha had set up slowly fell down but as soon as she stepped fowards closer to his heart, he would build them right back up and destroy all hopes she had, of him ever loving her. Now, now all she had left was a broken heart, and tear stained face. She didn't even have her son. But InuYasha had Kiyko, Inuyasha had Sango, Miroku, even HER SON! He had it all, he had her dreams, her clipped wings.
You
put up walls and paint them all a shade of gray
And I stood there
loving you and wished them all away
And you come away with a great
little story
Of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you
Kagome stood up and made her way to the well house's door, she slid it open to find that it was raining in this era as well. Before she could knock on the door her mother was there, with her father's old woolen blanket and a steaming cup of cocoa. Miss Higirashi led her daughter to the living room couch and sat her down. Kagome laid her head against her mothers bossom and began crying again. She told her mother everything that night, about Miroku, Sango, her son, Sesshomaru and his daughter and retainer joining the group and the deal and friendship she made with him, and finally what all InuYasha had put her through. The whole story her mother just ran her fingers through her daughters midnight black tresses and tried her best to sooth her.
Oh
what a shame what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Just walk
way away ain't no use defending words that you will never say
And
now that im sitting here thinking it through I've never know anyone
cold as you
When Kagome finally finished she look up at her mom and hugged her, thanking her for everything, silently wondering how she was able to meet her with the blanket at the right time and why her brother and grandfather was not there. The silver eyed girl trudged up the steps to her room, wrapped tightly in her favorite blanket, the one that smelled of her father. Once Kagome was in her room she walked over to her desk and threw the picture of her and InuYasha. She fell to the floor and laid there, her hand grasping towards the picture that was thrown. There she laid remebering all the time she had cried for InuYasha's lost soul, for his lost childhood, for his dead mother, even for his mistakes. There she laid there remebering all the times she risked life and limb for the one she loved. Would he had even cared if she died? Would he had cried for her? Would he have just replaced her with Kikyo?
You
never did give a damn thing honey but I cried, cried for you
And I
know you wouldn't have told no body if I died, died for you
She
laid there for who knows how long listening to the raindrops in the
roof, picturing InuYasha's smiling face, gosh was that smile real,
thinking about it now it almost look like a sneer. He was sneering at
her love. Her hand was no longer grasping what was never truly there,
her hand was grasping for a new chance, her hand was grasping for a
new chance at everything. Laying there on the floor she pulled her
father's blanket closer to her and she felt her heart harden and rip,
needing some one to sew it for her, to unthaw the heart InuYasha
shattered.
Oh
what a shame what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Every
smile you fake is so condescending
Counting all the scars you
made
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've
never been anywhere cold as you
Cobalt's Note: It get's happier I promise. Next time is ''April Showers'' by SugarLand.
