Summary: Fiona starts to question her sexuality when Dallas enters her life. Why is it that she is so attracted to him? She was so sure that she was lesbian after all the girls she liked. But the real big question is: will Fiona be able to trust Dallas after all her past boyfriends?

Disclaimer: I don't own degrassi, and if I did then I will stare at Demetrius and Luke 24/7, and there will be no progress.

Couples: Fiona/Dallas also mentions of Adam/Fiona, Eli/Clare, Imogen/Fiona and Bianca/Drew.

A/N: I'm not making fun of people with (read Declan and Fiona's scene) its something serious so I have not intention what so ever to make fun of it. That scene is something that is somewhat going on in my life and I had to get how I felt about the person in my life written down. So, it's like I'm fiona for that moment, I guess.

A Touch Of Realism: Not My Day (2)

I walked into my house a little depressed. My life couldn't get any worst, by the way God, that isn't a challenge. But if you were in my shoes you would hate life right now too. First me and Imogen broke up. Second Bobby's back. Third I almost got hit by a car!

I decided I was going to finish reading the text Declan sent me.

Believe In Holly J. she will always be there for you. And Fiona always remember that I love 3. I laughed. When did Declan start putting hearts on his text? I should reply or he might think I don't love him. I thought

I love you too Declan! F&A. I sent the text and saw Holly J. walk in with red puffy eyes.

"Fiona," Holly J. said in a low voice, but I still heard her.

"You okay?" I asked.

More tears came down her face and she quickly wiped them "I just got off video chat with your mom," Holly J. looked down.

"And..." I said motioning for her to go on.

"She told me -she looked up at me- Fiona, Declan's in the hospital," a couple more tears escaped.

I sat down in disbelief "Why? What happen? I have to go see him!" I stood up putting on my shoes.

"He's in New York Fiona."

"I don't care! I have to go! Drive me! He's my brother Holly J.! I won't be able to live with myself if I don't see him!" I burst into tears.

Holly J. put on her shoes and grabbed the car keys "Okay," she stopped "Fiona it's going to take us 10 hours just to get to there."

"Well, I'm buying a ticket!" I said reaching for my laptop.

"Fiona," Holly J. put her hand on my shoulder "You guys don't have any money."

I panicked, but I kept typing trying to find a plane ticket. I stoppedd panicking "I have to go, I only have 40 minutes to get there!" I rushed up and grabbed my jacket and house key.

"Fiona! How are you going to pay for the ticket?" Holly J. asked.

"When I sold my stuff. I still have money left over...enough for my ticket and a cab when I make it to New York," I began to beg "Please, take me," I looked into Holly J. eyes.

"Alright fine...but we have to go now!" Holly J. rushed to the door.

"Thank you," I said softly. I rushed over to her and we left.

I made it to the hospital, and I was sent into Declan's room. I saw my mom standing there crying.

"Mom," I ran up and hugged her tightly "What's going on? What happen?"

She pulled away and looked at Declan "I'll tell her," she said to Declan.

Declan nodded. He looked so weak, pale almost.

My mom looked at me "Declan's sick," she paused "Declan has Pneumonia and he would be fine, only reason he is sicker than the rest, is because Declan's suffering with aids..." she trailed off.

I looked at Declan with tears in my eyes "Declan," I started. I didn't know what to say, my thoughts were everywhere at this point. What was there to say?

"I got it from -he coughed- Tinsley," I was shocked. Tinsley has aids? Does that mean Bobby has them too?

"Is this why you told me you loved me?" I asked.

He nodded. I started crying.

I think I am staying in New York, I can't leave Declan, he means more than anyone! He could die any second! I turn my back and he's dead. What if that happens? Will he even know I love him? I don't know how I would feel about this. I can survive not seeing Declan for three years for college, but my whole life...I would die myself. Declan has always been there for me, knowing that he can't anymore, what am I suppose to do? A little more of me would die every minute of the day. People thought I was bad when I was with Bobby, what will they think when Declan's gone? If one twin is gone both of them are.

"Fiona we should get you home," my mom said to me.

"What! I can't leave Declan here! I have to be with him!"

"You have school," she stated "He will be here-"

"You dont know that! I don't give a damn about school! But I do care about Declan and I'm not leaving his side!" I stated sitting next to Declan's hospital bed.

My mom nodded. It surprised me at first, but then again this is my brother where talking about.