Edward:

To: Bella Swan
From: Edward Masen
Subject: Our library kiss

Dear Bella,

I know I slightly forced the kiss on you, but, in my defence, you kissed me back. I honestly didn't think you would, seeing as we had just been arguing, but when you did kiss me back, it was amazing.

I will admit to having kissed other girls before, but none of them compete with you. The kiss with you was both passionate and hard, but soft, and wonderful and sweet, all at the same time. I would wait an eternity just to kiss you again.

But, then you ran away. And I'm not going to act all tough, because, I was truly devastated. I thought if I could maybe show you how I felt through kissing you, you would feel the same. Instead, I feel rejected, even though I should have expected this. Why would anyone as pure and beautiful as you want someone like me? I don't know why I ever let myself hope that maybe you would secretly like me, but I guess I was wrong.

So, I sat in the chair you always sit in, in the library, and cried my eyes out. I cried for the fact you would never want me. I cried for the look of hurt in your eyes as you ran away. And I cried in the knowledge that I would never get to kiss you again, even though you were the best, and most probably always will be the best kiss of my life.

Please, Bella, I beg for you to reply. I just want you to know how much I care for you.

From Edward xx


A/N: Poor Edward... What do you think of his thoughts? :)

Review please! :D