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Haunted By His Past

Chapter 6

It was now only one day until our three month anniversary and we were on our way to another hotel in another location. I had all of my plans in place for the evening and felt myself becoming more excited as the time got closer. This stop that we were going to was the second to the last stop before their last show. They were going to be at this stop for about three days, and then off to their last place, which just so happened to be back in London. I couldn't be anymore happier. Even though I enjoyed being on tour with them, it just felt good to be back home, to a place where you didn't have to live out of a suitcase and eat fast food every day. My first goal when we got back was to take a nice long hot shower, then curl up in Danny's bed. It all sounded quite nice.

So as the bus headed towards our next stop, we all sat in the sitting room and watched yet another movie. There wasn't much you could really do on a bus besides watch movies, play games and sleep. So we were watching the third Star Wars (three guesses as to who picked that one out), and eating pop corn. Well Eli was eating ice cream and popcorn. What she really wanted was chili dogs, but since we were pretty much in the middle of nowhere at the moment, she had to settle for another ice cream and popcorn. Man, I swear that girl has had more cravings than anything.

While the soon to be Darth Vadar and his mentor fought on screen, Danny's phone suddenly began to vibrate. He jumped slightly and pulled it out of his pocket, staring at the screen, and growling silently at it.

"I thought I told her to stop calling." I head Danny say quietly under his breath. It wasn't meant for anyone to hear, but somehow I was able to hear it. He moved to stand up and I fell over from where I had my head rested against his shoulder.

"Where are you going?" I asked, trying to set myself upright.

"It's my sister, I have to take this." He said walking out of the room. I narrowed my eyebrows at him and watched him walk away. After a couple of minutes, something came to mind and I turned to Dougie who was sitting beside me, his arms wrapped around a sleeping Asha.

"Hey, what's Danny's sister's name again?" I asked him. He turned to me, thinking a moment.

"Katie I think." I narrowed my eyebrows. "Why?" He asked seeing my face.

"No reason." I said to him, and then looked back at the doorway with my eyebrows narrowed. Something didn't add up right.

McFly

My plan was to question Danny as soon as he got back from his phone call. But not long after he left the room, the movie went off and everyone decided to go to bed. The guys had a really early morning the next day, and it was already getting late. I tried to wait on Danny to get back, but found my eyes not wanting to listen to me when I told them to stay open. So I followed everyone to bed and a little while later I heard Danny come quietly into the sleeping area, stop for a minute outside of my bed, and then climb into his. Every thought I had of questioning him seemed to slip my mind as I slept through the night.

The next morning I forgot all about the phone call from the night before. The guys were ushered off almost as soon as daylight hit, and Eli and Asha went with them. I told Danny that I wasn't feeling that well, and I would just go back to the hotel and meet him around lunch. He looked at me worried, and I knew he was thinking about telling everyone that he was staying with me, but I reassured him that I was fine, and I would most likely feel better later on, and he nodded giving me a kiss on the cheek then left.

I didn't really feel ill. I was just telling him that so I could get some time alone to work on my plans. My first plan was to get a bigger and better hotel room. More like a suite. I talked a bit to Fletch and he said that he thought he could pull some strings for me. I loved that ol' man. He managed to get one for me and I threw my arms around his neck, giving him a kiss on the cheek and told him a thousand thank-you's. (Ok, not literally a thousand, but you get the picture.)

Next I needed to find the perfect restaurant to take him to. And I did. I called Gia and told her what my plan was and she told me of this cute little restaurant that she and Tom had went to one time whenever she was on tour with them, and she said that it had great food. I thanked her and went to it to see what it was like. It was a really nice restaurant, and luckily you didn't need reservations to get in.

Next I walked around town trying to think of something else that might be good to do. All Danny and I ever did was go out to eat, and find some place to sit close together. Occasionally we would go to places such at the go-kart place or some other fun place that Danny would think up, but that was really it. Then something occurred to me as I was walking around the mall. We hadn't really gone to the movies much. The only time we ever really went to the movies was the very first day that we were together; when Asha and Jason took me out for my birthday. So I found the nearest movie theatre and looked to see what was playing. I picked out a really great movie and got the time, then wrote it down in my notebook and headed to the restaurant the guys had told me to meet them at for lunch.

As soon as I showed up, Danny immediately asked me if I was feeling ok. I told him that I was feeling much better and he looked relieved. I just laughed a bit and kissed him on the cheek telling him that he didn't need to worry, that I was fine. He nodded his head, but I had the feeling that he wasn't going to quit worrying even though I told him to.

Once the guys were finished with their scheduled events, it was time to go to the hotel. Fletch stopped us in the lobby, giving out keys to everyone except me and Danny and we all headed for our rooms. Normally all of the rooms were on the same floor, but whenever we got into the elevator and I pushed a different button than the rest, they all looked at me.

"Babe, why'd you do that?" Danny questioned me, raising an eyebrow.

"Because that's not the floor we're on." I said with a smile but stared ahead at the dial that counted the floors up. Behind me Danny and Dougie exchanged looks, but Dougie just shrugged his shoulders as if to say that he didn't know what I was talking about.

Everyone got out on the floor below us, and Eli shot me a wink over her shoulder before she turned to head to her room. The doors closed and it was just me and Danny left in the elevator.

"I can't believe that Fletch got the day's mixed up and told me that today was a full day. I mean I was all ready for nothing but work work work. But now that I get the rest of the day off, I get to spend it with you." He said wrapping his arms around me from behind. I smirked as he placed a kiss on my neck, know that Fletch didn't get their schedules mixed up.

The doors opened and I pulled Danny out behind me and down the hall. "Where are we going?" I heard him ask behind me as I drug him all the way to the other end of the hall.

'You'll see." I said then pulled out the key and unlocked the door. I stepped inside, with Danny behind me and once he got sight of the room, his mouth dropped. It opened into a living room area with a small kitchen area off of it that was only separated by a bar area. Then there were double doors that lead into the bedroom. It was kind of like a small one bedroom apartment.

"Wow, Fletch sure came through for us this time." He said in awe as he looked around the room. I laughed at him.

"Well you're partially right babe," I said back and he dropped his bags on the floor and flopped down on the couch.

"Partially?" He questioned, quirking an eyebrow at me.

"Well Fletch did come through, only for me. I had him get this room for us." I stood in front of him, and he looked up at me.

"Why?"

"Because I wanted some place nice to celebrate our three month anniversary." I said and leaned down eye level with him, placing my hands on his shoulders as he wrapped his arms around my waist.

"I thought you didn't want to celebrate our three month?" He asked a small frown appearing on his face.

"I just told you that because I have the whole night planned out for us, and I didn't want you coming up with any plans of your own." He thought a moment, taking in what I was saying then nodded his head.

"So you have the whole night planned out do you?" He asked pulling me down onto his lap.

"Yep." I said, tapping him on the nose with my finger. "And you, Mr. Jones, need to go get cleaned up. I'm taking you out tonight, so dress nice." He smiled at me then pulled me to him to give me a kiss.

"You're amazing you know that." He said and I smirked at him.

"Uh, yeah." I said arrogantly before leaning in to give him another kiss.

McFly

About an hour later Danny was ready and waiting in the bedroom as I was finishing getting ready in the bathroom. I heard him yell from the other side of the door. "Are you about ready in there Tonya?"

"Yeah just a minute." I replied taking one last look at my hair and make-up in the mirror. Then I turned around to look in the full length mirror at my outfit. Danny was going to drop when he saw me.

I opened the door slowly, turning off the light and stepped out. Danny was standing with his back to me and he turned when he heard the door open. Immediately his mouth dropped upon seeing me.

I had on the black dress that he bought me when we went shopping. The one that he swore if I didn't buy he would, and make me wear every day. I hadn't worn it yet, I was saving it for a special occasion and I figured that this was pretty much that occasion.

Danny's eyes searched me up and down as I stood there enjoying his gaze. His eyes traveled from my face, down to my legs and back again. The smile that was plastered to his face only made my head swell. I knew I looked great, but all I needed was that look from Danny to top it off.

"You look gorgeous." He said coming to me. "Absolutely gorgeous." He leaned down and placed a long kiss on my lips. I finally had to break away a few moments later, telling him that if we didn't leave we were going to be late.

We arrived at the restaurant, and Danny loved it. Gia was right, it was a cute restaurant, and had really great food. Danny said that he loved the place and he was adding it to his top favorite places to eat. I smiled feeling good that I had picked a place that he enjoyed. After we finished eating Danny went to reach to the bill, but I just snatched it up before he could telling him that I was taking him out tonight, and that I was paying. He made to protest, but I silenced him with one of my looks and he gave up.

After dinner we went to the movie and managed to get there on time. He looked at the choice I made, and I felt a little worried that he wouldn't like it, but he just smiled, saying that he'd been wanting to see it.

We watched maybe the first half of the movie, but eventually we found ourselves making out in the back row. The only time we would come up was whenever we needed air. After the movie was over I pulled away from Danny, receiving a groan but I just smirked at him.

"How about we finish this back at the hotel?" I asked him, wiggling my eyebrows at him. He just smiled mischievously and stood up, grabbing my hand, then headed out of the theatre.

Danny hailed us a taxi and we jumped into the back of it, continuing our actions from the theatre. Before we knew it we were back to the hotel and making our way to the elevator. We passed Asha, Dougie and Tom in the lobby. They said something about going to a club and asked if we wanted to go, but we just said no and ran past them into the elevator giggling. As the doors closed I saw Asha shaking her head and grinning madly at us.

As soon as the door was closed to the room, Danny was tugging my coat off as I was tugging off his. He walked me backwards to the bedroom and kicked the door shut behind him, falling down on the bed on top of me. I tugged at his shirt and he broke our kiss long enough to get his shirt over his head, then he returned to kissing me. I kicked my shoes off as he did his and our hands roamed over each other's bodies. I ran my hands up and down his smooth back enjoying the feel of his bare skin. I loved everything about him; the way his skin felt, his kisses, his beautiful blue eyes. Everything.

I felt his hands pushing my dress up over my thighs as he moved his kisses down to my neck. I brought one leg up and wrapped it around his waist as I enjoyed him kissing me. A few minutes later I felt him tugging my dress upward and I leaned up as he broke away, so he could pull my dress over my head. Once it was off, I pulled him back to me, kissing him deeply.

Next it was time for his pants to join the other clothing on the floor. So I reached down and undone his pants, pushing them down a bit with my hands, then brought my foot up to help push them the rest of the way down. He kicked them off once they were down to his ankles. I wrapped both of my legs around him and pulled him closer to me, deepening our kiss. He let out a little moan as I did this, and I could feel through his boxers the effect I was having on him.

He let his hands slide down my sides, causing little goose bumps to break out over my skin. His hands continued down my sides, over my hips and down my thighs, where they stopped and moved back upwards. All the while he had moved his kisses to my neck where he began sucking lightly on it.

I felt his fingers latch under my underwear and I didn't protest once as he tugged them down. I kicked them off once they were all the way down, and they joined all of the other clothing on the floor. Now only one article of clothing was left to add to the pile. I took a breath and reached my hands for Danny's boxers and hooked my fingers in them, giving them a light tug.

Danny ceased all of his actions and looked up at me. He looked slightly worried, but also a little excited too. "Are you sure?" He asked almost breathlessly.

I bit my lip and nodded my head, my eyes staring deeply into his. "Yes, I'm sure." His mouth twitched into a smile and he let me tug the rest of the way on his boxers. Once they were down far enough he kicked them off so that now all of our clothing lay on the floor in a pile.

However he didn't return to kissing me right away. Instead he took to staring down at me. I felt myself blush lightly and quietly asked him 'what.'

"Are you really sure this is what you want Tonya. Because we don't have to do this tonight if you're not ready." I could tell that he was concerned for me, but I just gave him a smile to try to ease his worries.

"I'm not drunk this time Danny and I've been thinking about this for a while. I want this Danny and I feel that I'm ready now. The last time we did anything close to this I didn't have any visions of my step-father, so I feel sure that I'm ready for this now." Danny just stared at me a moment then nodded his head and leaned down to kiss me again. I felt his hand slowly make its way down my body to my sensitive area. I took in a breath, getting myself ready for what was to come, and then I felt him insert one finger into me. I squirmed just a bit, trying to get a little more comfortable to the familiar feeling. Danny pulled his finger back out and then added another the next time he thrust in. I began to enjoy the feelings he was creating inside me. He knew just the right spots to hit to make waves of pleasure rush through my body. It didn't seem like it took that long for my orgasm to come, and he continued to thrust as I rode it out.

I fell back on the bed panting as Danny leaned over the side of the bed in search of his pants. I narrowed my eyebrows wondering what he was doing. A couple of seconds later he leaned back up on the bed holding a small square package. Realization dawned on me whenever I saw what he was holding in his hand and that's when things became really real to me what was getting ready to happen. He looked me in the eyes once more to make sure I still wanted to go through with it, and I nodded my head at him. He gave me one more kiss then pulled away to put the condom on.

I looked away while he did this. Something just felt weird to watch him do that. I felt butterflies enter my stomach as I waited for him to finish. I was getting ready to have sex with Danny. This would be my first 'real' time with a guy and I was nervous. What if I did something wrong, or didn't do something right. What if it wasn't as great as Eli made it out to sound, or what if something went wrong. All these thoughts came rushing into my head as I waited and I didn't even notice Danny was finished until I heard him softly say my name.

I turned to look at him, and he still looked a little worried. "If you're not ready…" He began to say, but I silenced him by placing my finger on his lips.

"I'm just a little nervous that's all." I removed my finger and looked up at him. "I've never really done this before, so I'm just a little nervous as to what it will be like."

"Well," He began, stroking the side if my cheek with his finger. "It will be a little painful at first, but that should go away." My eyes widened a little at the sound of pain, but he just smiled. "Don't worry; it will get more enjoyable as we go on. You just need to relax and not worry too much. The more you worry, and the tenser you are, the worse it will be."

"Right," I said nodding my head, "Relax and don't worry. Got it." Danny just laughed at me and leaned down to place a kiss on my forehead.

"Are you ready?" I heard him ask. I looked back up at him and slowly nodded my head. He repositioned himself so that he was at my entrance and looked me into the eyes. I stared back at him, not once breaking his gaze as he slowly moved himself into me.

He was right when he said it would hurt. It hurt like hell at first. Danny watched me for any signs that I didn't want to go on, and when he was all the way inside of me he waited for me to reposition and get comfortable.

"Do you want me to continue?" He whispered and I bit my lip a pained expression on my face. But I just nodded my head and let out a breath. He pulled out and thrust back in a little harder than before and I let out a gasp. It still hurt but after a few more thrusts, it was starting to get more enjoyable.

Danny returned to kissing me, moving his kisses down to my neck as some moans that I controlled and some moans that I didn't escaped my mouth. Every once in a while he would let out moans of his own. As his thrust began to speed up, so did our breathing. I dug my fingernails lightly into his back as so much pleasure began to ripple through my body. I was enjoying this very much. I kept thinking over and over in my head that I was glad I was doing this with Danny. There wasn't anyone else in this world that I wanted to share this moment with.

Our rhythm built and so did the sweat on our bodies. My hair was starting to get damp and so was Danny's. He pulled away to look at me, his curly damp hair falling into his eyes, as a smile danced on his lips. I just closed my eyes and threw my head back into the pillow as my body arched.

He kissed down my exposed neck and down to my chest. I dug my fingernails in his back again and dragged them lightly across his skin as another wave of pleasure rippled through my body. I heard him whisper my name and a smirk placed itself on my face.

Danny's breath began to quicken and I could tell that he was close. I too felt myself begin to get close, but I wasn't as close as he was just yet. A few moments later I heard him moan out as he came. He slowed a moment then realized I still wasn't there yet, so he continued to thrust into me. I was focusing on trying to get there too, but it seemed every time I would get close, I would slip away.

I heard Danny whisper by my ear to relax, but I kept feeling tense. I started to get a little frustrated, but then I felt Danny's hand rubbing up and down my side and over my stomach, and that began to calm me a bit. Soon enough I relaxed and not long after I felt myself tense up and moan out Danny's name. I experienced an orgasm much greater than the one Danny caused with his fingers. It was amazing.

I fell back on the bed with Danny on top of me as we both fought to catch our breaths. Danny had his head buried in the crook of my neck and every so often he would place a kiss on it. My arms were wrapped tightly around his waist and I held him close to me, not wanting to let go for a while.

After a while he pulled out of me and rolled to the side. I turned to face him and he wrapped his arms around me, pulling me close to him. "So, how was it?" He asked, and I was lost for words.

"It was…I…it was amazing." He chuckled softly and brushed a damp strand of hair out of my face.

"Well that's good." He said then placed a small kiss on my forehead.

"I love you Danny Jones." I said hugging him tightly and burying my head against his chest.

"I love you too Tonya Chaney." We lay in each others arms a few minutes just enjoying the feel of our naked skins pressed together, and then I pulled away to look at him. He had is eyes closed, but opened them once he felt me move.

"I'm really glad that you were my first Danny. I know that technically you aren't my real first, but to me you are. I don't count what happened to me when I was five, and I never will. You were my first one Danny, my first love and my first time."

He smiled contentedly at me. "I'm really glad too." I smiled back and buried by head into his chest once again, then a few minutes later I fell asleep.

McFly

I woke up the next morning because I thought I heard voices in the other room. I moved slightly and noticed that there was some slight pain 'down there' but I smiled as I realized what it was from. The events from the night before flooded my mind as I rolled over. I expected to find Danny but he wasn't beside me in the bed. Narrowing my eyebrows I pulled myself out of bed, wrapping the sheet around me and stumbled over to the double doors. They were cracked open and I could hear the voices from the other room.

"Aw, come on Danny, you know you missed me." A girls voice purred. Immediately I became concerned and opened the door a little wider. What I found made my heart stop, and my mouth fall to the floor. Danny stood, in his boxers, in the middle of the room, kissing another girl.

As soon as my brain registered what it was seeing, I couldn't stop my mouth from yelling out. "You bastard!" Danny shoved the girl away from him and turned to me, his eyes wide.

"Tonya! No, it's not what it looks like." I glared daggers at Danny, and then flicked my eyes over to see the blonde haired girl smirking. Danny took a few steps toward me, but before he could get another word out, I slammed the door shut and locked it. He came up to the other side of the door and tried to open it, but when it wouldn't move he just pounded on the door. "Tonya please, open the door. Let me explain, it's not how it looks." I didn't hear anymore of his pleading as I locked myself in the bathroom and began to cry.

How could he do this to me after what we did the night before? I was feeling hurt and confused and angry. I wanted to hit something or yell at someone but all I could do was fall to the floor and cry. I thought maybe this was just a dream and pinched myself hard on the arm, but all I got from that was a sore red mark. My tears began to pour out of my eyes as I gasped for breaths. My heart hurt. No, I didn't hurt, it felt like some one had shattered it, then stomped on the pieces that were left.

Ten minutes later I had my bags packed and thrown over my shoulder. I flung the door open, a scowl on my face and I stomped out. Danny stood up from the couch where he had his head in his hands, and looked at me. It looked like he had been crying and he appeared like he was guilty. I didn't make any eye contact with him as I made my way over to the door, but he just jumped in front of me.

"Tonya, wait, don't go." I stopped, but still didn't look up at him.

"Move Danny." My voice was so full of ice.

"No, Tonya please, let me explain." I didn't want to hear this. All I wanted to do was get out of there and as far away from Danny as I possibly could.

"I don't need an explanation, I know what I saw and that told me everything." I tried to push past him but he just stood in my way.

"No, you didn't see it right." That got my attention and I snapped my head up to look at him; hate and anger flashing in my eyes.

"Oh really? So you're telling me that I didn't see you kissing another girl in the middle of the room half naked?" I crossed my arms across my chest and continued to glare at him.

"Yes, I mean no. I mean, it wasn't what it looked like. Really." I shook my head at him and looked down, still refusing to completely make eye contact with him.

"You know, Fletch said something the other day that kind of made me think. He said that he was afraid when we got together, afraid that you'd treat me like the other girls. He said you were a womanizer Danny, and I knew that you had a past with girls, but I didn't want to believe what he said. But he was right Danny, you are a womanizer. And a liar and a cheater, oh and a bastard." I brushed past him quickly and made for the door. I threw it open as I felt new tears begin to well up in my eyes. Behind me I heard Danny call out my name again, but before he could say anything else I turned to look at him and spoke. "Goodbye Danny, consider yourself single now, so that way you have nothing to stand in your way." With that I turned and ran down the hallway and to the elevator before he could even utter another word.

When the doors opened on the first floor I rushed out of the elevator and right past Dougie. He tried to stop me, but I just ignored him and rushed past him, leaving him confused. I ran outside into the daylight, one bag flung over my shoulders and another trailing behind me. At first I ran until I couldn't run anymore, then I stopped and flopped myself down on a bench and continued crying until it felt like all of my tears were gone.