I can't believe that Janey didn't tell me about Chloe, it seems like they were close like they shared everything but Janey didn't tell me, if she was as

open as Chloe said she was then why did she keep secrets from me?

But then again I kept secrets from her, if I didn't it could compromise her safety so perhaps she did have reasons,

I walked out of the cafe and out in the direction of baker street I needed to walk to think, oh I hated that girl she always made me think, think with a

different part of my brain, a part that I didn't like, the emotional part, god I hated that woman, no I didn't I loved her, oh you sound so stupid

Sherlock you don't love anyone, oh but you do, you do and you know that you do,

"Stop it!" I said out loud

"You all right love" a woman asked me

"Yes I'm fine, sorry didn't realise I was talking aloud"

She smiled and walked off

You see what she does to you Sherlock she makes you shout out in a public place oh you crazy fool.

I need to think.

He changed direction and headed for the park and sat down on Janey's bench

Oh Janey you crazy woman what's going on? What's with the envelope? What's with the secrets, what's with your sister has she always been identical

to you? What's with the waiting it's like you're still here showing me the way, oh girl you really do annoy me, you are the only thing I can't work out an

it drives me mad.

JOHN POV.

Sherlock walked into the living room at 221B just after 5pm

"You ok" I asked him

"Yes of course I'm ok, why wouldnt I be ok?"

"It's just I haven't seen you since 10 o'clock this morning and the last time I did see you, you were with a girl claiming to be Janey's sister or at least I

think she was, you didn't let me find out"

"John would you shut up"

He walked over to the mantelpiece and picked up an upturned picture it was of Janey he opened the back took out a piece of paper closed the frame

back up and took the frame and paper into his room and slammed the door.

'Oi you! Skinny lazy git,

I guess by the fact that you're at the bottom of the teabags you haven't left the house since I made you kill me,

so get in the shower, get dressed, put a smile on your face and brave the world.

I don't want a boyfriend that wallows in self pity for weeks.

You are stronger than that.

That's why I love you.

Always remember that whenever you feel upset or depressed.

You were the only one for me because my life was cut short.

Now i know that you waited for me, I found your message, i mean you could have been a little more discrete my darling but thank you.

Now listen to me talk to the policeman and get yourself another case ok?

You're not going to ignore your long dead girlfriend now are you?

No? Good! So go! Shower! Dress! Now!'

He took the envelope and opened it another note fell out

' I thought it might be useful at some point, just as a footnote if she's still where she was sent it will take her 4 hours to return.

Don't use her Sherlock her time is precious,

Sherlock stop waiting you know I'm not coming back this time.

Have Dinner xxx

This is a solid and binding document that contains the relevant information for the deportation of Miss Irene Adler.

Hold on, where the hell did she get this oh Janey my girl I love you so much!

I kissed the papers and put them back into the envelope then hid it under the bed.