Discalimer: I no own this ong it's written by Darrell Brown and Keith Urban it is also song by Keith Urban on the CD 'Love, Pain, & the whole crazy'and I bought the CD. YESH I ACTUALLY OWN SOMETHING!! But I don't own the IY charries. :P
The trio jumped into the well after Kagome got her supplies and said good-bye to her mother, and that she hoped to be back in about 3-4 weeks. Once the group arrived in the feudal era they were greeting with silence then, "UNCLE INUAYSHA!! DADDY!!" A black and orange blur attached herself to Sesshomaru's legs, no matter how old she gets she still does that.
Kagome smiled at the child, "Rin-chan do you know where my son is?"
Rin looked up at the inuess, "I'm sorry pretty lady, who is your...KAGOME!!"
Kagome laughed as Rin hugged her. "Yes Rin it's me. Hop on my back, I need to talk to everybody."
"Okay Kagome." Rin jumped on Kagome's back and she started to run through the forest, a black and silver blur.
And so I wrote this song for you
I think I know what you're goin' through
InuYasha looked at his brother who was still watching Kagome and Rin disapear. "Come on I wanna know."
"I already know."
"Well I don't so COME ON!!" With that yelled and was off following Kagome through the forest.
Did you believe you'd never change
Nothin' ever stays the same
As soon as Kagome arrived at the hut she was greeted by Sango and her boomerang. "Sango it's me!"
Rin jumped out of the inuess's arms, "Lady Sango it's Kagome!! Don't hurt her!!"
"Kagome?"
"MOMMA!!" The red- headed kitsune jumped into his mother arm's "I missed you."
"Shh, Shippo it's okay I'm here. I promise I won't ever leave you for good."
Shippo sniffled, even now that he was 9 in demon years he still hadn't hit his growth spurt yet so he was roughly the size of a 3 year old now. "Momma your a demon now."
"I always have. Once InuYasha get's here I'll tell everyone what's going on."
'All the better reason for her and Sesshomaru to get togther.' Sango smiled at her sister, "Come on Miroku's in the hut, unconscious, but in there."
Kagome laughed, "Sesshomaru and InuYasha are both almost here."
"Momma?"
"Yes Shippo?"
"Did you forgive InuBaka?"
"Yeah, but don't worry Shippo he won't be your new father. I can't love him like that anymore."
The kitsune hugged his mother, "Okay Momma. I love you."
"I love you too." Kagome kissed her son on the cheek. "Let's get inside and wait for InuYasha and Sesshomaru."
I know its hard holding on
And even harder tryn' to let it go
A few moments after Kagome sat down, her son on her lap and Rin beside her with Sango and the now awake Miroku across from her, InuYasha burst in with Sesshomaru calmly walking behind him. The hanyou sat down a little ways away from Sango and Miroku, but still across from the inuess. While Sesshomaru on the other hand sat down beside the demoness on the other side of his daughter.
"I'm guessing you all want to know what I am a inu youkai." A bunch of nods made Kagome continue. She closed her eyes for a moment and started petting her son's head. "Well you see my father was a full blooded dog demon and my mother was a human. They met and fell in love, but before they were mated my father was offered a postion as Sesshomaru's and InuYasha's father's head general. General Hige." Kagome opened her eyes to look at her friends seeing what they would say.
So your frozen like a stone
But even you are not alone
"So Lady Kagome," Miroku spoke up, "Since your father was a powerful demon he decided that he wanted his offspring to be a full blooded youkai as well."
Kagome nodded about to continue her story when Sesshomaru interupted her, "I was naught but a pup at the time but I remeber that the day your mother gave birth to you was the first time the sakura trees bloomed since the day my mother died."
"Really Sesshomaru?"
The taiyoukai nodded, "Hai. You were born in the middle of a rain storm too."
"My mother never told be that."
Every step I take I get a little less afriad
Of givin' in to love
"It is the truth. She did not know fore she is human and it was many many moons before she was even born. Which leads me to a question. How had your mother only age a few years since giving birth to you centeries ago?"
"My father cast a spell..."
"Why?" Everyone turned to InuYasha, "Why did my fathe make me a hanyou. If Kagome's father was strong enough to make her a full blood why didn't mine make me."
Kagome sat Shippo down beside Rin and walked over to InuYasha, "InuYasha..."
"Why?"
The inuess enveloped InuYasha in a hug and rocked him back and forth like a mother would comforting a child, "He didn't want you to be second to your brother and he didn't want you to be a 'weak human' and live a short life."
InuYasha looked into Kagome's silver eyes, his golden one's full of pain and unshed tears. "Didn't he know the...everything...I had to go through..."
Believe me when I say it gets better everyday
Once you get used to the pain
Kagome continued to rock him back and forth, calming him, "He thought that he'd be there to see you through it. To raise you and protect you. Just because your a hanyou doesn't mean your father didn't love you."
InuYasha looked up at Kagome thank's filling his honey-eyes. "What happened to your father?"
The inuess' silver eyes filled with tears as she walked to set back down by her son, who crawled back in her lap. "When I was 7 years old me and my father was on our way to get medicine for my Mom, because she was pregnant with my brother and was having bad morning sickness." Kagome tried to swallow the lump in her throat, "We were attacked by a band of panther demons, it was a few years before they called out a war the first time. They out numbered my father 6 to 1. They continued to target me, at that time I wasn't that strong of a fighter and they easly over powered me. My father had to give up his life to save mine and with his dying breath he put a spell on my mom and I so we could travel through the well and that my mom wouldn't age as a human."
What you hide I see
There's a scar and there's always gonna be
There's a past in everyone
The inuess burried her face in her son's hair and tried stop the tears. "Lady Kagome, I know this isn't the best time but may I ask a question?" Kagome nodded, "If you are in fact a demon why do you have miko powers?"
Sesshomaru looked over at the woman he loved, seeing how upset he was he answered for her, "Since Kagome's mother was a ningen and she had the chance of being either youkai or ningen her youki can take the form of holy powers when she is in her human form. Her youki is pure and not tainted as well. Like how some priests and preistess aura can be tainted and demonic, youki can be pure."
"I understand thank you Sesshomaru-sama."
Sesshomaru pulled Rin, who was consoling Kagome, into his lap and put a comforting arm around the inuess.
Every step I take I get a little less afriad
Of givin' in to love
Believe me when I say it gets better everyday
Once you get used to the pain
Sango smiled a litte bit when she saw the taiyoukai comfort her sister and sent a look to her houshi who nodded in return. Inuyasha just watched, mentally wishing his brother luck. "It's not your fault,it never has or will be. I killed those demon's soon after your father was found dead. I can take you to his grave if you want me too."
Kagome looked up at the demon and smiled through her tears, "I'd really like that Sesshomaru. Thank you."
Rin and Shippo sent each other a look and both crawled out of thier parents' lap. The taiyoukia pulled Kagome into a hug, not caring if there were people to see him show emotion. He loved this woman, demoness or not, and he would do anything to comfort her. "I promise you this Kagome. I won't make you get used to the pain like I had to...I promise you I'll take it away."
Sango did a mental 'Aww' as did Miroku. Shippo and Rin gave each other high fives. InuYasha listen with a pang of jelousy that it wasn't him comforting her, but he mostly felt releif that his brother would always be there for Kagome, even if he couldn't, and if they mated she would be his sister so at least he could always love her in one way or another.
Every step I take I get a little less afriad
Of givin' in to love
Believe me when I say it gets better everyday
Once you get used to the pain
Kagome welcomed the embrace and smiled to herself...maybe there was hope for love after all...
Once you get used to the pain
Cobalt's Note: There I'm done. I think...yes I am finished. I think it is a good ending...please review and thanks for reading my story all the way through.
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