You can't live your life for other people. You've got to do what's right for you, even if it hurts some people you love.

-The Notebook

EPOV

"Fuck." I pushed against the bed moving to get dressed. Bella stayed on the bed pulling a blanket to her chest. I was torn between staying and going but this is not what Emmett needed to see so I moved to leave the room.

"Your sister is cooking." I said as I met him on the stairs.

"Oh. Whats she cooking?" He said with a half grin. The boy did love his food.

"Grilling. Burgers and veggie's."

"Aright well I got a walk-in so let us know when its ready." He turned and walked away. I groaned and move to go back upstairs. Bella was dressed and back in the kitchen. I leaned against the door frame to watch her. She didn't dance anymore and she seemed to move cautiously.

I pushed forward away from the wall and moved behind her. She jumped as I wrapped my arms around her. Her hand quickly moved to her face wiping away tears.

"Bella?" I turned her to face me. "Whats wrong?" I brushed her hair from her face.

"I, its nothing I just." She shook her head and her face went red. "I'm sorry. About that." She pointed to the bedroom door. "I don't normally, well, I-"

"Bella are you a, a virgin?" I felt stupid for asking but I was confused at how she went from using me as a jungle gym to crying.

"No! I just. Your different and I like that." Her hand moved to my arm and traced a tattoo. I smirked a little and made her squeal when I picked her up placing her on the counter top. "But," She said looking at me. "I don't want to cause problems for you. With my, with Emmett I mean."

"I'll handle Emmett." She moved back to look at me with a worried look. "Ok I will handle Emmett when and if the time comes and if it's necessary." I moved my lips gently across hers. "Now, where is that feisty girl from five minutes ago?" She giggled against my lips as she wrapped her legs around me pulling me into her.

"But I do need to finish dinner or Emmett will be back up here soon." I groaned but knew she was right. I picked her up to set her back on the floor but she kept her legs around me. "Later?" She asked her face going pink. I couldn't understand how she could go from driving me insane with wanting to fuck her to being completely shy about it. I kissed her pressing her back to the fridge.

"You bet your ass later." She dropped her legs down and brought the food to the grill. I watched from the table as she cooked. Eventually we brought the food downstairs.

BPOV

Dinner was a long affair. But I was having fun. I wasn't use to feeling wanted by someone. Well not in the sense that Edward did. I had sex before but with the two guys I did waste three minutes of my life with it was mainly just to do it. I thought at the time I wanted it and it seemed like a good idea but it never felt anything like Edward made me feel.

And that was saying something considering Edward and I hadn't even had sex. I was sitting here getting wet just looking at him. I was beginning to think I was nuts. I couldn't believe I had thrown myself at him earlier. I was even more shocked to find that he liked it. That he wanted me. But I was just as worried about Emmett finding out as he was.

I started cleaning up as the shop closed for the night. Emmett left with Rose for their date night and Jasper left to meet up with Alice somewhere. I was standing in the back when I heard the door lock. If Edward feisty I would give it to him. I just hoped everyone remembered everything and we would be caught. But even that seemed to turn me on.

I lifted my shirt of my head dropping it to the floor as I walked towards Edward. He seemed frozen. I let my fingers slide down my own body stopping at the button of my jeans. "Would you like to help?" I said biting my lip.

He moved slowly towards me. I reached for his shirt pulling it over his head.

"God your, amazing." I said as I kissed his chest and the tattoo that laid above his heart. I must have set something off because I was lifted off my feet and pushed roughly against the wall. His lips met mine. "Off I want these off." I pushed at his pants and he obliged by setting me down on the bed that was used for back tattoos.

I raised my hips off the bed as his hands moved to remove my own shorts. He wasted no time and took my underwear off with them. He placed kisses up my thigh. Moving slowly towards my dripping wet pussy.

His fingers teased my center.

"God Edward, I need you." I moaned as I pulled him up to me.