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EPOV

"Alright guys, I am out." Jasper stood up tossing his cards down looking at his phone with more concentration then normal.

"Everything ok?" Emmett asked.

"Not sure." He said with a small laugh. "Alice and Bella probably should be picked up soon though." Everyone looked at him when his phone started playing music from a video he opened. He handed the phone to Emmett.

"What the hell!" Emmett almost fell from his chair when he tried to stand up to quickly. "Who sent you this?"

"One of Alice's friends."

"Whats going on?" I asked rather confused. Emmett handed me the phone to see for myself. It was a video of Alice and Bella dancing on a table together. I had to admit she looked amazing, Bella that is. I couldn't believe her dad didn't think she could dance for a living. Well maybe not the way she was dancing in this video but still the way she moved her body had me on the edge.

"Seriously what was Alice thinking? Getting her drunk. Alright lets go." Emmett drank the last of his beer.

"I don't know if that is to smart man. She's drunk and well she will probably get pissed if you show up bitching."

"I'll go." I said standing up joining Jasper who was putting his shoes on. "I'm sure she is fine." I patted Emmett on the back and left with Jasper. Part of me was hoping that he wouldn't be there when we got there but I was sure he would be at least to talk to her and make sure she wasn't completely hammered.

"You and Bella have gotten close." Jasper said as we got in his car.

"Yea that happens when you live with someone." I laughed it off hoping that he didn't know as well. Though I knew he wouldn't tell anyone. He had once been in my shoes.

He didn't say anything else about it as we made our way to the bar. I wasn't sure how Bella would react to seeing me since she scene Tanya sitting on my lap. I did feel guilty though. I didn't think to much into it when she sat on me because it was normal for her, but thinking back on it now it wasn't such a good idea. Well in all honesty it was never a good idea.

We climbed out the cab and paid our cover to get in. People were hooting and hollering at something on the deck and a sick feeling entered my gut. We pushed our way through the crowd of people to discover Bella doing a body shot off Alice. Jasper crack a smile and shook his head laughing.

"Your ok with this?" I was confused. Alice wasn't exactly like her normal self, though that could be blamed on the alcohol she had consumed.

"They are just having fun. We were in college once too. Plus I know who shes coming home too. We trust each other. I know she loves me and I love her." He shrugged his shoulders looking back at the girls. His logic was good but it didn't make me stop to think on who would be with Bella tonight. Was she that mad at me that she would go for someone else already. We were far from where Alice and Jasper were and on top of that we weren't even together.

I hand stretched out to Bella and she took to help herself down from the bar top. Alice was helped next. The crowd parted a little and they pushed to the table that there stuff sat at with some of Alice's other friends. The guy that had helped them down snaked his arm around Bella's waist saying something in her ear. She pushed at his chest slightly laughing. It was only then that I seen his face.

James.

I fucking hated that guy. Always have. Always will. Jasper must have noticed who it was as well because he stopped me when I seemed to have picked up the pace.

"Chill man." I took a deep breath and started walking again. By this time Bella was dancing far to close to James with Alice dancing in front of her. Jasper gave me a hard look and I tried to not just walk over and punch him.

"Jasper!" Alice threw herself into his arms when she finally noticed us there. "Edward? What are you doing here?" She said noticing me while her legs were still wrapped around Jasper's waist. I smiled shrugging my shoulders because I honestly wasn't sure why I came. Well not anymore anyway. Bella seemed to be preoccupied anyway. She dropped her legs down and turned her head to Bella. It was then that Bella seen me. Her face went red and she turned away from the group and practically ran from everyone. "Shit." Alice said turning to follow her.

"Don't worry about it. I will find her. Stay and have fun." She studied me for a moment.

"Don't make me regret this." She said in a low voice before turning back to Jasper. I walked away in the direction Bella had went only to find her farther out on the beach. She sat close enough to the water to let it wet her feet when a wave came in.

"Mind if I join you?" I asked standing next to her. She shrugged her shoulders.

"Why? Things didn't go well with Tanya?" Apparently drinking made her sarcastic.

"It's not like that with her. Never has been. I would have told you that but you never gave me the chance." Great now it sounded like I was blaming her for this messed up shit. Her hand moved to her cheek wiping what was probably a tear away. "Bella-"

"No its fine. Your right. I knew what this was. I don't have the right to get mad. I know that."

"And what is this?" I was curious to hear what she made of all this. Even more since she had just did a complete 180 from being pissed to saying sorry. Not that she didn't to be. I was the idiot that made her feel that way.

"Just sex. I knew what you wanted from me. I was convenient because I was there. I was turn on because I should be forbidden." I sat next to her turning her to make her face me. Fresh tears ran down her face. She wiped them away quickly. "Sorry I don't usually cry much. Stupid alcohol." She mumbled the last part.

"Ok first of all stop apologizing. Second, you are far from just sex to me. I don't sleep around I can promise you that. Third its convenient that the girl I can't keep my hands off from lives with me, yes, but that is not why I want you. And fourth, you turn me on by biting your lip when your thinking to hard, when the blush in your cheeks rises because you said something that wasn't suppose to be dirty but totally sounded horrible, I get hard thinking about you waking up next to me in a old t-shirt of mine. Or when you sneak side glances at me in the shop licking your lips. I'm not turned on because you are Emmett's sister."

"Oh," We sat the for a few minutes without talking. "I just. I'm sorry I got mad. I don't have that right. I just, I seen you with her and I was scared I guess that you were trading me in for something easier to be with."

"Easier to be with?"

"You wouldn't have to lie about her. Or hide her. It would be easier to be with someone who was your age. I mean we aren't together I didn't mean it like that I just." She groaned in frustration. I had to admit she was fucking adorable when she was frustrated.

"Bella, when I seen you with James I was ready to kill him. So your not the only one who got mad today."

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean for you to think of it like that."

"Well I hate him for many reasons but seeing him touch you," I whispered leaning over to her. "I would have ripped him limb from limb if Jasper wouldn't have been there. I was very jealous."

"I'm sorry." She looked down with an ashamed look. I sighed.

"Please stop saying that. I don't want you to be sorry."

"Well then what do you want? What is this? I'm sorry, I mean, ugh, Ok. I just I'm sorry for being such a girl over all this but I just, I don't do friends with benefits, I've never been with someone just for the sex. I don't want to be used and I don't, I don't know." I laughed at her rambling. "Why are you laughing!" She said smiling pushing my arm.

"Because your adorable. And want you. And I don't know what this is. We never really stopped to talk about it." I suddenly realized I wanted what Jasper had. I wasn't one to get nervous or be shy. But at this moment I was feeling both ways. "I want to be the one you come home to." I said quietly. Now who was acting like a girl.

"What about Emmett?" I hadn't thought that part through when I told her that I guess. I was suddenly nervous again. Would that be the breaking point? Would he decide what the future brought? Would he actually not want his sister with me? Did it really matter? Did it matter what anyone thought? I must have taken to long to come up with a solution because she came up with one. "We don't have to tell him right away. I mean, well I don't want to tell him and this not work and then you two lose each others friendship because of it." I nodded thinking about it.

"Yea that could work. But I don't want you to feel like I'm ashamed of you. I want you. All of you." She smiled.

"I know that, now." She winked climbing onto my lap.

"Well I'm sure as hell glad I didn't touch you." A voice came from behind us. "I see your just an easy slut." I practically pushed Bella off me to get to him.