A/N: Let's have a sneak peak into Edward's mind, in an email he's written to Bella!
Edward
To: Bella Swan
From: Edward Masen
Subject: I'm sorry
Dear Bella,
I just wanted to email you, to tell you how unbelievably sorry I am, for everything. I think back to the time we first met, and I regret every second of it. Well, not quite every second. I don't regret meeting you; I just regret my actions afterwards.
If I could go back and do things differently, I would, 100%. I mean, I just got too cocky and angry, because, for the first time in my life, someone challenged what I said. They questioned it; they stuck up for the person I was bullying. Silly, cocky, immature me, couldn't handle that. I could handle someone saying something back, making me look bad. So, instead of doing the mature thing, and apologising to Angela, I had to say something back to you. For most of the conversation, you were looking down, so I didn't see your face clearly. But then, you looked up, and looked me right in the eye. I swear, my heart stopped from beating so fast, because of your beauty. Your large, round, chocolate brown eyes, swimming with annoyance and hatred because of me. Your amazing, long brown hair, that flowed down your back. You were perfect, in every sense of the word.
But, me being the idiot jackass I am, I ruined it. By that point, I thought it was too late to do anything. But it wasn't, because, I could very easily have apologised, but I didn't.
Then, imagine my joy when I found I was lucky enough to sit next to you in biology. I was so happy, but I saw the look of annoyance ever present in those large brown orbs of yours. It almost killed me, that you so easily hated me. I hated myself for making you hate me. So, I took that anger out on you, which is something I can never forgive myself for. I just hope that maybe, one day, you can forgive me?
Please reply to this email, Bella.
From, Edward xx
A/N: So, hopefully you now, partly, at least, understand more about why Edward acted the way he did.
How do you think Bella will react? Will she even get the email?
Review please! :D