Disclaimer: I don't own these characters or this song ''What I Meant To Say" by...errr... I don't know I forgot '' but I don't own it. Well anyways, theres gonna be cursing in this one, just warn'n yawl.

InuYasha felt the presence he'd been hoping for, the calming presence of the well's power. He relaxed as much as he could, the things he had told Kagome floating in his head.

FlashBack
Kagome had come back from the woods, wearing a very annoyed face, and grumbling about 'obnoixous, over-possesive wolves' which went unnoticed by the hanyou the only thing he noticed was Kouga's scent. "WHAT THE HELL YOU WENCH!! WHY DO I SMELL THAT MANGY WOLF ALL OVER YOU!!"

The other's all saw the spark of rage in Kagome's eyes as she spoke through gritted teeth, "Care to explain InuYasha?"

"YOU KNOW DAMN WELL WHAT I MEAN BITCH!! YOU REAK OF THE WOLF!" Kagome twitched and everybody could visibly see her aura burn in anger, but the inu kept ranting, "I BET KIKYO WOULD NEVER FLIRT WITH A WOLF!! KIKYO WOULD HAVE NEVER EVEN BROKEN THE SHARDS IN THE FIRST PLACE! KIKYO WOULD'VE..."

But before he could finish he was cut off by Kagome, "What InuYasha?" She took a step foward, InuYasha finnally noticed her ire, and he gulped, "Kikyo would have been a perfect saint? Kikyo wouldn't ever betray you. Face it InuYasha, she already has. The bitch had betrayed you as much as you have I."

"I HAVE NEVER FUCKING BETRAYED YOU BITCH!! I PROTECT YOU!! I SAVE YOUR SORRY ASS CONSTANTLY!! KIKYO WOULDN'T NEED TO BE SAVED!!"

"Hanyou watch your tongue when speaking to Kagome."

"MAKE ME YOU BASTARD!!"

"Do not raise your voice to this Sesshomaru, mutt."

"I'LL DO WHAT EVER I WANT!!"

"Sesshomaru thank you but I can speak for myself." Kagome turned to InuYasha, her silver eyes flashing what seemed liked blazing red. "InuYasha, surely from all these comparsions of me and Kikyo you have realized I am not Kikyo, and will never be that dead bitch." Kagome spoke in such a cold tone it had Jaken hidden behind Ah-Un.

"I KNOW YOU'LL NEVER BE KIKYO!! YOUR JUST BE A SHARD DETECTING WHORE WHO NEEDS HER ASS SAVED CONSTANTLY AND FLIRTS WHEN EVERYTHING WITH A DICK!!" InuYasha was panting with anger and lack of oxygen from yelling that all with one breath.

All color faded from the girl, follwoing by her face turning completely red and her miko surrounding her whole body, but instead of the usuaul pink they were tinged with a chrome youki. "FINE IF THAT'S ALL I AM, NO GOOD FOR ANYTHING, POORLY TRAINED, WEAK WHORE, I'LL NEVER COME BACK!" InuYasha growled a feral growl at the girl, she stood there for a moment untill she reached around her neck and threw the shards.
End FlashBack

InuYasha wiped a stray tear from his eye as he landed into future. He need the miko, they all did. He lied when he said all those things. He couldn't lose her, he couldn't say good bye to her.

Last night I told a lie
When I told you I could say goodbye

He didn't even give her time to say why Kouga's scent was on her. Thinking about it now, thinking about the self he was before he lost her, he had been a crazy fool. Living up to the title Shippo gave him, he was a stupid dog. InuYasha leaped out of the well.

Here in the light of day
What a crazy thing for me to say

He knew what he was going to say. He was going to tell her what he had meant to say before. He had always been interupted when he tried, or he had been called away by the woman he no longer loved. He was going to tell Kagome that he, that he...loved her.

What I meant to say was I love you

As InuYasha walked up the shrine steps, taking his time, he thought about what she has said about him being the one who betrayed her. Had he really hurt her? The inu stopped for a moment memories flooding quickly into his mind. Him holding Kikyo while she watched, her crying over him for doing something foolish, and lastly her injured because he's failed to protected her. He really was the betraier wasn't he. InuYasha fell to his knees, tears once again burning his eyes.

What was worse then him hurting her was the fact everytime she cried he never did anything to comfort her, he was always to busy sulking or arguing with Shippo to notice she was crying let alone wipe the tears off her beautiful face.

What's been killin' me is I hurt you
What I didn't do was hold you when I saw the teardrops fall

The more he thought about it the more he saw when he did notice she was crying he would call her stupid and insult her emotions. "Damn it..." he sighed. 'Why didn't I just apologize, why didn't I just ask her to forgive me. Why did I have to be a jerk.'

What I should've said was I'm sorry
What I should've said was forgive me
What I meant to say was what I didn't say at all

InuYasha got up and ran up the steps to hurry to her, he stopped when he saw her and his brother holding hands and laughing, BOTH of them was laughing. "No...Kagome!!" This can't be true, he has to be dreaming. He has to tell her..."KAGOME!!"

Last night I had a dream
You were really walking out on me

She stiffened and turned around, her face read anger, shock, and sadness. InuYasha heard his brother growl and step in front of Kagome. The inu's ears drooped and he whimpered, "Kagome please, please don't hate me. I'm sorry. I never meant to hurt you. Please forget what I said...please fogive me."

Kagome gasped, and he saw his brother narrow his gaze, "Really?"

I woke up scared to death
Please forget about the things I said

InuYasha took a step foward, "Yes. I even told Kikyo I'm not going with her to Hell, I not going with her anywhere."

What I meant to say was I love you

He saw the tears glistening in her eyes, "I figured out what I've done wrong Kagome. I never wanted to hurt you. I should of healed you not hurt you. I should've asked for you to forgive me sooner, if I had maybe none of this would of happened."

What's been killin' me is I hurt you
What I didn't do was hold you when I saw the teardrops fall
What I should've said was I'm sorry

Kagome looked up at the man who'd helped her to the man who'd hurt her countless times. Could she really forgive him? Had he really left Kikyo? Was it all true? Her gaze once again landed on the tall Taiyoukai, he'd been nothing but kind to her, but could he really love her? Could anyone really love her? "InuYasha, How do I know your not lieing?"


What I should've said was forgive me
What I meant to say was what I didn't say at all

The hurt look on the inu hanyou's face told he meaned it, "I'm not asking for you to love me, I wouldn't be surprised if you hated me. Even your son hates me now."

"Shippo?"

InuYasha nodded solemly and continued, "Kagome all I'm asking for is you forgive me and know that I love you."

What I meant to say was what I didn't say at all

He saw the smile in Kagome's eyes, it reflexed into the silver eyes he had always loved so much, "I forgive you InuYasha." She looked up at Sesshomaru who gave her a look, and with that she ran and hugged the inu. She whispered into his ear again, "I'll always forgive you, but..."

Cobalt's Note: Dun Dun Dun, a sorta cliffy. I don't know, I have one more song for sure and after I post it I'll see what everyone thinks. I still have to get the other charaters to find out that Kagome's an inuess. Well R and R, tell me what you think as always flames welcome.

YESH I HAVE EDITED THE LAST CHAPTER I HAVE POSTED...for this story... well on to the other chapter I have yet to post and my other story.